ghost in your house

You don't need treats, you don't need tricks, and you don't need me. any pronouns.

[gh0sting-along]

Hello.

Introduction:

You can call me Ghost or Ollie, (any pronouns though I prefer he/him). This is a vent blog about my bpd which may include content which may be triggering for others. If you are sensitive to that sort of thing, please go somewhere else.

I am bisexual and am questioning my gender.

Feel free to ask any questions about me and I'll answer them as best as I can.

DNI:

- Homophobes, Transphobes, Racists ...

- Proshippers

- people who demonize others with pd

!!This is a sideblog!!

[gh0sting-along]

i do so much to get better, yet i always find a way to self sabotage.

[gh0sting-along]

i relapsed

[gh0sting-along]

i'm such a selfish, evil person.

[gh0sting-along]

i wish i wasn't real.

[gh0sting-along]

i hate seeing them be happy with other people. i want to be the only one who makes them smile like that like they've done for me.

[gh0sting-along]

i hate getting comfortable with people because it means i'm less on guard with them and i can hurt them more easily.

[met4lwhore]

bpd is romanticized until u cut off everyone who loves u and ur banging ur head against a wall, begging for god to make everything stop

[deactivaded69-deactivated202506]

bpd culture is always being the "it's okay i understand your feelings and why you acted this way" person but never the one being understood

[borderlinesadgirl]

They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest

[oneandonlypup]

i have quiet bpd, ofc i'd rather hurt myself than others because i dont want to be selfish

[escitalopram-fanatic-deactivate]

Having BPD is wishing the people who hurt you miss you like you miss them.

[gh0sting-along]

how could you love me? i don't even know who i am.

[cirquecutbored]

If i could just die for a while, as a treat…

[gh0sting-along]

the state of my mental health can be seen by the frequency in which i post on social media.

[gh0sting-along]

wanting to kms because they talked to me a semi-tone than they usually do.

[gh0sting-along]

watching all my symptoms disappear when i stop having an fp thinking "i've finally cured it!" (i haven't)