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our secret (conceal x fem!reader)
synopsis: you’re in a sheer lace set for a 2hollis music video, and ryan won't stop watching you from the sidelines. nobody on set knows you guys have been hooking up in secret for a year, and three hours of intense eye contact is enough to make everything snap the second the cameras cut.
warnings: sexual content, slight angst
you sat frozen in a metal chair, staring at your reflection in the vanity mirror while three different people worked on you at once. a makeup artist named was sweeping a glossy shimmer across your cheekbones, while someone else wrestled your hair into effortless, messy waves. looking at yourself, you had to admit you looked gorgeous.
sara had introduced you to hollis a few weeks back at a party, telling him she found the absolute perfect look for his next visual, and seeing it come together now, she wasn’t lying. you were wearing a vintage, all-white lace bra and matching panties. the fabric felt incredibly delicate against your skin, sheer and completely exposed under the harsh vanity bulbs.
"stop moving your lips," the make up artist murmured, adjusting your lip gloss with a tiny brush. "hollis wants the makeup to look raw but polished. like you just woke up in a dark room." sara stepped into the frame of the mirror, leaning over your shoulder with a proud smile. roman was standing just behind her near the door, arms crossed, talking low to nate about the camera package they were using for the day.
"i told you this look would kill," sara whispered, squeezing your bare shoulder. "i feel like i'm standing in a freezer.” you muttered, looking down at the lace. it was beautiful, but it left absolutely nothing to the imagination.
"that’s the whole point!” hollis called out from across the warehouse floor, his voice echoing off the high ceilings. he was walking over from the monitor setup, nodding approvingly as he took in the scene. "the industrial vibe of this place against the white lace is exactly the look we’re going for.”
nate drifted over next, leaning against the edge of the vanity table and looking you over with a casual nod. "lighting is going to hit the fabric crazy when the smoke clears. they’re ready for you on the main mark." as you stood up, the sheer exposure of the outfit hit you all over again but as you walked out onto the main warehouse floor, the atmosphere changed completely. it wasn't just the production crew anymore.
sitting on a huge equipment flight case was ryan. they guy you’ve been secretly hooking up with for almost a year now.
he didn't say anything at first. he was just leaning back, looking completely relaxed but the exact second you stepped onto the concrete floor, his eyes locked onto you.
he didn't try to hide it at all.
ryan looked you up and down, his gaze crawling slowly from your ankles, up the curve of your legs, lingering on the white lace over your hips, before finally stopping to meet your eyes. he had this heavy, intense smirk pulling at the corner of his mouth, his beautiful eyes openly flirty and incredibly focused under the studio lights.
a faint scent of expensive cologne and cigarette smoke seemed to follow him, cutting right through the smell of the fog machine.
"is it freezing in here, or is it just the tension that i’m feeling?” ryan asked, his voice low and rough. "maybe it's just the outfit.” you said, holding his stare and tilting your chin up.
"the outfit is a distraction," he murmured, his eyes darkening slightly as he watched the way you breathed. "a beautiful distraction. i don't know how hollis expects anyone to actually focus on the monitor with you standing there."
"are you distracted, ryan?"
"completely useless," he said, the smirk widening just a fraction before he took a slow drag from a vape, never breaking eye contact.
the shoot itself turned into a long, exhausting three-hour blur. the director kept changing the angles, wanting closer shots of the lace against the raw concrete, demanding more fog, more strobes. the playback track played on a loop until the lyrics were burned into your brain. through every single take, you could feel ryan’s presence.
every time hollis called a temporary cut for a lighting adjustment, you'd glance over and find ryan exactly where he was, or shifted slightly closer to the edge of the set. he didn't touch you, but his eyes were heavy, constantly scanning every inch of your exposed skin, watching the way the white fabric shifted against you whenever you moved for the lens. nate and roman would be discussing the next sequence near the playback monitor, sara would be checking the wardrobe and he would just be there, holding your gaze across the room with a quiet, deliberate promise that made your pulse skip.
