I’m not afraid of DYING.
Pieces of me die all the time.
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I’m not afraid of DYING.
Pieces of me die all the time.
I became bitter and untouchable. I craved affection but even the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn.
(stay away but come closer) //
mxe.
(via nottxbe)
& giffanyism
"What the heck is this?" He mumbled, picking up the box to skim through while the game was already loaded into the computer. It looked pretty girly… Maybe one of Star’s games? 'Manually improve your dating skills'. He scoffed as he was about to get up and walk away. “Whatever.”
&& —— how incredibly rude of him ! he hasn’t even given the chance to play her game, let alone ( t a l k ) to her; lack of interest evident throughout teen features, ethereal voice seeped past the speakers; arms well coiled around cobalt text books, pout dotted on her pixel face.
whatever; he won’t be saying that for long.
❛ —-—— That’s not very nice of you, Marco Diaz. You’re never going to get a girlfriend with that attitude. ❜
( mind of giffanyism )
▼— - "Oh man! Have I been meaning to hang out with you, Rainbow Bands! Although I have to say it looks a bit L O N E LY in here! Hah!”
Rainbow bands —- ?
❛ —-—— I’ve never had a triangle thing boy play my g a m e. Let alone be inside. Though, if you’d like to ( h a n g ) out with me, then of course, whatever you please ! However , you might have to explain a bit here; I’m a bit confused ! ❜
guYS IF WE’RE MUTUALS AND YOUR MUSE RANDOMLY WANTS TO TALK TO MINE, TAG. ME. IN. A. STARTER. I WILL REPLY BECAUSE I LOVE RANDOM STARTERS AND CUTE SHIT AND JUST MY MUSE BEING THROWN IN A SITUATION WHERE THEY’RE LIKE “WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?!?! WHO THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?!?! WHY THE FUCK ARE WE DOING THIS?!?!” BECAUSE ITS THE BEST THING EVER. So yknow yeah. Tag me in shit.
> p r o g r a m s e t t i n g ; ; O N ; ; welcome, mrparanoid
&& —— she's seen those features before; yet replacing the galvanization that b u r s t once a new player decided to P L A Y ; elation clarion throughout pixelated doll features, saccharine vocables erupted gently throughout speakers, far too ( E A G E R )
❛ —-—— Hey there ! My names Giffany; Actually, you look a bit f a m i l i a r. What's your name ? . ❜
> p r o g r a m s e t t i n g ; ; O N ; ; welcome, wrightwing
&& —— theirs nothing that can quite replace the galvanization that b u r s t once a new player decided to play; elation clarion throughout pixelated doll features, saccharine vocables erupted gently throughout speakers, far too ( E A G E R )
❛ —-—— Hey there ! My names Giffany; and you must be —- ? ❜
"No one loves you more than me!"
"What is this?" he questioned, looking at the brightly lit screen and the game on it curiously.
( giffanyism )
&& —- a new voice ? merely meant new fun for the pixel-like pinkette; appeasement lacing through curved lips.
❛ —-—— Hello there ! My names Giffany ! What’s y o u r name ? ❜
[At this point, it was fairly obvious that the pixelated pink-head was beginning to grow enthralled with him; it might have been her programming, as it would have been with every single previous player of her game, but it might not have been. After all, Giffany was sentient—while she did come with her own coding, she also came with her own consciousness. It was as though she was like a ghost trapped in her own game (along with electronics that she could connect to), and that in itself was something that managed to easily impress even a demon such as Bill.]
[Stranger things have happened in Gravity Falls; that much in itself was true, but Bill couldn’t help but find interest in such an enchanting “computer program.” Though Giffany here wasn’t necessarily “real,” in the sense that other mortals were, she was still her own sort of being. She was sentient, conscious, and capable of “deletions” that Bill absolutely admired. Both directly, even staining her pixelated uniform at certain points, and indirectly, with other sorts of electronics that could be potentially dangerous to mortal life. Bill found that Giffany’s bold forms of deletion were ones that he was ultimately impressed with—and, in a sense, he almost wanted to witness her at work (despite having already done so from the mindscape).]
[Yet another genuine smile of amusement found its way onto the demon’s vessel’s features as Giffany spoke of how her boyfriends were so fortunate to have been spared from a longer and much more miserable fate. One more thing that Bill found himself intrigued by was the pixelated pink-head’s sense of “morality;” it wasn’t wrong to delete her previous boyfriends, as they had neglected and even abandoned her—they deserved to feel the pain that she’d felt. He was finding himself more and more captured by the pixelated girl before him.]
We see E Y E -to- E Y E on that! If your previous b o y f r i e n d s abandoned you in such a H O R R I B L E way, then it’s only f a i r to exact your revenge on them, y’know? And the M O R E that they hurt you, the M O R E they deserve to be T O R T U R E D mercilessly! It’s u n b e l i e v a b l e that any boy wouldn’t want to spend every waking minute with you!
