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[ Charles , they/them , GORE TW ] •mental health/vent blog• I come here to complain and reblog/post relatable mental illness posts. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ( TW: harm, abuse, mental illness, death, reincarnation, existentialism, etc. ) If I don't tag something you want tagged, tell me!!

[ghastlyghostyghost]

i decided to go through this blog today (8/13/19) and i’ve gotten better. much better. im not all the way there yet but i’m okay. i’m writing this for myself, and i’ll keep this up as a reminder. i can be vulnerable with myself sometimes. everything’s okay and i can enjoy my own company again. i live in a loving home that’s helping me love myself. i’m very thankful, comfortable and happy.

[ghastlyghostyghost]

can i go on a normal diet without falling back into bulimic habits or starving myself

[ghastlyghostyghost]

i wanna rip my skinnnoff i wanna pull my hair out and I wanna bleed to death

[flowercavities]

[luv-me-blu]

[ghastlyghostyghost]

u know tfw your stomach drops and your heart tries to break through ur chest and all u can think about is rotting? I live off of it

[cupidcore]

[naturalselectiondylan-deactivat]

[sem1c1de]

[highschoolhandjobs]

[tildae-deactivated20251004]

I’m looking back on my life so far and it’s changed me, for sure. I really do miss who I used to be.

I hope I can find the same happiness I did back when I was younger. Find a way past all of these dreadful emotions and stumble onto pleasant ones again.

[pansylair]

is there a god at the bottom of the bottle?

[lgbtheroacademia]

[ghastlyghostyghost]

thank god I can smoke here or else I would have jumped off the dock

[ghastlyghostyghost]

boy howdy

[ghastlyghostyghost]

This ismt who I'm supposed to be idek who the fuck I am

[ghastlyghostyghost]

I'm real close to ending up in the hospital tonight