What video game world would be your #1 travel destination?
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Stray, I think - if I was a robot. I bet it'd smell rancid down there after a while of being there as a human. But then again biological life like a cat can live down there it seems just fine. Maybe it's cleaner than I think :)
Forget about episode 8, lets do episode 10.1 where Caine gives them a NPC baby for an adventure because they all get along now that they can't leave, gotta stimulate their minds somehow am I right
Extra:
Kinger LOVING this addition to their silly circus family
tbh something I think that could fix most of Jax's problems is literally a hug and a moment to let himself cry bc he is so full of emotions he doesn't want to acknowledge atm
EDIT: She goes under starfallbluez now on Tiktok. Not sure if she goes by that name everywhere else now.
Short form evidence pile that has a couple of screenshots and a video of our interactions over the course of a few years while I was 12, herself 19. To put it into perspective, she's 27 years old now, I'm about to turn 22 this month. Our interactions went on for years, talking up to when I was 16, when I cut her off.
Working on a document with @carriioneater a lot more evidence and a lot less scrambled together against @jelly-fish-wishes/starfallbluez (and also formally known on Tiktok under the same user -- and Youtube) in the works.
The last screenshot batch was taken on Tumblr, her username was jell-o101. We mostly talked in messenger, where she'd spent time trying (and successfully) taught me how to draw NSFW art pieces for her to consume and get off to. Her FB name was publically available, so for the interest of clarity, I censored her last name, but her name is Yendy. In that time, she had me draw Under'tail' pieces of Sans and Papyrus, which I didn't agree to her liking, but she was a huge inspiration for me and I ended up rolling with it because she shipped them. She had me fetch art works from the internet for her as well to get off to. She's currently more localized in the Super Mario Bro's fandom, (and Super Paper Mario), and Cookie Run Kingdom which is. All very concerning to me because of her history with me.
Anyway - until the longer form version I'm making comes out, happy pride month!! Especially to @jelly-fish-wishes, or now, under starfallbluez -- who said she couldn't be with me not because I was a minor, but because that'd make her a lesbian :D — EDIT TO CLARIFY SHE IS NOT HOMOPHOBIC: she was more worried abt her mom finding out she’d have been dating a girl (at the time) rather than a minor
(my DA post on this same topic goes into it further, the whole story, rather than short and summarized https://www.deviantart.com/stariitea/art/VENT-PA-Finally-talking-about-it-1202841161)
Hiii. Reblog and attaching more evidence, because I found more context and damning evidence I'd compiled. First screenshot details how she gave her (then boyfriend) a jacket bondage BJ. I was 13-14.
Second is when we were seriously considering meeting each other in real life, and the topic of how we'd hug each other wasn't an easy topic anymore. All of the sudden, she drew out how she couldn't fathom how to hug me without my breasts touching her face. Also 12-14 range.
Third, is the explicit Sans and Papyrus RP we did, though just one screenshot, because she deleted her FB and inherently, her messages left with her. My fiance has the chat logs downloaded, so he could go into more depth if it's necessary. I was 12-13.
hellooo additional new screenshot add on w/ her saying she "thinks I was too hot to be 14", a video add on as i promised with a slow scrolling of our chat, a voice message to me fully captioned for those who are HoH, etc. i don't know what more proof her friends need. (sorry for taking the link off initially her name wasn't censored)
yendy/jell-o101/jellyfishwishes/starfallbluez fontc//st art as well that she shared with me because we had 'sin' / porn exchanges for her to masturbate to. censored where it needs to be w/ nudity but full piece visible.
Wow, I actually haven't seen your posts pop up in years, but I got pushed your posts today about what happened. I followed you over 6 years ago when I was about 14-15 because of camp camp and sally face!
I'm so sorry about what you went through, I had similar experiences with people like that person back in the day on quotev and deviantart and amino. You're very brave for putting this out there now, and it's heinous that this person's friends are going after you.
Happy that I was pushed these posts today, as I can rediscover your art :) Protect your peace, lots of love
Aww! Wait, this is so sweet ;; <33
I'm so glad in a way I could help you rediscover my blog here! Even if it's not by the sweetest means of posts haha ^^;
It's incredibly reassuring to be told this, you're so incredibly kind and to bring up your own lived experience as well is so brave and I'm glad you did! It feels a lot less 'alone' in that sense. I've anticipated for years regarding this topic that I'd have people like that (or her friends,) chew me up and I didn't speak on it for a long time because of that. The support being larger is incredibly reassuring and something I needed to know ;;
I'm so glad it was too, even if it wasn't a happy topic! I'll be trying to continue posting about fandom space things, I just haven't for a while because I haven't exactly been neck deep in many fandom for a while - this blog is more fandom-centric than my DeviantArt page which is more "anything goes", haha! Hope you stick around for that :3 !!
