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Devon Aoki | © Theo Liu

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glue paintings by william loveless

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Photo by André de Dienes.

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The Face Oct 1997 - Cameron Diaz & Ewan McGregor by David LaChapelle

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December 22, 2022

When I try to capture my words they disappear. My most profound thoughts are when my thoughts are free. No urges to write them down. 

Grief has felt so physical. Energy never dies, it just changes, I read today. I don’t want change. My body doesn’t want change. I have been chugging dayquil and nyquil each day to minimize the pain. So focused on my body yet so disconnected from it, this body.

March 28, 2023

I am in shock right now so it’s hard to write. Hurt and fatigued, I dip my shortbread cookie into tea.

I pull my fingers through my hair and I grieve for the inches that were once there. It will come back, I tell myself. It always does, but it will be different.

Keep writing.

November 21, 2023

My brain is a mystery to me and at the same time, it is my most intimate relationship. I spend so much time in my head, circling through my thoughts and every scenario. I am trying to be in my body more but it’s a challenge.

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Nick Prideaux

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