when hollis finally yelled a massive "wrap!" across the warehouse, the sudden release of all that built-up tension felt like a physical snap. your skin was cold and tingling from the air conditioning and you hurried straight toward the small, private dressing room at the back of the warehouse, desperate to get into a warm robe.
the lace scratched faintly against your thighs as you walked. you pulled the heavy door shut, finally blocking out the muffled voices of the crew packing up the gear outside. you had just reached for the silk robe hanging on the rack when the door clicked open and shut behind you in one quick motion. ryan stood there, blocking the exit entirely, his back against the wood. "you're in a massive rush.” he said, his voice dropping an octave in the quiet of the room.
“i'm freezing, ryan.” you breathed, turning around to face him, the white lace stark against the dim, light of the dressing room lamps. "i can think of a few ways to fix that.” he said.
he stepped directly into your space, the sheer heat radiating off him instantly cutting through the chill of the room. he didn't ask for permission. ryan simply reached out, his long fingers cool against your bare shoulder as he hooked a finger under the thin white lace strap of your bra, pulling you an inch closer until your chest brushed against his jacket.
"do you have any idea how torturous it was to sit there and watch you move for three hours?" he asked, his dark eyes scanning your face, entirely stripped of the casual flirtatiousness from earlier.
"i didn't think you were paying that much attention.” you teased softly, though your breathing was already shallow.
"i didn't look at a single other thing in that room."
ryan gripped your waist, his large palms hot against your bare skin and lifted you effortlessly up onto the edge of the wide makeup vanity. hairbrushes, lip glosses and powder palettes scattered across the floor with a loud clatter, but neither of you cared. you instantly wrapped your legs around his hips, pulling him tight into the cradle of your thighs, feeling the hard line of him through his jeans.
"the robe can wait.” he whispered against the sensitive skin of your neck, his breath hot and ragged. "i think it can.” you gasped, your fingers immediately tangling into his hair.
he brought his mouth up to yours, capturing your lips in a heavy, bruising kiss that tasted faintly of mint and pure hunger. it wasn't gentle.his tongue slid into your mouth, taking what he wanted while his hands slid down from your waist, his fingers digging into the soft skin of your thighs, finding the exact friction he'd been craving.
you arched your back against the vanity mirror, your nails digging hard into his shoulders through his shirt, pulling him deeper into the kiss. ryan groaned low in his throat, the sound vibrating against your lips as he broke the kiss to trail his mouth down your jawline to your throat.
his hands moved up, gripping the cups of the white lace bra, pushing the delicate fabric out of the way to expose your breasts to the warm air of the room. his mouth followed, his lips and tongue hot against your nipples, sucking hard enough to make a breathless gasp tear from your throat.
ryan’s grip tightened on the delicate lace of the panties and with one heavy, impatient tug, the sheer white material tore open under the pressure of his fingers. he didn't waste a second. his hand slid between your thighs, his fingers finding you completely slick and ready for him. you let out a broken sound against his ear, hips arching forward into his touch as his fingers slid inside you, setting a fast, punishing rhythm that had your head rolling back against the glass.
"you're such a distraction," he growled, his voice breaking as he pulled back just enough to undo his jeans.
"shut up and finish it, ryan," you replied, your voice shaking, pulling his head back down by his hair to crush your lips against his again.
he obeyed instantly. lifting your legs slightly higher onto his shoulders, he pushed himself inside you in one deep stroke. the sudden fullness made you cry out into the quiet room, your hands clutching blindly at the fabric of his jacket as he began to move. he went fast, desperate urgency clear in every single push, his breath ragged and heavy in your ear as the vanity table creaked under the weight.
every strike felt incredibly deep, the friction building so fast it felt dizzying. you kept your eyes locked on his face, watching the way his jaw clenched, his eyes completely focused on you, entirely consumed by the movement.