Hi - So, to Yendy/Jell-o/Jelly/Star's friends or fans who needs a reason to understand why I didn't come out about what she did immediately after it happened, I present you my ask box here on why I didn't, and what I anticipated happening while I was very much still a minor at the time right after it happened:
@headcanonlady
Sooo, gentle reminder why I don't have asks enabled for anonymous asks on. Honestly, love to see some brave faces try to do this!
Again, I'm sorry that your favorite artist ever is a groomer. I've nothing to say about that but a shrug. And another reminder; I was 12 going on 13 when I first met her and didn't have any internet safety classes, etc, when I was younger. She was a huge inspiration for me back then, and I wanted to do everything in my power to stay friends with an animator I thought was amazing.
Sorry you feel that way, I was a child and I didn't know what was going on. 🤷
You keep living your brave life, I'm sure if you keep pursing this dream hobby here, you'll be in the right place and right time with the right person who won't tolerate this as well as I do! :)
So - because I can't reblog it, because this person has oh-so-kindly blocked me so I can't directly address it; I feel the need to, since instead of just asking me, the post they made feels like a needlessly complicated theory on if I'm a liar about my experience.
Post I'll be addressing tonight, click here.
I'll be going through it thoroughly and carefully, it's upsetting to be called a liar about my trauma.
CW: Grooming, Pedophilia
We'll start off from the beginning of the post.
To address this, and I wish I could to them, I unfortunately genuinely didn't know who feralwavez is, and I can say with certainty they weren't me. I've already told your other friend who DM'ed me to accuse me of the same thing, who understands I genuinely don't know and I'm sorry I can't just summon a reasoning I don't know out of thin air.
If it was a friend, roommate, or someone I'd told who made a fabricated account, I can't be sure. And, if it was, I'm genuinely sorry on their behalf, however, I have said this before, I'll say it again. I can't control people and what they do if it was one of my friends who I'd explained the situation to. I've no idea, and I know that isn't satisfying to hear, @pastelbiohazard . I one hundred percent see and understand the same pot holes of why their listed age is weird, but I've no comment, because I genuinely don't know who they were and if they were trying to be ironic about the situation or if they were a serious account.
It did kick off my posting about her though because that was the straw that broke the camel's back.
Onwards,
Yep, yep! Great work on finding that already stated information out. I was, in fact, 12, friend, congratulations! I've stated this already in my long post about this, and that gives me such nice clarity that you, her -- I guess? -- roommate, friend, didn't read what I wrote. I rounded my age up to 13 because it was April, my birthday was in June, on the 19th.
(Screenshot @pastelbiohazard is referring to.)
I genuinely hate that it never occurred to you that me saying "my friends taught me things" wasn't an attempt to make myself look more mature and 'cool' to appeal to an an animator and artist I looked up to.
That, and to address the lemon fic. Lemon fics were a crock pot of old 2000's culture, and I wrote it because I was inspired by literal fanfics on the internet and wanted to be like other people in writing it. I didn't even know what the citrus scale was until I was an adult, I genuinely thought as a kid, that was just something you did. I've no idea if you know what teenagers are like, but they kind of just do that when puberty begins to hit.
Now, the Chara Undertale post there and why I said I didn't like the fandom. I'll let you check the date there, and the description. And in case you don't want to: May 15th, 2017 -- A year into talking with Yendy, which in the first year of us talking, she sent me out on NSFW blogs/images/audio hunts. Could you guess the NSFW I stated I was exposed to was because I was sent on hunts for the NSFW material for her, or are we ignoring that conveniently?
Of course I didn't tell that stranger that she was having me be exposed to them, she was someone I deemed as my best friend. There was no reason for me to drop that an adult was exposing me repeatedly. No reason for me to tell them the full and honest truth, because I trusted her.
Sooo. I've known my fiance since October 2018 - we got into a relationship Nov. 20th, 2019. I think you're right in a sense that we might've gotten our dates wrong, I just know I cut Yendy off on May 24th, 2019. It was 3 1/2 years, my bad, I guess. I don't think it makes anything any better.
Ontooo the crush part of this.
Soooo, fun fact: If you'd read my post, which I'll link again, pleaase click here -- You would've known the crush I had on her and her not feeling the same way isn't true!
She had showered me with love and affection I'd never received from anyone that wasn't a parent before, you can imagine how a child would want to cling onto something so new, right? You'd imagine that the kid would want it back when the love and praise and affection is taken away so suddenly?
I developed a crush on her, due to the fact she took every ounce of affection away. She was hint-hinting me towards wanting to tell me something, and I eventually caved and let her tell me. She did, and she told me she liked me. I tried to reciprocate it out of panic, because I never explored my sexuality or had a real, serious, relationship. I didn't want to lose a friend.
