lose yourself

Please don't mind what I'm trying to say cause I'm just being honest.

[glassygirl]

Chronic unhappiness

I just want to feel good about myself. And more often than not.

[glassygirl]

Revive your soul

The livelihood of your soul is in your breath.

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[lifextracted]

This, is so accurate and so perfect for right now in my life.

[glassygirl]

Couldn't agree more.

[glassygirl]

Had to remember today

You just can't live in that negative way, make way for the positive day.

[glassygirl]

Some days

Some days I forget the reasons why we choose to do the things we do. Or care at all. I get all existential and sorts. I don’t know whether I like this side of me or not. (b/w the bad funk side vs the always good vibes side) I’d like to picture myself as a more genuinely happy person. A person who has little self doubt in themselves. But hell, I doubted myself while writing that sentence. Le sigh, sometimes I’ve got to remember to just breathe. Focus. I guess I’m still finding the reason why I live. Or love at all.

[glassygirl]

Sacrifices.

Fight for it. Prove it.

[glassygirl]

Force field has gone up.

I feel myself getting to a point of being unable to allow myself to be vulnerable. I don't want it to have to be so hard to let someone in. But I'm not one to be toyed with.

[glassygirl]

Distracted.

I had a dream you wanted me in your arms and didn't care about the risk of showing/exploring it... #ifonly #dream>reality #needtogetyou #outtamyhead

[glassygirl]

To be completely blunt. (I was going to say honest)

Feeling very overlooked. I’m sure there’s another perspective of how I should feel for me to see the light in all this but I can’t help feeling the way I do. People can tell me numerous times that this happened so that the ‘right’ one can find me etc. but why is it that no one presently wants to try me out for size. Friend zoned constantly. They don’t want to risk losing the friendship we share. Don’t want to hurt me. womp womp womp. It shouldn’t but makes me feel like I’m not good enough or of sufficient value to take the risk… I thought I wanted to rant about this much more but have come to a point of caring less and taking a breath and recentering my focus elsewhere. Progression over depression.

[glassygirl]

Gmorning beautifully disastrous world. #awakended #fool #sleeps #asifhewerealreadydead

[glassygirl]

Conscious.

[glassygirl]

Be yourself.

You look best when you are completely yourself. That's what I like about you.

[glassygirl]

Privilege.

We forget that to be here, to live this life, to exist… is a privilege. A privilege we shouldn’t abuse. We take for granted that ‘this’ whatever this is… can all be taken away just like that. (Whatever like that is lol) It’s intriguing how your perspective changes when you tell yourself to remember this and to remember it all the time. If everybody could remember… We’re so privileged and we act like we’re so entitled. Whytf is that?! This stemmed from my use of the internet and how much our lives are influenced by it. I was thinking about regulation and how much you can be on it per day and how that would make you appreciate the fact that we can even have such a thing to abuse. Moderation. And I get that some people could have to use it more than others because of a job or something that requires more use but im sure we can find a system to moderate and organize this idea.

[glassygirl]

Such great heights

Thank you, for the experiences I get to learn and gain knowledge from. Thank you, for the wonderful people that surround my life. Thank you, for teaching me so much. Thank you, for music. Thank you, for giving me time. Thank you, for giving me so much to be thankful for. Thank you, for the memories. Thank you, for allowing me to see it all clearly. Thank you, for patience. Thank you for love.

[glassygirl]

Living a beautiful life

Today, I learned to love myself just a little bit more. I get by with a little help from my friends. Some days I can't seem to find the reason we go thru it all. I left work the other day and on my drive home question why we even bother? Bother to do any of it... Why do we bother to do anything? And days like this I feel I get closer to attaining what it is I yearn for, but unsure what it is I just know how it makes me feel. As I continue to grow as a person I learn a little more about why I should love myself the way I am. And I gained confidence in who I am today. Living a beautiful life is what you make of beauty.

[glassygirl]

Music helps me find the light when I've lost it.

[glassygirl]

I turn to you and want to share my life with you hoping that you want to share your life with me too. But it's not as simple ever. I can't figure out if I want to invest in you because I love you or because I don't have anyone else to love. And it's easy to say it's because of either but I won't really know until I'm given the chance to love you again or gain love for someone else. Screw that. I need to fall in love with myself. And I find myself loving me for me, and I only don't love myself because there is no one to reassure me why I love myself the way I am.