ʚAɞ

£d ranting / 18 / 5'6ft / she/her 𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘 sw: 64kg / cw: 59kg / gw: 53kg / ugw: 45kg

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

I need to lock back the fuck in

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

My brother keeps losing weight while eating like a fucking pig and I'm here starving myself while the scale doesn't move an inch.

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

Did I just fucking faint? One moment I stood up and the next I'm sitting up from the floor¿ the spoon from the bowl I was holding had flown away and my head was throbbing like crazy. Never in my life had that happened before. Anyway! Broken my 1d 13h fast and ate an apple. 🫶

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

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I hate having to eat infront of my parents.

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[kisfat]

my cw is someones fear weight

my cw is someones fear weight

my cw is my fear weight

i am fat

fatfatfatfatfatfatfat

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘

I lost 3kg this week! I know it's just my honeymoon phase but I'll take what I can.

𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘

[blu3buni3]

finally shifting back to ana from bed is the best feeling ever. i hate being full i can feel it in my ribs. 🪽

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

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I crave feeling nauseous and sick to my stomach.

𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘

I'm getting body rashes again from not eating enough.

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[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

Unfortunately, it has gone so bad I've started wasting food.

𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘*¨*𔓘.¸¸♪¸¸¸.𔓘*¨*𔓘..𔓘

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[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

Trying to weight myself only once a week must be the most difficult challenge so far

[prettygirlneedscoolboy]

I want to cut off my thighs holy fuck

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

Coffee

Piece of gum

Medication

Medication

Medication

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

My mum bought me size 4 pants like girl I'm not that skinny yet give me a month or two.

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

How I feel after eating a strawberry and 3 raspberries the whole day ♡

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[strawberry-xavel]

TW : eating disorder - mia, a4a

I only feel at my best when I’m fasting. The only time I feel beautiful is when my stomach hurts, when I eat again and that feeling stops…that’s when I feel at my worst - disgusting.

[ghostlygenesisblizzard]

I'm finally back. The Easter Holidays have been awful so far but at least my poor mental health has helped me lock in. I'm into a 22hr fast and my stomach is already used to that emptiness. It feels like home 🫶