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𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . 𝐁𝐢𝐨

⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬⁠♡໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝

|⟢ Name : 𝐀𝐝𝐲𝐧 / 𝐀𝐉 / 𝐒𝐮𝐤𝐢𝐢

|⟢ Age : 𝟏𝟗 (𝟐𝟎 𝐢𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫)

|⟢ Sexuality : I like women but I like very feminine men too. what Dat mean.

|⟢ pronouns: 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲/𝐢𝐭

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|⟢ Interest ! 𝐅&𝐅 / 𝐎𝐋:𝐁𝐀 / 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 / 𝐃𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐫𝐭 / 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

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|⟢ Extra ! 𝐈 𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 / 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ! 𝐄𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲!!

⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡... ⋙

𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘 / 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘

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#𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠... 𝐒𝐮𝐤𝐢𝐢 🌺#this is a girlblog #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #girl core #diary of a teenage girl #i love cove holden #girl things #cove holden #our life beginnings & always #beach babe #beach

Sorry for pity posting chat, lowkey had a meltdown

#i swear im normal #girlblogging #this is a girlblog #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood

Do I actually try to be better or do i just lie to myself to make myself feel better about being a lazy sack of shit.

#questions i dont have the mental stability to answer #girlblogging

Its funny how I can pinpoint exactly whats wrong with me but it all goes out the window during everyday life, like as soon as have a Eureka moment i zone out and suddenly its been a month and ive been doing the same shit over and over. I forget the dishes, I dont let the dogs out long enough, I forget to clean my room. Its always something with me and if I had a kid I had to remind to constantly do shit, I'd hate them too. No matter what I do to improve I just end up in the same fucking hole I tried to crawl out of.

Pretty sure my mom's sick of me . Shes the one that takes most the bitching from my step dad, and tonight he just said "fuck you" to all the camping plans my mom made because of me. I feel like the worst daughter in the world, her only kid and constantly disappointing her. This weekend was my one fucking chance to prove that I can be a decent human being but I fucked that up before they even left.

I dont hate my parents though, I love them a lot. im more often mad at myself cuz its so fucking hard just to force myself to get out of bed. I know I need help but I hate the fact that I cant just power though, I wish I could wake up and all this shit would go away. I need fuckin therapy or something.

God if you're real just make me fucking normal, I dont know what kind of sick fucking joke this is but im so goddamn tired.

My nose is runny and my head hurts. I'm just gonna pass out for the night and hope my step dad miraculously changes his mind tomorrow.

#professional fuckup before i even turned 20 #i think thats a new record #ha ha #i wanna cry

Context: video was about how a lot of furry tiktokers vanished in 2022 and I made a comment saying

" either

1. they lost their accounts

2. became super controversial outta nowhere

3. jail

4. got bullied off the platform"

Thats it

And this is what I open tiktok to (pics below)

Personally i dont post/comment controversial shit in general so no, I dont have dirt.

im not a dumbass and I have common sense to moderate what I post on the internet.

Could I have phrased my first reply better? Yes. Did they apsolutely lose their shit over a comment that had nothing to do with them and essentially self reported? Also yes.