you tightened your legs around his waist, pulling him in as close as physically possible as the wave hit you, your body tightening around him in a intense shaking release. the feeling triggered him instantly. ryan let out a low breathless “f-fuck” against your neck, burying his face in your shoulder as he delivered a few heavy thrusts. his entire body going rigid as he came inside you, driving you both deep into the heat.
he pulled back slowly, his eyes dark and lazy as they scanned your face. his large hands slid down to your hips, gripping them one last time with a heavy, familiar pressure before he stepped out from between your thighs. he casually adjusted his jeans, his movements completely unbothered like he hadn't just completely wrecked the dressing room vanity.
you leaned back against the cool glass of the mirror, pulling the torn, useless scraps of the white lace together over your chest. your legs felt like lead, trembling slightly from the weight of the last ten minutes.
watching him, a faint smirk pulled at your lips.
"three hours of torturous waiting, and that's all i get?" ryan paused, looking up from buckling his belt. the familiar, cocky glint returned to his eyes, sharp and incredibly self-assured.
he reached over to the rack, grabbed your silk robe, and tossed it over your lap before leaning down into your space. he hooked two fingers under your chin, lifting your face up so you had to look directly into his eyes. "we've been doing this for almost a year, sweetheart," he murmured, his thumb brushing slowly over your lower lip, still swollen from his kisses.
"you know damn well that was just the soundcheck. the after-party is at my place." he gave your chin a playful nudge before stepping toward the door, leaving you flushing under the warm glow of the dressing room lamps.
oh. my god.
hotter than hell itself
stalker! ryan, dom! ryan, ryan is such a creep, very analytical about it though. takes pride in his staking?
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youve been noticing someone; when you go to sleep, when you walk down the street. every, single, fucking, time.
recently, you’ve noticed him more. recently, you’ve been paying attention. alleyways after you leave the shows later than usual; outside the bathrooms at restaurants, anywhere you are. he is.
“ryan demma, seen with 2hollis.” another headline. the photo, looking suspiciously like your stalker. “no fucking way…” you mutter. ryan deanna, conceal, as his alias. he’s your fucking stalker, and he’s hotter than hell itself.
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“shit…” he mutters, peeking into the window, watching you. “it’s 9:45, she’s showering.” he’s got your entire schedule memorized. what the code to the door is, which floorboards make the most noise, what time you wake up to get a glass of water.
he slowly walks up to the front door, “2222” he enters, the door quietly beeping and creaking open. “oh here i come baby…”
he quietly prances into your bedroom, the thrill of knowing that your in the next room over, making his cock ache.
ryan pads over to your dresser, slowly opening the top drawer, and reaching in for a pair of red lacy panties.
—
you turn off the shower and shake out your hair. “don’t scream.”
a hand reaches over your lips, your towel drops, and he looks down at you. not your tits, not your neck. he looks you in the fucking eyes.
enticing, admiring. “fuck your so much more beautiful up close…” he whispers.
“w-who the fuck are you?!” you shout under his hand. “oh the little you know, sweetheart…” he smirks, gripping your neck and pushing you up against the wall.
“i stalk you on the internet all the time, i see you every night, i see you backstage at hollis’ shows… i see you… i know you. just get to know me, it would be an honor…”
you look him up and down, no fucking way your debating this. a stalker in your home, and you haven’t called the cops?
“fine. you have one night to prove yourself.”
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— player!ryan x watcher!reader
in which reader is dared to download the NERVE app via her friend/roommate Stas with no knowledge of what it is.
“Watchers don’t get paid. Players do.”
“Then i’ll be a Player.”
The notification came at 11:47 on a Thursday night.
You were sitting cross-legged on your bed, laptop balanced on your knees, pretending to study for your Intro to Media Ethics midterm when your phone buzzed. The screen lit up with a push notification from an app you’d downloaded three weeks ago on a dare from your roommate Stas and then completely forgotten about.
NERVE
Are you a Watcher or a Player?
