and i'll be fine

lara | never really noticed that i had to decide, to play someone's game or live my own life [sideblog to convince me to mayyybe try trying instead of killing myself]

[givemetwodamnminutes]

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE YOU HAVE TO CHANGE

body: walk + stretch + fix hunchback + fix round shoulders + prevent varicose veins & cellulite + moisturize

mind: srs think about seeing a therapist + study spanish

soul: practice guitar + start drawing + dance + read a book a month

TO LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE: create a linkedin account (i know, I KNOW u hate it) + apply to jobs everyday + keep an eye on rental listings

spend money

& save money -> for moving out + invisalign + probs nose job

then what?

try not to kill yourself --ongoing

take a language exam

study for postgrad -> apply for postgrad

get a driver license

[desk-drawerr]

By popular demand: He eat a Wawamelon

[unknownn-girl]

this and a summer situationship

[unsubconscious]

Anne-Marie Zanetti, (Australian, b. 1965) “Abundant”, oil on linen, 85 x 145 cm

[free-my-mindd]

[xanaxfarts]

bouquets behind foggy glass is a photo style i will never get tired of

[midnightinshadow]

[singing-bowl]

2026

CREATE THE WORLD YOU WANT TO LIVE IN, NO MATTER HOW SMALL

READ VORACIOUSLY, WIDELY, DEEPLY, FOR FUN

WRITE DOWN YOUR THOUGHTS, PEN ON PAPER, WORDS AND IMAGES

STOP BUYING SHIT YOU DON'T NEED

MOVE YOUR BODY IN NEW AND EXCITING WAYS

DANCE AND SING LIKE IT MIGHT SAVE YOU, BECAUSE IT MIGHT

THERE ARE TIMES FOR SOLEMN CONTEMPLATION AND THERE ARE TIMES FOR MINDLESS ACTION, LEARN THE DIFFERENCE

DON'T BE AFRAID OF LOVING—EVERYTHING IS A PART OF THE WORLD

[academic-vampire]

𝔠𝔥𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔪𝔞𝔰 𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔢𝔯𝔰

[ontologicalevil]

The trick is to be more curious than you're scared.

[givemetwodamnminutes]

CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE YOU HAVE TO CHANGE

body: walk + stretch + fix hunchback + fix round shoulders + prevent varicose veins & cellulite + moisturize

mind: srs think about seeing a therapist + study spanish

soul: practice guitar + start drawing + dance + read a book a month

TO LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE: create a linkedin account (i know, I KNOW u hate it) + apply to jobs everyday + keep an eye on rental listings

spend money

then what?

& save money -> for moving out + invisalign + probs nose job

try not to kill yourself

take a language exam

study for postgrad -> apply for postgrad

get a driver license

[givemetwodamnminutes]

it's been over 2 years, and you have done absolutely nothing, in fact you've gotten Worse. literally at the same place, just older, and more depressed. it can't go like this, i'm begging you to just try something and risk failure

[newblogisjacindaelena]

[nixscriptum]

[givemetwodamnminutes]

39.000

290.896

--june 20:

23.428

327.240

--july 28: 25.508 273.378 total: 298.886

[givemetwodamnminutes]

chloe day 1 --failed

walk

10 march 2007

don't think about him --failed

order hair lotion & face cream --failed

credit card --failed

[givemetwodamnminutes]

5 mins abs in bed

green tea

breakfast

stretch

movie

5 mins in bed

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5 mins abs in bed

water 330 ml

mung bean pizza

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5 mins in bed

water 330 ml

watch: 28 days later

read: the myth of sisyphus + the monkey's paw

finish: batman year one

BIG SATURDAY PLANS

read: dissolving classroom + fragments of horror

watch: 28 weeks later

sunday_ touch_ fly me to the moon

[givemetwodamnminutes]

measurements (24 feb 25)

shoulders 33 // bust 80 // arms 21

waist 64 --belly 71 // hips 90

calves 30 // thighs 46

(4 mar 25)

belly 77-- what the hell is going on

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