𖤐 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐞 𖤐

.⋆♱ THE Ruby Gloom of jiraiblr!! ♱⋆. ⛧ please read my intro! ⛧ ‧₊˚☠︎︎ i live off of attention tbh ☠︎︎‧₊˚ ༒ ︎girlfail freak in need of help ༒

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†༙ 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐞’𝐬 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨 †༙

𓏵 disclaimer- this is a jirai lifestyle blog. please just block, don’t report. there will be discussions of sh, £d, drvg use, and overall mental illness. 𓏵

⤷ ゛intro continued under cut ˎˊ˗

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝐁𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨~

i’m Jamie, or J. I’m an 18 year old demigirl (she/they) subcul jirai girlfailure that thrives off of attention. i am diagnosed with MDD, GAD, SAD, ^n0rex¡^ nervosa, and have an alc0h0l and n¡c0t¡ne dependency.

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬/𝐇𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬~

sleeping, roblox, fashion, music, theater, shm0king, doing my makeup, being online, TV, my cat, practicing my electric guitar, drawing (both traditionally and digitally), and rollerblading.

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬~

ruby gloom, k-on, madoka magica, ouran high school host club, bojack horseman, shameless, insatiable, soul eater, strawberry shortcake, hello kitty, shameless, inside job, mlp, solar opposites

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝐎𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝟐 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞~

mastodon: melancholydolly (mainly post sesh pics and vents)

discord: melancholicdolly

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝐄𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨~

i block freely. i have issues socializing even online sometimes, so cut me some slack when it comes to that, please.

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐬 𝐈 𝐔𝐬𝐞~

.⋆♱ look on the bright side .ᐟ - regular/shitposts

.⋆♱ is there no privacy in this house .ᐣ.ᐟ - family posts

.⋆♱ i’m dead. very..very dead. - rant posts

.⋆♱ no brightness in the dark.. - vent posts

.⋆♱ gloomy responses - responding 2 asks/anons

.⋆♱ going crazy can be fun .ᐟ haha…fun .ᐟ.ᐟ- spiraling posts

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FUCK I LOVE THESE STUPID LITTLE ALIENS!!!!

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i’ve started watching solar opposites.

i FUCKING love it.

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“i’m sorry, im not angry at you”

THEN STOP FUCKING TAKING IT OUT ON ME YOU ASSHOLE.

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honestly me because i never wanted to get better/sober

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HAIIII I like your aesthetic ✨️✨️✨️

Its super duper pretty

~✨️🐶

hihi! thank you so much!! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

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i read this as “do it piss”.

bro😭😭

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i have learned that i should just shut my fucking mouth dude. idk why i even tell anyone my issues because it just goes into one ear and out the fucking other. im sick and tired and i dont want to be here anymore, but its fine. because it HAS to be fine. because I HAVE to be fine.

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stop being depressed (this always works)

dude..why the FUCK didn’t i think of that!? THIS IS MONUMENTAL!!! THIS IS A MOMENT IN HISTORY!!! I AM CURRREEEEDDDD!!

(this anon made me giggle a bit so thank you for that!)

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i have two sides. actively su¡c!dal and passively su¡c¡dal. i cannot be normal.

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my guilty pleasure is watching most popular girls in school while i’m stoned..

YES, i am talking about the stupid fucking barbie dolls that curse in every single sentence and for some reason has MULTIPLE seasons on youtube.

IIIII think it’s hilarious.

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grape swishers make my weed taste weird.

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good morning everynyan!!

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i have no friends online AND irl. i can barely see my boyfriend anymore, and i’ve been banned from going to my moms, which were the only 2 people ive hung out with all summer. going through withdrawal because of said banning from moms house (no more liqu0r). vapes burnt. weed is shit quality. i have lowkey nothing 2 live for anymore. fuck my god damned life which i don’t even want anymore.

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gooood morning jiraiblr!! i hope you are all doing well^^

i want to drink so fucking badly.

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i can see how this is going to play out and i can feel myself mentally shutting down ALREADY.

let’s WAIT until we GET THERE to SHUT DOWN MOTHERFUCKER.

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you are SO FUCKING PRETTY. drooling over you (in in a creepy way srry, my way of complimenting) /p

WAAHAHA THANK YOU!! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

(i didn’t take it creepily at all!! it made me laugh^^)