𓇼 “ this is getting me nervous. can I go home? ”
⚓︎ BYF ✶ this is a jirai blog ๑ I'm a headmate in a traumagenic system ๑ I don't promote anything on this blog ๑ I have memory issues and sometimes struggle with interacting, please be patient and iwc ⚓︎
⚓︎ DNI ✶ radqueers ๑ harmful transids ๑ right wingers ๑ people who push religion ๑ mdni blogs ๑ genai users / supporters ๑ radfems ๑ xenosatanists ๑ basic dni ๑ please keep syscourse off this blog ๑ I block freely ⚓︎
⚓︎ TW ✶ general mental illness ๑ sui ideation ๑ ed / sh ๑ religious ꒰non-christian꒱ beliefs ๑ mentions of stalking ๑ intrusive / obsessive thoughts ๑ paranoia episodes ๑ etc ๑ block me if any of this makes you uncomfortable ⚓︎
𓇼 “ I... did good, didn't I...? ”
⚓︎ canin ๑ tamaki ๑ oka ⚓︎
⚓︎ bodily 16 ๑ ageless teen ⚓︎
⚓︎ neurodivergent ๑ chronically ill ⚓︎
⚓︎ lifestyle jirai ๑ hikikomori ⚓︎
⚓︎ atypical agere ๑ petre ⚓︎
⚓︎ transmasc ๑ libramasc ๑ xenofluid ๑ it / he / they ⚓︎
⚓︎ bi oriented aroace ๑ lithoromantic ๑ fluid aegosexual ⚓︎
⚓︎ yumeshipper ๑ fictoromantic ๑ fictosexual ⚓︎
⚓︎ religious beliefs ✶ omnism ๑ syncretism ๑ pagan demonolatry ๑ atheistic satanism ⚓︎
𓇼 “ the dazzling words of light... the treasure others have given me... ”
⚓︎ dandere ๑ utsudere ๑ yandere ⚓︎
⚓︎ CCDAF ๑ RAML ๑ LSVL ๑ 4122334 ⚓︎
⚓︎ stalker type ๑ disappearance type ๑ self-harm type ๑ removal type ๑ double suicide type ๑ self-sacrifice type ๑ worship type ๑ induction type ๑ bizarre seeking type ๑ protective type ⚓︎
𓇼 “ even if I can't be the sun, I will eat the sun if it means protecting your light. ”
⚓︎ kins ✶ tamaki amajiki ꒰my hero academia꒱ permashift fictionkin ๑ oka ruto ꒰yandere simulator꒱ permashift fictionkin ๑ yuri ꒰ddlc꒱ fictionkin ๑ ivan ꒰alnst꒱ pancharakin ๑ yoon bum ꒰killing stalking꒱ copingkin ๑ treat as kins ๑ doubles iwec ๑ sourcemates welcome ⚓︎
⚓︎ kintypes ✶ ghost otherkin ๑ demon otherkin ๑ changeling otherkin ๑ zombie otherkin ๑ winter eladrin elf otherkin ๑ ball jointed doll otherkin ๑ fallen angel otherkin ๑ spider therian ๑ moth therian ๑ bat therian ๑ barn owl therian ๑ black panther therian ๑ black cat therian ๑ valais blackneck goat therian ๑ lamb therian ๑ deer therian ๑ rabbit therian ๑ hare therian ๑ octopus therian ๑ clam therian ๑ mutt therian ๑ german shepard therian ๑ borzoi therian ⚓︎
⚓︎ main f/o's ✶ astarion ꒰bg3꒱ gachikoi / voidsharing & non-sharing ๑ phainon ꒰hsr꒱ non-sharing ๑ sunday ꒰hsr꒱ non-sharing ๑ nejire hado ꒰mha꒱ non-sharing ๑ mirio togata ꒰mha꒱ non-sharing ๑ ayano aishi ꒰yansim꒱ non-sharing ๑ till ꒰alnst꒱ non-sharing ๑ oh sangwoo ꒰killing stalking꒱ non-sharing ๑ doubles dni, other doubles iwc ⚓︎
𓇼 “ when I even think about failing... my mind goes blank and I freeze up. ”
⚓︎ bulimia ๑ arfid ๑ deepest ✶ styros ๑ bruising / hitting ⚓︎
⚓︎ 5'3" ꒰160 cm꒱ ๑ ugw ✶ 90 lbs ꒰40 kgs꒱ ⚓︎
𓇼 “ having expectations only leads me deeper into despair. ”
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𓇼 “ no matter how hard it is, I have to keep going. ”
posts﹕𖤓 𓈒 “ even if I am just a shadow‚ a shadow can still support the light. ”
boyblr / image posts﹕𖤓 𓈒 “ you're giving me a stomach ache... ”
vents﹕𖤓 𓈒 “ I wanna go home‚ I wanna go home‚ I wanna go home... ”
reblogs﹕𖤓 𓈒 “ why do I have to be a villian... I feel like everyone's staring at me... ”
asks﹕𖤓 𓈒 “ you are another of those that shines bright like the sun... ”
anons﹕𖤓 𓈒 “ I'll just imagine them as potatoes...”
𓇼 “ my friends don't use each other... because friends don't eat friends. ”
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