Princess

Feminine is not anti-feminist

[ghostmuffingarden]

I have a hole in my chest

The shape of you.

It's funny how heavy

Such an empty thing

Can feel.

[ghostmuffingarden]

I live across the country from my mom right now

Every few months she asks me

What do you want me to send you from the house?

Referring to stuff she kept of mine after I moved out a decade ago.

I tell her:

I don't know what is there. I haven't been there in a decade. Please just donate it.

And the cycle continues.

With her getting increasingly angry

That i don't know

What is in

Her

House

[tanadrin]

imagine how much more fucked up the history of the world would be if eating someone's brains reliably conferred on you their memory and knowledge

[stumpyjoepete]

[ghostmuffingarden]

Wasn't there a zombie detective show about this?

[kaijuno]

[ghostmuffingarden]

Adam Sandler moment

[redstonedust]

big fan of being able to go back in a reblog chain and rb a version of a post without the additional comments you don't find funny. but it also feels like lowkey snubbing the person who put it on your dash. like sorry boss im trimming the fat here. your tastes are not quite good enough. die.

[ghostmuffingarden]

I don't think

I feel right

When I'm

With

You

:/

[ghostmuffingarden]

My relationship is a fucking joke

[ghostmuffingarden]

I am so fucking tired

Of dating people who

Won't look outside themselves

Enough to see

Their own reflection

[ghostmuffingarden]

You make a choice for me

I question it

We discuss it

Now you say I'm making you

Compromise yourself?

I wanted a say

I wanted a conversation

If you have to put

Your partner in box

To feel like your

"Authentic self"

Then maybe you

You'd be better off

With a mannequin

[da-saturn-system]

“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child

[ghostmuffingarden]

Working in a

Male-dominated

Work place, as a woman.

You find solirarity in other women.

So when they treat you like shit

It hurts

So much more

[vangoghcore]

by nuqui_herping

[ghostmuffingarden]

We walk to the store

We giggle, we talk in made-up voices, we sing.

We separate briefly once inside

You're looking for something in the freezer section

A man bothers to me and I hurry back to your side.

We brush it off. We giggle some more.

We don't separate again.

Another man is in every section we go to.

The freezer. The fruit. The desserts. The snacks. The fruit again. The man is there.

A cashier stops the man. He leaves in the direction we came from.

We wait to walk home.

We talk. We don't giggle. We don't sing.

It's time to get home. We have frozen food.

We walk the long way.

We don't talk. We silently take turns checking behind us.

We make a wrong turn, we've done it before.

"Aw damn" I break the silence. We both pretend to laugh. We both pretend to not care that our walk will take a few minutes longer.

You need something from your car. We go together.

We are silent again.

We wonder if men have ever had to be as calculated as we are on a walk home from the store.

[ghostmuffingarden]

So we're in love

We're happy

We're doing well

I have found things

In this relationship

That I never believed were

Within my reach.

I am in love.

I am also scared.

There are so many parts of me

I must keep hidden.

You are not the one

To push my monsters

Under the bed.

You would welcome

Every piece of me

With open arms.

Yet I continue

To shove and shove

I add locks

To the chains

That hold me back.

I put masks over the

Glowing green eyes.

I put makeup on the

Ugly faces of my demons.

I dress them up

In jewels and lace

And pretty things.

So I can pretend

They are not

What they truly are.

So I can pretend

I am not

Who I truly am.

I want to mold myself

Into everything that

You deserve.

I see the sharpness in me

Left over from the

Wounds caused by others.

I try to chisel them away

To smooth out my edges

But I make it worse instead.

My chips turn into cracks.

My cracks shatter into shards.

And I sweep them away

Safe

Under the rug.

How long can I keep this up

Before the shards

Rip through

The safe

Soft

Fabric

Before my claws

Break through the chains

Before all of me

Crawls through?

[pirumparummoved]

[colorfullydyed]

[b-e-b-b-l-e]

shoutout to the hotties with chronic pain and fatigue 💖💞💝💘💕💗