Make Life Your Bitch

Simple Rules for all the Tumblr children: 1) Be happy and do what you love 2) Listen to those ideas you get! Let your creativity run wild sometimes! 3) Take care of yourself, self care isn't being selfish. 4) Love the people that support you not the people who happen to be related by blood.

[ghostnerddan]

Have you ever stared at someone who fits into the category of a minority and just stare at them mentally making arguments about how good they look and how nice they seem. And then you start to question why people are so against them just for being a minority.

But then you remember that people probably stare at them with hatred so you have to look away before you give them the wrong impression but you can't help but look back every now and again because you want to understand.

Just me? Okay I'll shut up now.

[ghostnerddan]

I cant find it and like i need the feeling of everything flowing out onto the paper cause today was crappy

May you can find a sheet of normal paper? I know it’s not the same but it could help?

[ghostnerddan]

I lost my poetry book i use to rant and like i really needed that today

I’m sorry to hear that. It’s tough when you lose the thing that helps you express yourself. I hope you can find it!

[caustic-synishade]

damien. jumping spider. listen.

[caustic-synishade]

less arachnid alternative:

GOLDEN RETRIEVER DAMIEN

[ghostnerddan]

Sine I have a fear of spiders. Doggo Damien is better

[caustic-synishade]

dove

[ghostnerddan]

My dash has been blessed. Thank you.

[ghostnerddan]

If I decide to use my YouTube account to make videos analyzing fanfiction would anyone watch it? Like you guys send me in fanfiction you want me to talk about then I ask permission from the writer and then I make a video.

Does that sound fun to you guys?

[ghostnerddan]

Okay so I’m back from school and I’ve finished my homework. Now I can start actually planing this. Anyone who wants to help can message me. To the people who have so generously wanted to help I’ll be sending a Discord invite to you guys! 

(since tumblr doesn’t want to make group messaging a thing this is the next best thing and it’s so easy to use)

[osatanelaya]

“I missed you, Trico!”

[ghostnerddan]

This makes me want to cry, it’s sad but also so heartwarming. I love it.

[gaywrites]

Illinois bans "gay panic defense"

LGBTQ activists say they hope lawmakers in other states will also ban the legal defense, which blames a victim's sexual orientation for an attacker's violent reaction.

Starting yesterday, Illinois has become the second state in the country to ban the “gay panic defense,” in which murderers can justify violence by citing their shock at learning a victim was LGBTQ.

The tactic is often used by those who hurt their gay or transgender partners or love interests, or by those who lash out violently against a person who expresses interest in them. According to the AP, “There are variations, but it generally goes like this: A person doesn’t realize someone is gay or transgender and engages in a flirtation, then discovers that person’s sexual orientation [or gender identity] and that discovery triggers a passionate involuntary response such as murder.”

Activists for LGBTQ rights often point to the 1998 case of Matthew Shepard, a 21-year-old college student who was beaten to death by two men, one of whom claimed the victim had made sexual advances toward him.

The activists say they hope the law, which was approved by Illinois lawmakers in May and signed by Gov. Bruce Rauner in August, will provide momentum toward passing similar measures in other states.

“This new law ensures LGBTQ people are not blamed for the violence perpetrated against them simply because of who they are,” Brian C. Johnson, CEO of Equality Illinois, said in a statement shortly after Rauner signed the law.

California is the only other state where this is illegal, and the American Bar Association called for it to be banned several years ago. Here’s hoping Illinois sparks a movement of similar laws around the country. 

[ghostnerddan]

Have I ever said how much I love living in Illinois. (Then again Chicago is just a land for the gays)

[ghostnerddan]

If I decide to use my YouTube account to make videos analyzing fanfiction would anyone watch it? Like you guys send me in fanfiction you want me to talk about then I ask permission from the writer and then I make a video.

Does that sound fun to you guys?

[amazable01]

I would! Although, I kinda wanna help with it, if you’d be okay? I could do some editing…

[ghostnerddan]

I could use so much help with editing. I suck at it, you would be a life saver if you helped!

[amazable01]

Yay! Feel free to PM me more about it!

[ghostnerddan]

(Lowkey in study and trying to contain excitement) After I get home at finish homework we can bounce ideas back and forth!

[ghostnerddan]

If I decide to use my YouTube account to make videos analyzing fanfiction would anyone watch it? Like you guys send me in fanfiction you want me to talk about then I ask permission from the writer and then I make a video.

Does that sound fun to you guys?

[amazable01]

I would! Although, I kinda wanna help with it, if you’d be okay? I could do some editing…

[ghostnerddan]

I could use so much help with editing. I suck at it, you would be a life saver if you helped!

[r0yallypurple]

Aren’t you happy? You have your body back. Shouldn’t you be happy? You should be happy.

Even if Damien did somehow manage to get his body back, I can’t imagine he’d walk away from what he’s been through as the same person he was before He’d be angry, he’d be hurt, he’d be cold. He wouldn’t be kind, not anymore He’d still be a shell of a man just instead in his own body, but this time alone

The good in him was destroyed long ago

[ghostnerddan]

Don’t do this to me. It is too early to start crying.

[ghostnerddan]

If I decide to use my YouTube account to make videos analyzing fanfiction would anyone watch it? Like you guys send me in fanfiction you want me to talk about then I ask permission from the writer and then I make a video.

Does that sound fun to you guys?

[quadriceps-deactivated20171230]

what’s the mood for tuesday

[xenosaga]

[ghostnerddan]

It’s not even Tuesday why the fuck is this still a mood?

[screamingatsquirrels]

Markiplier is really smart and creative but he is also A Fucking Idiot

[ghostnerddan]

I dont give people a reaction but they still make fun of my laugh. Im worried that no one is gonna stay with me after i honestly laugh around them and they realize how annoying my laugh is. I honestly didnt expect to end up crying today but i cant help but focus on what people have said about my laugh and it makes me upset

The first advice I’m going to give may be difficult but please try; if a friend makes fun of you laugh, lose them as a friend. Friends don’t make fun of your laugh, a real friend doesn’t do that. I can bet you that your laugh is perfectly fine and people just want to be bullies. Take time to breath and relax, crying can help you release pent up emotions. But make sure to take care and drink plenty of water. You’re going to be okay, what people think about you isn’t important. It’s what you think of yourself that counts.

[ghostnerddan]

My laugh is weird though... expecially when I start to run out of air to laugh. I wish i could just delete my laugh...honestly sometimes i wish i could just delete myself from situations. Like honestly the people who cares the most and dont ever try to hurt me are hundreds of miles away and they are the people i need right now

You should never have to change yourself for others. Laugh without a care in the world. People will leave you alone as long as you don’t give them a reaction. And I can understand what it’s like to be so far away from the people who care about you. It sucks, it really does, but they may not be physically with you, but they are still with you.

[ghostnerddan]

I hate to laugh. Everyone makes fun of my full on laughter, if its not a hyena its a dolphin or some other animal nose and if it isnt an animal noise their comment is what the hell was that. I feel sometimes some people are only there to use me as butts of jokes. I dont see how someone can like me.

Anyone who makes fun of your laugh are idiots acting like immature children. You can’t judge a person by their laugh and you should ignore them and just laugh when you find things funny. You’re amazing just the way you are and you can’t be judged on that alone, I’m sure you’re a fantastic person to be a friend.