Then, when I did, she panicked instead, which wasn't something I was anticipating, I thought reciprocating would make her feel the best. It didn't. Hence:
Then she blocked me, I went and cried to my parents as a child does when something distresses them, and then by the time I came back (minutes, maybe at most an hour,) she unblocked me, messaged me everywhere, apologizing up and down, sending me voice messages of weepy sad voice saying she was so sorry.
And to point out, and I'm so sorry you're in denial, I know it's upsetting to hear especially if you live with her. But she had every intention to wanting to date me. She told me once "maybe one day" and I clung to it so hard I didn't get into any other relationships for a long while because I was saving myself for her.
I feel bad for any partners who dated her at the time, too, because she said she had no hopes they'd stay, all the while, I was still on porn fetch quests for her.
Which, I will be posting the audios of her voice messages, eventually, once I find it in my files. Since it seems like you, and a few other of her friends genuinely have it set in your head this wasn't real and are doing loops and hurdles to justify it and say that I, the victim who was a minor, is to be blamed for an adult's actions.
Now to the end bit:
I'm so sorry, but I don't really care how you met her, I pity the fact you still want to call her a friend, all sincerity. I don't care what led you to being friends, because this really, genuinely, isn't about you. I'm so glad you can say she's "a changed person now!" I'm afraid I don't see the same, I went through so much in the most fundamental periods of my life that I could've spent dating guys or girls my own age. Being young and having fun, going to school events without being fearful of the events because of an adult who wanted my full attention all the time.
You saying there that, "as soon as she realized how wrong what she was doing was she put a stop to it and tried to keep her distance". You're very wrong. I had to block her. Everywhere. Literally every single one of my socials that had a messaging function.
She didn't want to leave.
She sent me notes on DA, used the old Youtube Chat function which I also had to block her from, and even Google Chat, for crying out loud.
(unrelated screenshots to when I cut her off to prove the fact, yes, we were indeed using Google Chats as a last resort form of communication. For this case; this is a GC we had with my ex-boyfriend, see time stamps on the messages. Red messages mean she's blocked, but I was still able to click to view.)
I don't know if hearing it straight from the victim is what you want in order to believe that yes, this did happen. It is exactly as bad as I've put it.
I genuinely want you to know, the accusations of being called a liar about my experience with her is upsetting. You never bothered to contact me or my fiance who could fill in gaps you might've had for you, you're just listening to the one who did the abusing. I genuinely hope this sheds light for you, and that you have the day you deserve, friend.
Ok so hiii ive known the victim, my fiance, Pepin, for 6 years now & I met him after he cut ties with “””Jelly”””.
I’m surprised you’ve known her for 10 years & didn’t know about all the nitty gritty details of this, that’s when everything started for Pepin! Very very interesting to me that many of the folks she knew from the duration of the time my fiance was being groomed by her had no idea Pepin existed, bc Pepin certainly heard a lot about her friends! And her partners! And her sex life. When he was 12-16. Yuck :P
On top of that, she REALLY seemed to be thinking about having sex with & dating this kid! A lot! Like concerningly frequently!
(Also idk why she was drawing the height gap between 5’ and 5’3 like that all the time, Pepin wasn’t even done growing but 5’ on my current 5’6 is like. Chin height. C’mon. You would not be face-first in his non-existent, mid-puberty boobs, girl.)
She would also tag him in weirdly flirtatious posts like this
All while actively fully aware of his age!
& was just overall really uncomfortably personal with this minor while she was in her 20s!
& apparently she doesn’t know why she stayed either!
But she sure as hell came crawling back every time she tried to end the conversation! It took Pepin cutting her off & blocking her everywhere for her to leave him alone!
& I think it says a lot when all of your friends who are your same age are able to point out that you’re being groomed & manipulated
repeatedly messaging a child about sexual content & conversations, talking about having sex with them (a CHILD) & their breasts (A CHILD.) & dating them (A CHILD!) & even once sending them a TUTORIAL ON HOW TO MASTURBATE (which I will not be sharing for OBVIOUS reasons) all while getting them to fetch you NSFW art and audios to get off on, doing NSFW roleplays of brothers & claiming that you’ll be the older brother & too because you’re the older one,
isn’t your definition of grooming, what is? Bc this is the criteria according to actual organizations. I can highlight things if you need it!
You unfortunately have had a very similar situation to Pepin, with your abuser pulling back on their affections & acting out in an attempt to get that affection back (something Pepin did with the people pleasing present in a lot of these screenshots), and yet you still think Yendy is the innocent one here? Why is it only grooming when it happened to you?
