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Carrds (here, and here)

Ko-fi (here)

art tag

Strawpage (here)

Art Fight

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boothill mod doodle (mod contains nsfw)

suggestive/explicit image below

#queue #my art #boothill #boothill hsr #boothill honkai star rail #hsr fanart #cw suggestive #cw nsft #nsft #nsfw

cha3blu

boots n boot

#phew....................#hsr #boothill #fave

big art dump before that crazy ass typhoon destroys everything and we lose power (contains deltarune ch5 weird route spoilers)

#my art #art dump #.oc

I’m at this point where if I do go through with deleting all of my accounts, the only thing I can bring myself to wonder is: will I be remembered fondly? Was I good enough? Tolerable? Did anything I do matter to anybody?

I know I shouldn’t. That’s almost 10 years of a digital presence that I have spent building and reworking time and time again until I found a niche that I can be comfortable in. I like it here. I love being able to talk about things I am fond of freely. But I can’t delete everything, no matter how badly I want to. Drawing and writing are all I’m good at, and it’s all everyone likes, so it’s all I can do. I shouldn’t seek this sort of validation, I shouldn’t. I’m in my 20s, I’m supposed to be wearing the goddamn big boy pants and punch these feelings down. But still. I feel like a child.

I don’t know. I hope I am remembered fondly. I hope I was good enough, tolerable even. I hope whatever I made mattered, even if only for a short moment. That’s all I want if I decide to finally put this shit down and away where it can’t hurt me anymore. I hope people had as much fun as I did. That’s all that matters.

deleted morgans blog

#.txt #wasnt really using it anyway.#just one hit thats all ill allow myself today.