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(Dividers are made by @rab1d-rub1d1um-cr3atur3!!!!! OML)
Hehe credits to puppy’s one fan thingy by @rab1d-rub1d1um-cr3atur3
Anons:
Ok so I'm back!! So this post will go over EVERY single FUCKING TIME I'VE GOTTEN HATED ON!!! Because it's happening more and more often lately!! And before someone says "it's because of your fame" @hpdamechan and @x-kangelkawaiii-x have more followers than me and do not receive this much hate. (Sorry for tagging). Please reblog this because this community has so much harassment and we need to talk about it.
Ok sooooo first time I got harassed!! Was on jirai-haruhi. When I put dni harmful transids on my intro. I got someone telling me "trans race is the same as transgender and you're transphobic" which isn't true I'm not transphobic!! 2 other people decided to join in!! And call me transphobic!! So fun. This eventually stopped after like an hour. Butttt one kept coming back!!! They made a new account and decided it would be amazing to send a hate anon. I blocked it. But guess whatttttt they made a new account. (Blocking anons blocks the ip from sending anons) so they didn't go on anon and sent a hate ask. Again calling me transphobic.
Second time~!! Again this was on jirai-haruhi AND jirai-haruhiz. So this is about the tens situation!! Tens wanted me GONE. IP banned. Like GONE. So tens sent me an anon telling me he reported me!! And I think he did the same thing to my online parent @mxlody-lit-hrrrrt-1128 that made me very scared as one of my biggest fears is getting banned. So I went onto my alt account (jirai-haruhiz) and guess what?? Tens reported that too!! I ended up crying having a mental breakdown and couldn't go to school. Everytime I went onto jiraiblr I started feeling sick and I felt like crying. I made an alt account a new identity. Tens found it and reported it too!! So I deactivated that one and made another new account that wasn't on jiraiblr.
Ok now this one I was also in the wrong!! So on jirai-haruhiz I said the r slur. Because I'm autistic and I thought I could say it. I got harassed?? Well I definitely got hated on. I then apologized. (I still received an anon like a week later saying "I didn't forget about you saying the r slur")
Ok!!! Now on ny4n--s0d4 I got harassed by tens?? (The anon said they were tens but at the same time jirai exposed said tens committed) well I got harassed for liking Nekopara. And called a lolicon even though I'm not a lolicon!!
Now this isn't harassment but still hate!! So someone made hate posts about me!! I responded to them because putting my name on a hate post is shitty. It's not a vague post if you put MY FUCKING NAME on the post!!! Truth nuke. Anyways I think someone found out who it is and sended hate. And they ended up making a new blog!! (But I got blamed for that. I did not want anyone to be harassed but of course it's my fault. If you're going to hate on me I'm going to respond to it.) the person that made the hate posts also said I led a hate train / harassment train to x-omgkawaiiangel-x. I made a call out post (which I deleted once I saw what happened) and I said not to harass me them or anyone. Don't make shit up.
Ok yeah next someone makes vague post about me except it was very obvious it was about me (did delete it though so they're forgiven)
One of my moots talked shit about me. I blocked them but at the same time wtf.
Got an anon telling me that they hope I get raped by someone 3 times my age
A 20 year old ESPECIALLY hates me and said that they especially hate me.
And then this. I also got another weird ass anon just scroll my blog for a lil bit you'll find it.
I don't know what you guys want from me idk why you guys hate me so much. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect and that I have flaws? Funny time is this never happened on ny4n-s0d4. The one blog where I was always Nyan. Not Ace. I was just my internet persona on there. And I got no hate. Sorry I'm not happy all the time but this is jiraiblr.
You guys only talk about "don't harass people" when someone DIES because of it. You don't talk about when it's happening in front of you. I bet half of y'all don't give a fuck because I'm not dead.
you don't have to be scared of your suicidal friends. you don't have to be scared of your psychotic or delusional friends. you don't have to call the police every time someone says they feel like they want to die. you can say things like, "that sounds really hard" and "I'm going to bring you some food and you can tell me more about it"
if you don't understand why people with schizophrenia spectrum disorders & bipolar sometimes don't want to take meds or stop taking meds and you're not one us:
please understand that our medications are destroying our bodies. please understand our medications are not safe, they come with very serious side effects. please understand our medications alter our personalities, our emotions, the very core of who we are.
being on these medications is a difficult decision. yes our disorders can be very serious and life altering, they are not easy to live with. some of us decide that these side effects are worth it, that living with fewer symptoms is worth it, but not everyone has the same priorities. not everyone has the same view of their condition either.
it's easy to look at us and say "well if I had your disorder I would choose medication any day" but it's so much harder when you are actually the one being poisoned by a drug that might save your life in the short term but also could kill you in the process. it's so much harder when you are the one who feels like a zombie, who has had every spark of joy scooped out of them in favor of controlling psychosis, mania, etc. it's easy to judge when you don't have to live the life you're deciding we must.
"your skin isn't paper! don't cut it!" is possibly one of the worst things 2 say 2 someone who SH's
you are not helping **ANYBODY**, i get u have good intentions and all but still, no one is just gonna stop mutilating themselves because a stranger told them to do so!
also same goes for "your life isn't a book, don't end it!", that has to be the shittiest reason to give for someone to not kill themselves, like good to know you think of my existence as just a book!!
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Puppy, their dad, and sister got something and it had to be put together and now puppy’s mom is yapping about how hot it is and is in a bad mood and shit but she isn’t mad that we bought it she’s mad we’re taking time to put it together.
She be yapping about how other people are in a bd mood but as soon as she is suddenly it’s fine to be in a bad mood