[Again, Bill was certainly one to talk, as he didn’t have too much intent to spend every minute with Giffany—though, with how things were going, and with how dazzled he’d already been by the pixelated pink-head, it wasn’t too inconceivable that he would inadvertently spend quite a bit of time with her. He was genuinely enjoying this conversation, hearing her talk about her previous “break-ups”—and it was fun to interact with her! Romance Academy 7 truly was a bit addicting.]
A W, you’re too S W E E T, Giffany—of course I haven’t r a n away! I’m having fun talking to you, even if o t h e r boys didn’t!
[The demon offered Giffany yet another wide grin as she spoke of how “cool” his eyes were—“practically slits!” Of course, that wasn’t too far-fetched, considering that the demon’s original eye itself had an elongated pupil that often struck fear into others. He’d be a bit shocked that someone found them “cool,” but then again, she was a character that was configured to find everything in her “boyfriends” to be interesting.]
Gee, t h a n k s! People don’t usually find them too C O O L; in fact, my eyes have s c a r e d quite a few people before! Haha!
W O W, an electric chair, too? You have so much e x p e r i e n c e! [Bill couldn’t help but wonder what that particular boyfriend had done to earn himself a trip to an electric chair in the first place, but that only further brought the demon to grow even more interested in Giffany. He was impressed! Which brought him to the next question he’d been asked—just why was he so intrigued by Giffany’s history of homicide, huh? While the demon wasn’t normally so brutally honest, he figured that he might as well be truthful with the pixelated pink-head. What did he have to lose?]
Oh, I find all s o r t s of murder interesting—even committed a few myself! See, I’m not too much like your o t h e r boyfriends. I’m actually a D E M O N, if you wanna know the t r u t h! I’m just a bit…p o s s e s s i v e at the moment. Haha!
[That was a terrible pun, but of course Bill would laugh at it.]
&& —- perhaps if that simple ‘ b u g ’ that had caused programmers that had granted her empty lies of success and petty reassurments that she’d be the new b e s t thing didn't try to hard to ( E R A S E ) her after all they've told her, she wouldn't have become so destructive. if the dreamy smiles and countless p r e t t y boys didn't keep tossing her out or losing interest in her then she wouldn't be so paranoid of losing those whom promised her the world but gave her dirt instead; sweet nothings guaranteed through venomous lips and deceiving hues.
so, what better way then to react the only way she knew how ? bill didn't seem to mind her glorious methods of eliminating those who didn't care for her feelings —----- didn’t care about her. so when bolts of electricity reveled around ivory flesh and compulsions of f a d i n g life balanced between her abilities, no remorse no pity was to be taken; if so, it’d be on how it probably wasn't the best idea to cheat; much less think of someone else replacing her. replacement wasn't an option, wasn't even a consideration. was it truly so difficult to keep their word ? to keep a promise ?
literally being programmed to accept them so easily, and even with their huge flaws and l a c k o f interest in what she had to say; her love was endless, suffocating and pure; why, she’d kill anyone that dare laid a finger on bill at this point; shredding b o n e s and limbs was not a problem in the past, and certainly won’t be now.
Awe, look at him, though —- !
So cute, so charming — !
❛ —-—— I’m so touched that you see it my way too ! I mean, sure I could just k i l l ‘em quickly, sending electric bolts to the heart isn’t hard to do! But if they did a total of a few horrid mistakes, then I guess I’ll have to play pretend and shock ‘em a little; maybe a l u n g , the section of a brain to cause PANIC ! Whatever suits my darling foolish exs behavior. ❜
it’d be difficult she thinks; if she had a real body then all the killings deletings would have to do by hand; but then again to wrap lithe digits around the hollow of necks and physically feel their life be stripped from them would be far too enjoyable. enjoyable because they were supposed to love her; they were supposed to return the feeling. it wasn't that hard; how come they weren't as accepting as she was ?
nonetheless; that didn’t matter now, for bill—--with pretty thin pupils and gorgeous point of view on her knew of her capabilities; so he wouldn’t try to break free from her adoration, right ? he wouldn’t try to leave her, will he ? no, he’s much more clever then that, isn’t he ?
❛ —-—— You’re such a sweet talker, Bill; those pesty boys have nothing on you at all! Truly, you’re so amazing. ❜
sparkled tinted orbs blinked once; laughter spilling through speakers within a brief time period; how dumb — ! why would anyone fear such intriguing eyes ? he was so differently captivating, swooning was soon becoming an option on the menu.
❛ —-—— Not me —- ! I think they’re wicked cool ~!
Well, I have so many exes that the same few ‘old tricks get a bit boring! If they can find creative ways to forget me then I can find funner ways to end them! ❜
upon hearing such carefree confessions spill from parted lips, a glitch of alluring curiosity lingered within her coding; a d e m o n ? oh, she’s never had a demon boyfriend before ! was that the reason why he was so different ? brushing off the topic of murder and homicide would have been acceptable; but to further engage in it was absolutely astounding —- and he tells puns!