You’d been a Watcher ever since. It was easier. Safer. You could observe from the comfortable remove of your phone screen while other people did the stupid, terrifying, thrilling things— kissed strangers, climbed buildings, ate disgusting combinations of food in public, stood on ledges. You watched and you didn’t feel anything except a low-grade envy you refused to examine too closely.
Tonight the feed was quiet. Some girl in Chicago doing a dare involving a mechanical bull. A guy in Seoul standing on the roof of a moving subway car, which seemed genuinely life-threatening and not fun at all. You scrolled past it quickly.
Then a new stream went live.
The username was CONCEAL.
The thumbnail alone made you sit up straighter. He was standing on the railing of what looked like a bridge— not the railing on the safe side, the pedestrian walkway side. The other railing. The one with nothing but dark water below. The camera was handheld, pointed at him from behind, catching his silhouette against the city lights. He was perfectly still.
The dare text appeared at the bottom of the screen.
DARE
Stay on the railing for 60 seconds. No safety harness.
No net. Just you.
PAYOUT
$800
He didn’t hesitate. Didn’t wobble. He just stood there, perfectly balanced, arms slightly out from his sides, and the camera rotated slowly around him so the watcher could see his face.
You stopped breathing.
He was beautiful in a way that almost felt unfair— sharp jaw, dark eyes that caught the light of the city in a way that made them look almost amber, dark hair blown sideways by whatever wind came off the river below. He looked like someone who had never once been afraid of anything.
But you’d been watching Nerve streams long enough to recognize when someone was performing fearlessness versus actually feeling it. And this boy— this Conceal— looked neither afraid nor performing.
He just looked alive. Completely, electrically, dangerously alive.
The sixty-second timer in the corner of the screen ticked down.
Forty-seconds. Thirty. The chat was exploding.
nerve_watcher: omg omg omg
777_nerve_fan: HOW TF IS HE SO CALM
watcherXO: he’s gonna fall, someone go to him.
nxghtrider: this is by far the best one i've seen tonight
anon_000: CONCEAL CONCEAL CONCEAL
Ten seconds. His eyes moved, scanning the bridge, the river, the city beyond— and then, for just a fraction of a second, he looked directly at the camera. Not at the person holding it. into it. Like he knew there were thousands of people watching through it and he was looking at all of them simultaneously.
Zero.
He stepped down from the railing like he was stepping off a curb. Smooth. Easy. The crowd of watchers watching in person— you could see them in the background— erupted. The chat was in shambles.
The stream cut.
You realized you’d been gripping your phone so hard your knuckles ached.
You went to his profile.
CONCEAL
Joined four weeks ago.
Forty-seven dares completed. 100% completion rate.
$22,000 in earnings. Following: 847,000
You followed him.
You turned off your lamp and lay in the dark for a long time, thinking about his eyes.
You didn’t expect to run into Nerve in real life the next day. But that was the thing about Nerve— it had a way of bleeding into the real world whether you wanted it to or not.
You were at the corner coffee shop near campus, the one with the exposed brick and the barista who always spelled your name wrong no matter how many times you corrected him, when you heard the familiar chime of a dare notification. You looked up.
Three tables away, a guy was looking at his phone. His jaw was set in a way that meant he was reading something he wasn’t sure about.
Then he looked up, and your heart dropped straight to the floor.
Conceal.
He was even more striking in person— taller than you’d expected, wearing a black leather jacket pushed up to his elbows, backpack slung over one shoulder. His eyes were scanning the coffee shop with the same calm, measuring quality they’d had on the bridge last night.
They landed on you.
You looked away fast. Stared at your laptop screen—face heating up.
Nothing happened for a moment. Then a chair scraped, and you heard footsteps, and someone set a coffee cup down on your table.
“You were watching last night,” he said.
Your head snapped up. He was standing across the table from you, one hand resting on the back of the empty chair, looking at you with an expression that wasn’t quite a smirk— it was more curious than that. More careful.
