ray [she/her]

PFP: mystii-gur0 (amazing and based father) i check this website once every few months so try not to expect too much activity from me (lie)

[girimano]

hello my intro

ALSO before anything i just wanna say this is a rant/ramble account primarily and i tend not to properly tag my stuff cuz usually im tweaking out when i post so just beware lol (intro under the cut)

hiya im ray, im 16 and use she/her pronouns and am lesbian. im kind of insane in my brain and have other problems that arent autism, ADHD, OCD etc. going on but cant get diagnosed so just be aware. i enjoy drawing and listening to music in my free time!

hyperfixations:

twisted wonderland (rook hunt, scarabia, heartslabyul…)

hetalia (england and romano especially)

hypnosis mic (MTC, FP, BAT, but especially ramuda, rio, dice, and kuko)

identity V (mainly ada / adamil)

special interests/spins:

mitski (2020-)

the crane wives (2024-)

ensemble stars (2022-)

the dragon prince (2018-)

my OCs (2018-)

trigun & trigun maximum (2021-)

collecting (2016-)

Twisted wonderland (2025-)

i have some other things that i’m into as well, so feel free to ask me what i like.

i dont really have a strict DNI/DNF but i’ll likely ignore or block you if you're an adult (also people who are maga, pro-israel etc. can burn). also i technically identify as proship & comship, i dont care if youre an anti or anything as long as youre respectful. i probably wont post anything about it here though but just letting you know

[vinterfeminism]

Happy Pride Month everyone!! This Pride Month, don't forget about intersex people!! Intersex people aren't some weird anomaly nor a fictional thing, we are real and we deserve a voice and a space and a community. Intersex people may be straight or not (including lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, or any other sexuality)! They also might be cis or trans or neither or both!! Intersex gender identities can have a very wide variety just like anyone else, and this may be exacerbated by frequently being inconsistently gendered or raised as one gender when their body has traits as what other people may view as the "opposite" (though really men and women aren't all that different so I don't really think there is an opposite, but that's not what this post is about). There are disabled intersex people, intersex people of colour, fat intersex people, old intersex people, young intersex people, and any other type of intersex person you can imagine! It is very possible that you know an intersex person even if you (or even they) don't know it.

This Pride Month, remember to love intersex people and make them feel included in the 2SIALGBTQ+ community!! (I spell the acronym this way since Two Spirit, Intersex, and Asexual and/or Aromantic people are often forgotten or spoken over)

We belong in the queer community, and we deserve to have a voice. Be kind to intersex people and most importantly, try to make an intersex person smile every day this Pride Month!!

[girimano]

now they (my crush) told their therapist about me😭😭 fellas i think we're cooked

[girimano]

crush said were jerkin it to me WHILST WE WERE ON CALL

[girimano]

got really stressed out because of my family fighting over a lot of things and had a seizure after I went to my room

[girimano]

it took me about four minutes to write that

[girimano]

got really stressed out because of my family fighting over a lot of things and had a seizure after I went to my room

[calugaritsa]

you should read Trigun bro the main character is Jesus but also Cain and his genocidal ecoterrorist twin brother is Abel but also Lucifer at the same time. They're kind of Adam and Eve too but later on the evil twin is also Noah. The protagonist Jesus guy has a homoerotic friendship with a priest whose gun is shaped like a life-size cross and the priest guy is Judas but also The Bride Of Christ™. There's canon trans rep. Transhumanism too. DID rep. Physical disability rep. Did I mention Jesus has a huge ass and wears leather bondage fetish gear everywhere. The other most important characters are a couple of insurance agents. Somebody is named Midvalley the Hornfreak

[girimano]

is anyone even real any more

[girimano]

Bro

[girimano]

Im so happy i feel like im gonna shit myself and throw up at the same time😭 (they are talking to me and have been since 8pm)

[girimano]

what will happen to me if May 30-31 2026 does not go well

[girimano]

my crush just admitted to jerking off to me like 1-3 hours ago while we were talking

[girimano]

i really love mtc but i do wish people wouldnt be so dumb and say that jyuto is reinforcing the belief that police are good because he himself does NOT like the police at ALL and literally helps criminals get freed from jail.. he’s literally said fuck the police 😭😭 i feel like it’s a similar situation with rio as well but 🤷

[girimano]

maybe scared shitless is a thing cuz i really have to poop right now

[girimano]

i really need to tell my psychologist about the nightmares i keep having about my family raping or sexually assaulting me in some way because ive had so many of them. im so scared to go back to sleep, it felt so real and i dont want his hands on me again, that isnt actually my father but im terrified what he might do to me even though i know its just a dream (nightmare)

[girimano]

I should get a medal for surviving whatever the hell was last night

[dieldin]

You gotta wonder where Pomfiore gets all their “organic” food from 🤔

[girimano]

NOO ROOK WPULDNT DISMEMBER PEOPLE AND OR TAKE OUT THEIR ORGANS HES TOO IN LOVE WITH EVERYONE TO DO YHAT TO ANYONE ALSO HE DOESNT MEAN TO BE CREEPY 98% OF THE TIM HE’S AUTISTIC AND WAS RAISED WEIRDLY (his family lowk didnt gaf abt raising him i feel like) GHYSPLEASE SOTP DRAWINF HIM DOING THIISS IM GONNA TWEAK OUT. THE #1 NEIGE FANBOY KILLING PEOPLE.??? HE WOULDNT PLEASE SPLEASPE EAPLR ASEPLEABSE PEASELEASIM GONNA TWEAK OUT AGHHGHGHGGGHHHFHGHHGHGH i mea this art ks really hot though so i wont complain TOO muchits justthat a ton of rook art are of him being creepy /bloody / etc like i just wanna see him bein cute.. even though hes really fugly but its okay Go white boy go!

[cocomellow12]

actually that’s a deer not a person

[girimano]

did you really go through this old ass reblog just to say this😭 i realize that now but he still wouldnt to that reguardless especially not in a way wheres hes just pulling out an animals organs and shit but okay bro whatever u say🥹❤️

[cocomellow12]

actually I was intentionally trying to be a smart ass for like a jokey reason? Although I can definitely see how that probably didn’t come off well :P and I had no idea when you reblog this nor was I trying to say that he would I was just trying to make a bit of a joke that like I said yeah I didn’t come off well

but you didn’t have to to be rude about it damn

[girimano]

im autistic idk you couldve just used /j