the blog of doom and despair

I will block freely recovery acount but dont follow me for positive recovery i am still fucked up

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Hi im Rocky/Angel/Ghostly just basically call me whatever

I use he/she pronouns

I am 18

If you know me by my termed account hi welcome

But for those who dont recognize me because i am assuming a different identity you could say I am just a phantom murmur of someone

This is both a vent blog and a recovery blog

But while this blog is a recovery blog I am still a depressed piece of shit who still struggles with shed urges so this is not a positive blog to come to if you are looking for recovery

Im very pro recovery please recover if you can

Uhm I think that is it for now

Oh my personal tag is now ghostly mayhem

My ed tag is ghostly hunger

My sh tag is ghostly pain

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Guess my favorite color

(Hint: It's not blue)

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I fuck with girlboys so hard

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I fuck with girlboys so hard

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The split dye the day of and the day after

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I dyed my hair yesterday it looks fine just now how I wanted it to I was hoping the colors would contrast better

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Just bleached my hair

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Dog

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Now that the final song is playing I can say that the concert was okay i recognized a few songs and have a couple new ones to listen to i just couldnt truly enjoy it due to the pain and being super tired and the little breakdown I had

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God it wasnt the final song free me from this prison

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Yay it is over now

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The fact that it wasnt even the final song he did play one more but we just left lol

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Now that the final song is playing I can say that the concert was okay i recognized a few songs and have a couple new ones to listen to i just couldnt truly enjoy it due to the pain and being super tired and the little breakdown I had

[ghostly-mayhem]

God it wasnt the final song free me from this prison

[ghostly-mayhem]

Yay it is over now

[ghostly-mayhem]

Now that the final song is playing I can say that the concert was okay i recognized a few songs and have a couple new ones to listen to i just couldnt truly enjoy it due to the pain and being super tired and the little breakdown I had

[ghostly-mayhem]

God it wasnt the final song free me from this prison

[ghostly-mayhem]

Now that the final song is playing I can say that the concert was okay i recognized a few songs and have a couple new ones to listen to i just couldnt truly enjoy it due to the pain and being super tired and the little breakdown I had

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Eberytime I think the final song is playing he plays one more song GET ME OUT OF HERE

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I was already nervous and uncomfortable asking people for weed and then to find out i was accidentally making one friend uncomfortable by asking them for weed when I would be the only sober one at the hangouts

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One of my friends is giving me some weed for free for the trip he is literally the best yay

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Asked another friend and they could possibly bring something for me to smoke yippee!!!

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There is something so gay about two dudes singing into the same microphone