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So, should we unfollow you ?

you can ! im never coming back to this blog :-(( just trynna reply to mutuals

#journal factory exploded i miss shouting to the void

ive really debated wether to post abt this or not, im very open here because ive liked having my own little part of the internet but i figured writing abt it could ease my mind.

recently a mutual who i would consider a friend found my personal spotify account where i post my face, real name, my friends and family because of a screenshot partial selfie i posted w a playlist in the background. he said it wasnt hard to search the playlist then go down every track list to find the one that matched mine. i dont post my face or even completely explicit photos bc of my distinctive tattoos out of fear people i know will have access to this side of me. i dont think its an irrational fear to have and that fear has just been amplified. i dont feel comfortable in this blog anymore and it makes me sad because i have made great friends here and ive gotten to explore my sexuality in a new and exciting way ! deleting it feels weird, like im losing a lot. i tried reaching out to this person bc i truly believed him to be my friend! i just wanted to understand and believe he wont do me any harm but i dont know. i really dont. being on the internet has just felt nauseating, like im waiting for my gotcha moment.

thank you to everyone whos shown me a little kindness nd shared their favorite songs with me !!!or hd a fun time w me !! i had so so much fuuun !! i hope you keep enjoying yourself n are healthy n happy :-)!! thank you thank you thank you