“I— what?” You hated how flustered you sounded. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You’re a watcher. You follow my stream.” He said it like he was stating a fact, not making an accusation. “I can always tell. You all get this look when you see me in real life— like you've seen a ghost.”
“I’m not—” You stopped. He was right, and lying about it was pointless. “Okay. Yeah. I watched last night. You did that bridge dare.”
Something shifted in his expression. “What did you think?”
“I thought you were going to fall.”
“I wasn’t.”
“I know. You clearly had a plan.” You paused. “That’s actually what freaked me out more, honestly. That you were sure.”
He studied you for a moment, then pulled out the chair and sat down across from you like you’d invited him, which you hadn’t but also didn’t want to argue with. Up close, his eyes were lighter than they’d looked on camera, with faint shadows under them like didn’t sleep enough.
“I’m Ryan,” he said. “Off-stream name.”
“y/n,” you said.
“Are you going to keep watching, y/n?”
The way he said your name— like he was tasting it— made you briefly lose track of the question.
“Probably,” you admitted. “You’re compelling.”
“That’s a very careful word.”
“I’m a careful person.”
He tilted his head slightly. “I can tell.” He picked up his coffee. “You should think about playing.”
“I’m not a player.”
“Not yet.”
He said with zero smugness, which was somehow more unnerving than if he’d been smug about it. Just a statement. A prediction. The he stood, picked up his cup, and walked to a table by the window without looking back.
You stared at your laptop screen, not reading any of it, for approximately fifteen minutes.
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hiii! i was watching the world cup matches from today when i got this idea BUT hear me out🙏🏽🙏🏽
okay imagine soccer player!rommulas who is playing a game where he gets red carded for pushing another player AND his team loses so he’s real frustrated and so when he gets back to his hotel room, gf!reader is trying to comfort him and telling him he still has a chance in his next game but roman’s feeling angry so he lashes out and takes his frustrations out on reader and he’s mean and rough and calling her names but she highkey likes it when he’s angry👀 and at the end they’re laying in bed in the dark, trying to go sleep, and reader is all tired but she’s still trying to talk to roman n make sure he’s okay she can sleep well knowing her boyfriend is okay but roman gives her attitude and tells her to let him sleep cause he has early practice tomorrow but since it’s dark she can’t see the smile on his face cause he’s actually feeling way better..?
sooo sorry if thats long and the ending doesn’t make sense😭😭 also off topic i love ur work ur so talented😳😳🫰🏽🫰🏽
a/n: ohemgee my first ask ty anon :> i love this idea...idk too much about soccer/football (wtv u wanna call it) so sry if shit ain't accurate
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The roar of the stadium was deafening, flags waved from every corner, and chants rolled through the stands in thunderous waves. Roman adjusted the elastic holding his dark hair back, smoothing a few loose strands behind his ears before the referee's whistle pierced the air.
Ninety minutes.
He brought the ball down effortlessly, slipping between one defender before accelerating into open space. Then Roman feels a sharp tug and his jersey stretches against his shoulder. He stumbles but there's no whistle the referee motioned for play to continue. Roman lets out a sharp breath through his nose but he pushes himself back into the run. "It's alright!" one of his teammates yelled, "Keep going!"
Seventy minutes.
Roman leaped for a header the ball skimming over both players. As he landed a hand yanked hard at his ponytail and hs head jerked back, "What the fuck?" He spun around and the defender only lifted his brows, "What?" Roman stepped toward him, "You got a problem?" The defender laughed, "You tripped." A teammate quickly slid between them, pressing a hand against Roman's chest, "Roman leave it."
He held the defender's stare for another second before turning away. A few minutes later Roman trapped a pass perfectly, only to feel another shoulder slam into his side. He barely managed to stay on his feet but again there was no whistle. The defender brushed past him, "Thought you were supposed to be the best." Roman clenches his fists but something in him tells him to let it go.
Seventy-eighth minute.
