won't someone teach me to 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒆

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'' We met and we talked and it was epic, but then the sun came up... & reality set in ''

Indie & canon div. interpretation of Elena Gilbert from The Vampire Diaries. Lovingly written by C. She/her. 28. Primarily S1-3 based.

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This weekend I was supposed to catch up on college assignments and everything here but nooooo, had to catch a vomiting bug strong enough to take out 10 victorian children

I miss it here :( I'll be back as soon as i get my energy back <3

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I’ll be catching up on everything over the weekend 💖

[bemusing]

"You can't protect everyone."

I have to try.

[nblizzieforbes]

Elena Gilbert

[ohisms]

↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 . ( a collection of lyric starters from an assortment of billie eilish songs . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

you scared me to death .

there's nothing left to save now .

i don't think i caught your name .

i like it when you take control .

you're sacred and they're starved .

how dare you ? and how could you ?

one of us is gonna lose .

i don't even really know how it happened .

i'm out of sympathy for you .

just let me hold you .

don't talk about me like you might know how i feel .

try not to abuse your power .

i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself .

it's not like me to be so mean .

you just want what you can't have .

would you like me to be quiet ?

i haven't slept since sunday .

i don't want to want you .

it hurts , but i know how to hide it .

i'm the only one who does it how you like .

you better keep your head down .

a lot can change in twenty seconds .

why aren't you scared of me ?

i thought that i was special .

you're looking at me like i'm see-through .

you were a hero , you played the part .

i never really know how to please you .

see what you wanna see .

gold's fake , and real love hurts .

no way , i'll call the cops .

maybe you should leave before i get too mean .

i just wanted to protect you .

you only listen to your fuckin' friends .

they're never gonna give you love like ours .

all you wanna do is kiss me .

don't you know too much already ?

it's weird that we care so much until we don't .

i didn't change my number , i changed who i reply to .

i don't know what feels true .

did you really think this is the right thing to do ?

i would hate to see you go .

i'd never treat me this shitty .

i'll only hurt you if you let me .

you made me feel like it was my fault .

now i know what you are .

i feel more and more like i was made for you .

you wanna kill me ? you wanna hurt me ?

don't try to make me feel bad .

wait , you know what ? maybe just forget it .

was i made from a broken mold ?

you want me to be yours , then you've gotta be mine .

tell me "nothing lasts" , like i don't know .

wait a minute , let me finish .

you know i'm not your friend without some greenery .

my demands aren't high to make .

stop , what the hell are you talking about ?

we both know i'm worth waiting for .

you ruined everything good .

you really know how to make me cry .

your love feels so fake .

i wanna be alone . alone with you , does that make sense ?

spit it out , what is it exactly ?

i'll never let you go .

if we were meant to be , we would've been by now .

you can pretend that you don't miss me .

just fucking leave me alone .

don't say i didn't warn you .

it's pretty cool , right ?

i think i might have fallen in love .

i tried not to upset you .

do you even feel anything ?

don't ask questions , you don't wanna know .

i've been walking through a world gone blind .

i just wanna make you feel okay .

i know you don't care , but can you listen ?

don't you know i'm no good for you ?

[mutliwankenobi]

there is literally nothing sluttier than a man in a white linen shirt with the top two buttons undone

[gilbirth]

The statement rings like an alarm behind eyes of molten mahogany. Concern and fear are shrouded in a protective coating of what she hopes sounds like love. The love of a best friend poured out to another.

❝ Care...Damon Salvatore is not a craving you want

to give in to - trust me. Let this particular craving pass. ❝

@for4bes asked: ''it's a craving, not a crush''

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[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FROM BILLIE EILISH'S HIT ME HARD AND SOFT *  assorted lines from the album, some slightly adapted, adjust as necessary

baby, i think you were made for me.

i wish you the best for the rest of your life.

i need to confess, i told you a lie.

you were the love of my life.

i can't fall in love with you.

i see the way you want me.

i gotta be careful, gotta watch what i say.

god, i hope it all goes away.

did i break your heart?

you're just so sweet.

i don't need to breathe when you look at me.

keep it brief.

you seem so paranoid.

if this is how i die, that's all right.

open up the door for me.

i just want you to touch me.

i've never paid this much attention to you, ever.

i want you to stay.

i'll love you 'til the day i die.

i want you to see how you look to me.

you're so full of shit.

if you go, i'm going too.

we should stick together.

did you take my love away from me?

i never did you wrong.

fell in love for the first time with a friend.

it's a good time.

you told me it was war.

if it's forever, it's even better.

i don't know what i'm crying for.

call me when you're there.

i bought you something rare.

