Mahou Mojou

*This blog is NSFW* Call me Girrrrl, I'm 21, and this is my main blog. All my Homestuck-related nonsense is posted over at Makaracocktopus. I write fanfiction and sometimes manage to draw decent fanart. Please excuse my craziness (´･ω･`)

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all of gangnam style compressed into a small gif

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Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain.

Johanna de Silentio (via wordsthat-speak)

[mariakono]

Imagine you being in a Persona 4-like world with shadows and stuff

and your shadow is basically you when you were in your “i just discovered teh internet xD lulz” phase and when you say “you’re not me” the shadow just becomes your worst OC in the same style you drew it when you were in this phase

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Dumbledore’s Phoenix zooms into his office with pressing news. Harry, unable to speak bird, asks the headmaster, “What does the Fawkes say?”

[gingerchic333]

Nope

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The mangaka of Tonari no Kaibutsu kun (rubiko) drew TOMOKO 

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My first fully grown black beauty stick insect!

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I’m laughing so much, it looks like some arts and crafts project I would do in kindergarten.

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when something really simple is really hard for you

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what do you mean I lost three days to Shin Megami Tensei that can't be right

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Apparently if you have an anxiety disorder you can go backwards in time. 

[star-anise]

Are you kidding? I can go back to that exact moment when I was 6 and I said something embarrassing any time I like.

[nigenaide]

well that’s just painfully accurate

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A Black and Rufous Sengi (Rhynchocyon petersi) video source

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self-deprecating humor is great because

nobody’s feelings will get hurt 

I’m a piece of shit

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I was gunna make a eruri comic but then I got lazy

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joltiqueen replied to your post: so uh, to get back to my explanation for being...

D: oh no poor girrrrrrrrrl omg…

thank you<3 It could have been a lot worse, but maaaaan gimme a break already ;o;

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so uh, to get back to my explanation for being gone the past couple months..

Anyway, so on top of settling into a new house, I was suddenly living with this guy I barely knew in the middle of a typically hellish nebraska summer, with no air-conditioning. I don't know how people can deal with roommates, because goddamn it's impossible for me. Kept triggering memories of living with my insane step-family, too, so I was having nightmares constantly. But thankfully he turned out to be an ok dude who is now off to harvest.

Trying to schedule even simple tests at the clinic when you have no phone and it's a three-block trudge through 110 degree weather to the place itself is not working out well. In fact it worked out once, but not only did I get no answers to why I feel like I'm slowly dying, I end up bedridden for two days just from walking home. My pulse averages 100-116 even when I'm just sitting quietly, but will sometimes drop into the 60-70s for no reason. According to the research of symptoms I've done, my best guess is a combo of thyroid and adrenal malfunctions, but my thyroid levels were all completely normal, so who the fuck knows. I'm trying to be sporting about it, but there was a lot of serious conversation about admitting myself into the hospital if only for an IV drip so I don't literally just waste away... I never got up the nerve, though.

Most of my time was spent laying in bed fighting fatigue and depression. I got to the second summer of Harvest Moon Grand Bazaar and then all my save files got corrupted. That sure was a downer. I had several days' worth of hours in a Dragon Quest game too, and even though I was really enjoying it, I will be fucked before I do all that level grinding again.

I also watched all of Farscape (except the movie). The guy staying with us insisted upon it, and I'm glad he did because holy shit it could be really good at times. (Watch this turn into a Zan fanblog. It's gonna happen.) Definitely more crazy alien sexual content than I ever hoped to see with my mother, though. Hoooee. >__>;;

And that pretty much sums it up. I told myself every day to come back to skype and tumblr, but I was just too ill emotionally and physically to do it. Obviously I'm not much better now then I was, but it's terrible of me to not try to pop in every other day at least.

tl;dr: ignoring your health problems do not make them go away, but might actually make them worse and worse until you end up like me.

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the internet may argue about many things but we are all united in our shared trauma over the nina tucker episode of fullmetal alchemist

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