A boot clips the back of his ankle, Roman crashes to the turf and the ball rolls away. There's no whistle and Roman pushes himself onto his hands, staring at the referee in disbelief. Something in him snapped and Roman shoves the other guy with both hands hard. The defender flew backward, crashing onto the grass and layers from both teams rushed in instantly.
The referee sprinted over without hesitation. His hand disappeared into his back pocket and Roman didn't even try to argue when the bright red card flashed against his face.Roman stared at the card for a long second before dragging a hand down his face. His captain looked at him with complete disbelief, "Come on, man." Roman swallowed hard and without another word, he turned and began the long walk toward the tunnel.
As entered the tunnel the roar of the crowd still shook the walls, but it now sounded. distant. His cleats struck the concrete with heavy, deliberate echoes. Roman kept his eyes on the floor and he reaches ehind his head, to yankil the elastic from his hair. Dark strands fall around his face and he rakes both hands through it once before dragging them down over his mouth, "Fuck."
Halfway down the tunnel, an assistant coach waited with his hands on his hips be watched Roman approach but neither of them spoke to each other. Roman stopped a few feet away, still trying to catch his breath as sweat rolled from his temple. The coach looked at him for a long moment before quietly asking, "You done?" Roman swallowed, "Yeah." The coach nodded once, "Good, you know better." Roman closed his eyes, "I know..." The coach stepped aside and gestured toward the locker room, "Go cool off."
Roman lingered for only a second before continuing down the tunnel alone. The locker room door shut behind him with a heavy thud. Roman stood there for a long moment, staring at the rows of empty benches. His teammates were still out there playing without him. Roman lets out a slow breath before making his way to his locker. He dropped onto the wooden bench with a grunt, elbows resting on his knees. He reached down and began peeling the tape from around his wrist.
The adhesive came away slowly he balled it up and tossed it toward the trash. A television mounted high in the corner carried the live broadcast. The camera cut to his teammates.m they looked exhausted one man short because of him. Roman leaned forward, forearms resting on his thighs his eyes never left the screen. The stadium suddenly erupted through the television speakers. Roman's head snapped up the opposing team sprinted with arms spread wide in celebration and his own teammates stood frozen.
A few moments later, the locker room door swung open one by one, his teammates filed inside. The room filled with the sounds of exhausted men peeling off sweat-soaked jerseys, unfastening shin guards, and dropping themselves onto the benches with heavy sighs. Roman frowned, "I'm sorry." His captain looked over and he walked toward Roman, stopping a few feet away, "I know."
Roman rubbed the back of his neck, "I let him get to me." The captain nodded once, "He spent ninety minutes trying to. Next time make him regret it on the scoreboard." After a noneventful busride the team bus rolled to a slow stop beneath the covered entrance of the hotel. One by one, his teammates stood up, grabbing backpacks and duffel bags from the overhead racks before filing toward the front of the bus. Roman stayed seated until the aisle had emptied then he got up.
His duffel bag felt heavier than it had that morning as he slung it over one shoulder. He steps off the bus into the cool evening air. Hotel staff waited near the entrance, holding the doors open while security kept a small crowd of lingering fans behind the barriers. Roman kept his head down he wasn't in the mood for cameras. He crossed the marble floor in silence, barely acknowledging the receptionist's polite greeting as he headed toward the elevators.
Roman stepped inside alone and he pressed the button for his floor and leaned back against the wall. His footsteps echoed softly against the carpet as he made his way toward the room. The hotel room door clicked shut behind him and Roman didn't say a word. He let his duffel bag slip from his shoulder, the heavy thud against the floor making her jump slightly.
You're sitting on the edge of the bed ever since the match ended. The television was still on the post-match analysis filled the room quietly, replaying the moment over and over again. You muted it the second ypu heard footsteps outside the room. "Hey..." Your voice was gentle but Roman didn't answer he walked past you toward the dresser, tugging at the zipper of his jacket with jerky, impatient movements.
