Just things I like

Knitting, Crocheting, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Feminism, Ken Akamatsu, Cosplay, Fashion, Neil Gaiman, Youtube, Kimbra, and so much more. Hopefully my thoughts will run free, with nothing to hold me back. Just ideas, flowing, affecting the eyes that see them, and inspiring thoughts, happiness, sadness, melancholy ideas. LIFE.

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[shaniae]

Reblog in 10 seconds and $1700 will come your way

[gjsnowflake]

I let this go on for too long. And I say that like I've put an end to it now.

(This post was in limbo for a while.) Tried to have a conversation with you and it started to backfire. I can't talk to someone who won't listen, but yet I still try.. I seriously need to figure this out.

(Limbo for a little longer.) All I did was nap. I let myself have an unproductive day because I decided my feelings were too much to manage. Maybe I'll watch the vlog I made and it'll make more sense since I'm rested... No promises.

[gjsnowflake]

We both let things get so bad.

All this time, all this pain, and I still choose you. I wish you could do the same.

Maybe I should let you go. But I can never fully commit to that decision. In my mind, I have already fully committed to you.

I must undo that. I must never commit to someone who cannot commit to me. I must commit to myself before I can ever expect someone else to. I've known this. I've known so many things and seem to forget them in the sight of possibility. I have to consciously change that now. Every day I must remind myself.

Things need to get better.

[pleoros]

Jee Won Park - Untitled, 2016 

“I love playing with lights to make the subjects look dreamy but still real.”

[gjsnowflake]

Therapy

[theredandlust-deactivated202305]

[gjsnowflake]

I think we can do this. We just have to keep trying.

[gjsnowflake]

25hrs 40mins

That's how long it's been since you've contacted me.

You can update Facebook, but can't text me, call me, or speak to me.

Fuck you.

[gjsnowflake]

I longed for you. But something went wrong. Was this never meant to be? It's too late to be asking that question.

[gjsnowflake]

I wanted you so bad. And now we just fight a lot, pretend it's fixed, and fight some more.

Figures this is what I get. I wonder what will change.

[gjsnowflake]

There are so many cute things that are happening. Our good times are effortlessly entertaining. We both enjoy our time together, which is slowly becoming the same thing as free time. I like this.

[darkarfs]

I feel like there are a million people who need to understand this.

[tanacetum-vulgare]

wow this breakdown is actually super helpful to think about

[merrywise]

“I’m just really blunt” no u r just an ass.

[rhsin]

[gjsnowflake]

I should've known I was just a craving for you

And just like one who's had too many sweets

You became sick of me

And threw away the leftovers

[poems-and-word]

[gjsnowflake]

How stupid all these year ago posts seem now.

How cruel of this world to allow me to want something so toxic.

How idiotic of me to blame the world.

[gjsnowflake]

With only forty minutes left in the day, you said, "Alright, alright, lol. I'll be over in a few." I literally rolled around on the floor in ecstasy. You're going to be here so soon. Eeeeeee.