𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓪𝓱

19𝔂𝓻𝓼 𝓸𝓵𝓭 / 5'2 / 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓽 210 𝓵𝓫𝓼. 𝓬𝔀: 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾, 155 lbs :/

[luxobnubilata]

Feodor Encke (1851–1926)

Allegoria della primavera

[bitchycode]

[pinewoodcomposts]

[konoko]

[trynagetskinnyhere]

can someone teach me how to never talk again. 

[starvinggbeautyy]

Me: Gains 0.1 lbs

Ana:

[especially]

[bows-n-bones]

what the ~fuck~ is it about nighttime that makes me want to eat god fuck off & let me starve

[beabumblee]

i thought you were saying to makes you want to eat god, and honestly, still a thicc mood

[bebepreferee]

“I know you will never read this but I miss you.”

— @xmea

[6irds-3at]

You sure about that?

[skxnnyslxt-blog]

Issa difference for sure, those 50 pounds were holdin me back

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[depression03ed]

things some people don't understand about depression

i am not just lazy. i am not motivated to do stuff in general. it's not that i'm too lazy to clean my room. even the minimum physical effort is sometimes too much to handle

i don't talk much not because i don't like the person i'm talking to. it's that i hate my voice, i hate myself, i am not funny, i am not interesting, so i just can't talk to you because i feel like i am a waste of your time

sometimes a depressed person can laugh. they can smile, seem ok. but it's just because they are with people that make them feel good or they are faking it

we complain a lot. we want to change things in out lives but we just don't have the energy to do that

not every depressed person self harms

even the smallest thing can influence our mood in a negative way

some people care a lot about stuff, some don't feel deep emotions. everyone's different and valid

it doesn't mean that i'm not sad if i don't cry. i can be sad and not cry too. some people expres emotion in other ways

[ilovelisabetch]

[s1cksh1twalk1ng]

[thin-attraktivness]

[ofcowardiceandkings]

do you ever get confused about where your mental illness ends and where you being a piece of shit begins ?? like am i just being difficult or can i really not do that