You watched him for a second before taking a few slow steps closer, "I watched the game I'm really sorry." You reached out carefully, resting your hand against his arm, "I'm here." Roman pulls away before you even finished speaking, "Don't." You let her hand fall back to her side, "I know today wasn't how you wanted it to go..." Roman lets out a dry laugh, "You think?"
"I didn't mean-"
"No, go ahead." He finally turned toward you his eyes were tired, "Tell me how it wasn't the game I wanted." You sigh softly, "I'm not trying to upset you."
"Yeah okay."
You stared at him for a moment before quietly saying, "I was just trying to comfort you."
"I don't need comforting." His voice came out louder this time, "I need you to stop making stupid fucking comments." You frown, "I'm just trying to make you feel better Roman."
"Well, you're doing a shit job of it," he snapped, "You think hearing you pity me makes me feel better? It doesn't it makes it worse." You step closer, placing your hand onto his chest, "What can I do to make you feel better..?" you ask softly, looking up at him with wide eyes. His hand wrapped around your wrist, his touch surprisingly gentle despite his anger. He pulled your hand from his chest, his eyes intense as he looked down at you, "You want to know what would make me feel better? If you got your ass up on the bed and let me have my way with you."
You don't argue with Roman you quietly make your way onto the bed sitting on the back of your knees looking up at him. Roman reaches down to stroke your cheek with his thumb, "Keep those eyes on me and open your mouth." His hand moves from your cheek, pressing past your lips to rest against your tongue. "Wider," he says, "If you want to make me feel better, you use that mouth exactly how I tell you to."
You nod your head slowly, opening your mouth wider. He tugs down his panta drops his dick right into your mouth without warning, his tip hitting the back of your throat. "Fuck," he groans, watching as your eyes widen and you cough slightly. "Just take it, you needy bitch." He begins to pump his hips slowly.
"Look up at me," he says, his hand gripping the back of your head to hold you steady. He pushed deeper, cutting off your air momentarily. "Choke on it." He didn't wait for you to adjust to him instead he set a brutal rhythm that made your eyes water instantly. "This is what you wanted, right? To make me feel better?"
You gag and saliva pools in your mouth, as you try to focus on breathing through your nose. "Look at you, drooling all over like a little slut," he says, watching the saliva run down your chin and onto his dick. "Breathe through your nose like I told you." Ypu hum around him, gently starting to rub yourself against the mattress underneath you.
He notices the subtle movement of your hips grinding against the mattress. He yanks your head back by your hair, pulling his dick out of your mouth just enough to let you gasp for air. "Did I tell you to touch yourself?" he scoffed, gripping your face between his fingers. "Keep your fucking hips still." You whine softly, you so desperately want to keep moving your hips but you listen to Roman and you stop.
He watches your struggle for a moment, amused by how quickly you obeyed. He releases your hair but kept his dick right against your lips. "Good girl." The praise sounds more like a mock though. He leaned back slightly, watching your tear-streaked face. "You were getting way too comfortable rubbing against that mattress. What, you thought you could get off while I was using you?"
"I told you to keep those hips still, and you listened, didn't you?" he says softly, like he's talking to something he's training. "Such a good little whore." He slaps your cheek with his wet dick, "Now open wide again." Your jaw drops, allowing him to slide back in with zero hesitation. He thrusts in slow and deep, savoring the tight warmth of your mouth. His hand wraps around the back of your head again, but this time he holds you in place to set the pace he wants. He starts to move faster, the sound of wet sucking fills the room, "Fuck..."
You close your eyes and start to bob your head as your hand trail down to massage his balls. "Fuck, fuck," he mutters, as he pushes deeper into your mouth, hitting the back of your throat perfectly as you bob your head. "Keep doing that with your mouth and I'm gonna cum." He didn't last much longer. His hand tightened in your hair, holding you in place as he came. Spurts of cum shooting across your cheeks, your nose, your forehead, even some splattering onto your lips. He pulled out just as another thick string landed right on your chin.
