C'est La Vie

34/F/CA "I believe that love is true and real creates a respite from death. All cowardice comes from not loving, or not loving well, which is the same thing"

[vhagar-apologist-deactivated202]

Can I take your name, please, love? Dawson. Rose Dawson.

TITANIC (1997) dir. James Cameron

[buffysummers]

You have bewitched me body and soul. Pride & Prejudice (2005) dir. Joe Wright

[pleoros]

Luna Ikuta

[gothish]

by Ackermans Photography

[jasmine-flwrs-deactivated201906]

[seabois]

[raysofthesun]

[ghostsandfutures]

I missed you today. However I only seem to miss you when I’m anxious. Good thing I discovered CBD prerolls cause I don’t want to fucking miss you.

[peanutbutterandredjam]

[wishing-for-deathx]

“I am tired of being told I am loved and cared about but never made to feel that way.”

— your actions and words never match

[areugonnalovemeinmyforties]

‘‘Telling a woman you love her while treating her like shit is abuse. Fuck you.”

[animatedtext]

[cocvino-deactivated20160219]

[ghostsandfutures]

Tonight was rough. I got through it. My heart fluttered and my stomach was hurting and I panicked. My panic disorder and hypochondria and anxiety pulled out the rug from underneath me and I ate shit. I was screaming. I rush to the hospital I’m dying. I can’t breathe. I have two masks on. I’m still in the middle of a pandemic. I’m crying, I get to the check in site where they ask me about covid and they tell sorry ma’am it has to be just you. Your boyfriend has to wait outside. I couldn’t control my crying. But I’m scared. I’m terrified. In that moment I believe whole-heartedly that I am dying and I am praying and I am remembering those I love and how much I love them and how much I will miss them. Breathe Joey. I have an ekg done and they take me to a bed they take all kinds of blood tests and whatnot and I am diagnosed with a peptic ulcer. I am okay. I made it. I didn’t die. I survived my panic attack. I survived my anxiety. Just because that bitch got me tonight doesn’t mean I’m a failure. Mental illness exists and it is not a weakness. One day at a time.

[homuras]

[neckkiss]

I want to sleep, but I can’t.

[rai-r]