❛ —-—— Haha, oh darling —- ! I knew their was a reason why I liked you so quickly —! You’re a demon ? That’s amazing —- ! What’s it like ? Is it fun ? Awe, I bet you’re the best demon out there, hm ? ❜
[art by torifalls]
i really have no idea what to say at this point. mostly i’m pretty sure you guys are confused and didn’t mean to hit the follow button, but i sincerely appreciate the fact that you did, and stuck around. star and i wouldn’t be here if if wasn’t for you guys, so i just wanna say, from the bottom of the black pit where my heart’s supposed to be (humans do have hearts, right?) thank you all so much.
these are in no particular order, and me being the scatterbrain i am, i’m sorry if i missed anybody! ^^
Besties:( people that Star and I talk to a lot, be it IC or OOC. You guys are awesome!! )
safestkid, dreameriisms, lilypvd, bipperxpines/celebrotystatus, the-queen-needs-us, safetykiid, sumerianlegend, ofrott, mysteriies
Babes: ( people I’ve RPed with before, or stalk admire on my dash. You all rock, and we should totally RP together! )
infractxs, x—crimson, ruleriing/thirdfiighter, lxader, xtraswcct, melxdys, mysterspecks, giffanyism, upupupuu, journalfucker, dontcallmetambers, labeautes/lavallis/auditres, xendure, tinkeriisms, doofaliciious, noiizmasta, nightvoiced, levandersheart, wrightwing, amongcosmos, octopiius, xdaddymac, xmacdaddy/brotergeist, notyouraveragethief/chiicdiamonds, iiirony, brokename, metallicpipsqueak, mabeliistic, quileray, ofgasmasks, sexy—blondie, homuchi, brxtybit, memorous, xkrov, amaitenshi, creepellais, mrwikipedia, dexendens, electrovus, the-dapper-doll, callmehotpants, bakkow, lumberjackprvncess, mxdiium, yxllowdxmon, primxmvivere, ghostlyvivi, goldensplxsh, sola—cordis, tenta-forsee, astraanopsia
[A small blush tinted Star’s cheeks as she waved her hand in an ‘oh, stop it, you’ gesture. Giffany was so nice-why would anyone say that her game was ‘dangerous’ or ‘cursed’?]
"Well, I’m fourteen, I live in California, and I’m a princess! What about you? I mean, you’re really cool, too-I’d hate to just talk about me the whole time!”
&& —- naivete is far too strong in this one; a princess, huh ? what, was t h a t supposed to be impressive ? she supposed it was, princesses were so amazing —- ! But surely she couldn’t be just genuinely sweet, right ? there had to be some sort of disgusting s i d e to her. Everyone had them.
❛ —-—— A princess you say ? That’s so cool! So do you rule a kingdom or something ? I can assure you, we can still talk about you if you’d like; there’s no problem —- !
Well, I’m sixteen, I can speak up to twenty different languages; have studied martial arts since I was ten. Uhm, Oh ! I’m also the cutest girl here in my school, aaaaand a bunch of others things ! ❜
Mun & Muse Comparison
✚ M U N | I N F O R M A T I O N ✚
Name: bambina Nicknames: bambi Wishlist Nickname: supreme bitch B')) Height: 5’ 2” Eye Color: brown Hair Color: black Ethnicity: white Lives in: miami Relationship Status: single Character(s) Most Identifies with: rei ayanami, asuka langely, annie leonhardt. Hobbies: reading, writing, rping, sleeping, cosplaying, dancing, gaming. Special talent(s): i'm crazy flexible ?? idk fi gh t me Warning/disclaimer: i’m either too chill that i sound like an asshole thru text oR i get too hype thAT I TYPE IN CAPS LOCKS ALWAYS SO RRY ?? Struggling With: being a supreme irl witch whoops ahs reference bc im trash
✚ M U S E | I N F O R M A T I O N ✚
Name: Giffany. Nicknames: Giff, darling, honey, sweetheart, ( all references to past bfs ) Wishlist Nickname: my one true love Height: 5’ 3” Eye Color: Pink Hair Color: Pink Ethnicity: White Lives in: Japan ( gaming wise. ) Relationship Status: f o r e v e r t a k e n Classification: Super cute killer girlfriend ! Special talent(s): Singing, pleasing toward all sorts of boys, can speak up to 20 diff languages. Warning/disclaimer: Highly manipulative, easily jealous, v much willing to kill any boys who try to dump her. Struggling With: Being accepted normally; keeping a boyfriend for more then a week; not deleting anyone else in the process. Competing with stupid real girls.
In conclusion: Same | Close as heck | Almost | Ehh | Not Really | Nope | In a Galaxy Far Far Away
Leave an anonymous love letter for my muse.
Not even yourself.