Dear Girlfriend,
I’m listening to Young Girls to write this, you know I’ve been addicted to Bruno Mars. Did you know he was gay? Oh my god I didn’t either and — okay let’s focus. I heard a lot of other songs. Romantic ones, you know how romantic I am, but this one actually has some sense. Basically the song talks about a guy who always comes back to his young wild girls. I only want and have one though. You. And there’s this line. This line specially “Oh, I still dream of a simple life, boy meets girl, makes her his wife” and I think you already know what this will be about. Well it was pretty obvious because of the pictures up there. But — Yeah. Kim Hyoyeon, you are the most wonderful woman I’ve ever met in my whole life. We know each other for what 8 months? And will have 7 months of dating around July’s 12 right? It’s been long. I told you before I usually get tired of the girls I date. I simply give up on them or disappear, that’s why I told you would be heartbroken with me. That’s why I told you I would make you sad but still you stayed. God damn you stayed there, next to me. And never, ever whined. It’s unbelieavable. No matter how I disappeared, or how I just treated in a way no guy should treat a girl because I was moody, you never complained. I’ve been with other girls and this was always a problem, but with you it was always so easy. It is so easy. Damn, not even once I thought of leaving you. If I could start to say all the things I love about you I would take so long to finish this, all those little things. How you love Chris Brown, Zion T and Neyo; yet you listen to cheesy and pop songs. How you blush yet you don’t like to show it. How you love when I kiss you. How you always do your best to make someone happy, even if you don’t know them. How you respect everyone. How you never bash. How you love yourself. How you have such attractive confidence. How you smile at me. How I have you in my arms when I sleep. How you hate when I tease you. How we both love dancing.
Just so many things about you that are beautiful and believe me when I say it -again- you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.
Did you even remember why we started talking? It was because we were both small in height. Both king and queen of the shorties & all because of this: http://hyoyeon-ti.tumblr.com/post/35873166111/i-need-someone. Obviously I started the conversation here. Damn I was so lonely there and you talked to me and you knew me from before from my other account, when I was part of Twinkle. I remember once we were even in tinychat because of those Disney movies. Do you remember too?
Remember when I went on hiatus? I checked your tumblr ever single night. I’m sorry I never sent asks some nights, but every night before sleeping I would go there. Checking if you were okay. And of course, there you were, being the same beautiful and happy girl I’ve fell in love with. You were there for your friends. I remember one of them was really sad and you stood there for them, such beautiful woman I’m with. In 7 months we argued once, most couples argue every single day. Aren’t we simply amazing? I have to quote this:
"Aren't you something, an original, 'cause it doesn't seem merely assembled And I can't help but stare 'cause I see truth somewhere in your eyes Ooh I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you And if I could, I would look at us all the time"
Do you know other beautiful part? How this wasn’t all about sex either but about a friendship and a relation of true love. I’m completely addicted to every single spot of you my queen. I don’t see myself with no one else. I don’t wanna be with anyone else. I love you. So Kim Hyoyeon, 김효연, dancing queen, the most prettiest in SNSD, will you marry me?
