-deeeeeep deep deep deep deep breath-
I think I know why I haven't had a muse for any of my SPG blogs lately you guys
It's because SPG has been on and off making me uncomfortable, with sudden changes, and replies to things with no filters that they should know are only going to get them in trouble with others.
I love them. I love the band.
But just...
This is too sudden.
I wholly accepted Rabbit as a wonderful lady because that was for Bunny's comfort and I get it.
I understand why Brianna and Paige had to leave, even if the suddenness of it was a bit of a shock to me both times.
And then David replied to the thing about Bunny apparently making a joke about Jon's old stuff. And I wanted to die. He said he hated certain songs. You don't say things like that, and especially not to fans. It's like if you're in a play but you hate the play. You aren't going to tell people who you're working with you enjoy the play that you hate it. You just don't. Those are opinions you keep to yourself.
And now Matt and Michael.
Michael has been there since the beginning.
I was explaining SPG to a friend yesterday and the first thing I did was explain how Michael has been with them since they were busking. How he did a dozen instruments and back up vocals and me and my friends were joking and imagining things like faces and things he would do with new songs at new shows.
And Matt...
Matt hasn't even been with us a year. We're still coming to love him. I met him once, for barely a minute, and he burrowed his way into my heart with a puppyish grin and arms thrown wide and a yell of 'hug me!'. He was this beacon of light.
He and Mike both were. Every time I saw them they just made me want to grin and laugh and hug them.
They're characters, people, just as much as the bots. They have personalities that we've come to understand and love. They have smiles and jumpsuits and bear hugs.
The, and I hate to say this, but the almost callous way that they've been let off in favor of a change in the act. Things change. But this is too sudden.
Too sudden.
I'm really going to miss Matt and Mike, but I'm hesitant to be near this fandom right now. I'm hesitant to be near the band right now.
I was making plans to go to Animinneapolis in May.
And maybe I still will.
But not being able to see either of those two is going to be a bit of a damper.
And I love Carolina and Gabi but I have no doubts they'll be brought along for merchandise things and it strikes me as a little wrong that M&M have to be let go for the sake of portability and creation, but the gals get to keep coming along. People who got parts because they are friends or significant others.
This whole thing just strikes me as sudden and off and I just...
I was going to come back. I was going to do things.
But now I need a break.
I'm not going to tag this. I'm not going to risk backlash from the fandom. I just wanted to explain.
I'm sorry to everyone who was waiting. I've been busy and barely on my computer lately, but I've been trying.
This has just made it harder.
Sorry.