Your eyes flutter open as you feel a bright light, you look up face to face with Roman's back camera. "Pretty little slut," Roman snaps a picture with the flash hitting your tear-stained, messy face. "Turn around," he demands sharply, "Let me see that fucking ass." He gives a sharp smack to your ass, "You did good with your mouth now let's see if that pussy does good as well."
He drags his fingers through your folds, coating them before pressing two inside you without warning. You gasped, your back instinctively arching deeper. "Damm your tght as fuck," he groaned. He curls his fingers hard against your front wall and pushed deeper, hitting the sweet spot that made your knees wobble. You moan softly, your eyebrows furrowing upwards.
"Already making noise?" he taunted, pumping his fingers in and out with deliberate, rough thrusts. "Haven't even started fucking you yet." He scissored them inside you, stretching you open. He watched your face contort with pleasure, "You like that, you little slut?" He slaps your pussy with the back of his hand.
He removes his fingers, making you whimper at the emptiness. He grabs your hips and pulled you back, positioning himself behind you. The head of his dick pressed against your wer entrance, "Hold onto the headboard." You grip the headboard tightly and he slams himself inside you in one brutal thrust, filling you completely, "Push that ass back to me."
Your moans are muffled by the mattress as you eagerly push back onto Roman's pelvis. "That's it, you fucking slut." His hands grips your hips hard, fingers digging into your flesh as he pounds into you. "Look at you, you love being used, don't you, you needy little bitch?" Your moans turned into desperate whimpers as he picked up speed. Each thrust hit that spot inside you that made your toes curl. "Gonna ruin this pussy for anybody else," he murmured against your ear, one arm wrapping around your throat. "You gonna come for me?"
Your entire body tenses and trembles as his thumb found your clit, rubbing tight circles amd achoked sob escapes your lips as your orgasm crashes into you your walls clenching and convulsing around him. He didn't stop fucking you through it, drawing out your orgasm until your legs were shaking violently. Your juices soaked his dick, making a loud, wet squelching sound every time he slammed into you.
Roman felt your inner walls tightening around him and let out a low moan. It feels like too much but it feels so good that you can't help but just whimper and moan at every thrust that he gives you, "Romannn" you whimper softly. "I know, I know," he groans, his hips fucking into you. He wraps one arm around your waist to hold you still when you tried to squirm away from the intensity, "Take it don't run from this dick."
His hand slaps your pussy again and you cry out, coming for the second time. The second orgasm rips through you even harder than the first, your body going completely rigid as he keeps pounding you through it. Your toes curl, your back arches, and you screamed his name into the pillow. He followed right after, cursing loudly as he came inside you, "Fuuuck-" He pulled out slowly, pressing a kiss against your messy, sweat-dampened shoulder.
After finishing and cleaning up the two of you are snuggled up in bed the lights now turned off. Though you keep on trying to talk to him to see if he's in a better mood which annoys him more. Romam let's out a long, frustrated sigh, his voice dripping with annoyance, "For the love of god, stop talking to me. I'm trying to sleep I have practice early in the morning." He rolls onto his back, facing away from you and pulling the covers up to his chin.
You pout softly and scoot closer to him, "Come on either you feel better or you dont." Roman gives you the same attitude but he has the faintest smile on his face that you can't see. "I swear to god..." He muttered, keeping his back stubbornly turned to you. Though there was definitely a faint smile tugging at his lips in the dark, but he made sure his voice sounded irritated, "I feel fine n ow go the fuck to sleep before I throw you out of this bed."
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okay everyone go write conceal fics 3 2 1 go
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IVE PREDICTED THE FUTURE
ryan is 3 seconds old
and he STAYS 3 seconds old
this half of a crumb i have of conceal driving...
ryan fics?
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conceal ryan demma antihumanform i literally love you and your arms so much
im actually dead
oh my fucking God conceal is so bhad like Ryan bro
i feel like hollis posting for romans bday when i post my bsf for her bday
like pls thats my baby