it's a craving, not a crush.

people say i look happy.

the old me is still me and maybe the real me.

i think she's pretty.

can you open up the door?

am i acting my age now?

i'll run a shower for you like you want.

if i'm allowed, i'll help you take them off.

bring that over here.

i need to be alone now, i'm taking a break.

am i already on the way out?

when i step off the stage, i'm a bird in a cage.

you said i was your secret.

the internet is hungry for the meanest kind of funny.

do you still cry?

i loved you for so long.

i could eat that girl for lunch.

tastes like she might be the one.

i don't know why i called.

i don't know you at all.

i could never get enough.

you need a seat? i'll volunteer.

i'm interested in more than just being your friend.

do you know how to bend?

when i come back around, will i know what to say?

there's a part of me that recognizes you.

do you feel it, too?

when you told me it was serious, were you serious?

they tell me it's all been a trap.

no, don't say that.

did i waste your time?

i tried to be there for you.

you said you'd never fall in love again because of me.

i love you, don't act so surprised.

things fall apart and time breaks your heart.

i wasn't there, but i know.

you don't need to remind me.

i should put it all behind me, shouldn't i?

did i cross the line?

good things don't last.

life moves so fast.

every time you touch me, i just wonder how she felt.

i know you didn't mean to hurt me, so i kept it to myself.

i'm trying my best to keep you satisfied.

you don't wanna know how alone i've been.

we don't have to fight when it's not worth fighting for.

you don't wanna know what i would've done.

i loved you and i still do.

just wanted passion from you.

it's not my fault, i did what i could.

you made it so hard like i knew you would.

after i left, it was obvious.

we're so glad it's over now.

say you miss me.

don't be afraid of me.

please don't call the cops.

bet i could change your life.

i tried to save you, but i failed.

i hope you'll read it this time.

i left a calling card so they would know that it was me.

i memorized your number.

if something happens to him, you can bet that it was me.

i'd like to mean it when i say i'm over you.

i thought we were the same.

he never learned to sympathize with anyone.

i don't blame you, but i can't change you.

it's over now.

[gilbirth]

plots i want to write:

delena as absolute diabolical besties who do nothing but bully one another but would also die for one another (let me say it again, diabolical besties) very much so a good vs evil dynamic. elena being the sweet and good one and damon being damon. pls.

all the wholesome goodness that is stelena <3

wholesome care and bonnie. please PLEASE.

elena and matt as beautiful platonic best friends. they deeply honour their past romance but it is in the past. they've grown together and he will always be one of her best friends

jer and elena sibling bonding!!!

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Kisses to all my moots thank u for following 🥹🫶

[rphelperblog]

Vampire Diaries Sentence Rp Meme

“Your hair’s different; I like it.”

“I know that you can’t change who you are, but you don’t belong here anymore.”

“I shouldn’t have come home.”

“The rest of the world has moved on. You should try, too.”

“Today will be different. It has to be.”

“They follow you. You can’t escape them - as much as you want to.”

“I will smile, and it will be believable.”

“For over a century, I have lived in secret. Until now.”

“I need you to be afraid of me. I need you to run like hell, do you understand me?!”

“Do you wanna hear the bad news, or the really bad news?”

“Why did you come back after all this time? Why now?”

“I’ll be downstairs. Drinking.”

“I know it’s late, but I needed to know if you’re okay.”

“I’m not going to give up on you. I believe in you.”

“Not in the mood! Today’s been a no-good, very-bad day.”

“You’re really going to run this whole psychic thing into the ground, huh?”

“Why would you risk it? Why would you come here?”

“Don’t embarrass me, young man!”

“I don’t hurt people. I don’t do that.”

“If you’re just gonna mock me, could you move along, please?”

“Aren’t you a little old for a high school carnival?”

“Hey! If you want to forget it happened, fine. But I can’t.”

“I can’t tell you what to do. But coming back here was a mistake.”

“Let go of me before I cause a scene.”

“You’re taking a stupid risk. I could hurt you.”

“Yes. You’re a complete nuisance.”

“I have so many emotions, but I don’t have any way to express them.”

“You touch her and I swear I will never speak to you again.”

“Indulge me for a little while, please?”

“Don’t pout. It’s not attractive in a woman your age.”

“What do you know about werewolves?”

“I know I’m the last person you wanna see right now, but I need you to come with me.”

“You were running from something. What was it?”

“I’ve no secrets. Only dirty shame.”

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Little starter call for when I’m back online tonight!

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tag drop.

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im rewatching S1 and i can't cope with how wholesome it is !! Stelena are so pure and beautiful, the girls friendship ugh S1-3 will always be pure elite

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