Glowing, Waiting, Yearning

You are movement’s first will

[glowingsecrecy]

Will probably just put thoughts and things I like here. Might rant or vent at times but I will trigger warning it👍

This is just a personal place to put thoughts so I dont really care about posting things for notes

[dogpuppy]

[glowingsecrecy]

loving somebody unconventionally, even through the shackles of time and space💔💔💔💔i understand you SO much jeff mangum

[glowingsecrecy]

😔😔😔

[glowingsecrecy]

theres a valley of sorrow in my soul where every night i hear the thunder roll like thesound of a distant gun over all the damage i have done and rhe shadows filling up this land is rhe one i built with my own hand there is no comfort from the cold or the valley or sorrow in my soullll theres a river of darkness in my blooood through every vein i feel the flood there is no bridge for me to crossss no way to bring back what is loooostttt into the night i soon will sweep down where all my grievances i keeeeeep but it wont wash away the yearsssss or one single hard and bitter tear

and the rock of ages i have known is a weariness down in the bone

used to ride it like a rolling stone

now i just carry it

ALONE.

[bruneburg]

[glowingsecrecy]

im just so fucking tired of being disrespected and being the fucking laughing stock it makes me want to actually **** myself and i know im being dramatic as fuck but already without being laughed at i feel like a freak and want to *** but ESPECIALLY when everybody is sitting there fucking laughing at me or being a bitch about my home that DEFINITELY makes me want to ***

i know you’ll NEVER understand how much it means to me and that HURTS. it seriously hurts every single day. i don’t even know what you’d do if you found out and i’m TERRIFIED you might. why do i live in perpetual terror??? why do i live in perpetual loneliness???????

it makes me feel so small.

[heavensghost]

Words from Clarice Lispector in The Hour of the Star

[freakyolivelady]

I think my 👀 brain is 👀 rotting 👀 in places 👀 I think my 👀 heart is ready to die 👀 I think my 👀 body is falling 👀 in pieces 👀 i thinj my blood is passing me by 👀

[stitchedsewnjirai]

honey👀whatd youd take👀whatd you take👀honey look at me👀tell me what you took👀whatd you take👀

[glowingsecrecy]

had a terrible realization today that this is It. i’m going to be stuck with this forever. i don’t think i will ever be better and i don’t know if i’ll find another grown ass taxpaying adult that might understand me. me and my sideways fucking mind. trying to put words to it that don’t sound entirely miserable, but it honestly is. i just want to feel understood and loved nonetheless and i know i’ll never get that here. is it better to speak or to fucking die.

[glowingsecrecy]

the first drink always tastes like sadness and cToby. thank you for always letting me set my sadness down onto you. i hope you feel less weighted knowing we share it

[mayorbuds]

talking heads was right

[wokeuplaughing]

how

[mayorbuds]

i do ask myself. how did i get here

[recolored-classics]

The Wanderer Above the Sea of Fog (1818) by Caspar David Friedrich

[glowingsecrecy]

how do you feeeeeeeeeell? 🤨🤨🤨how do you feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellll? 🧐🧐🧐🧐i cant seem to see through solid marble eyessss😣😣. i canr seem to breathe with a rusted metal hearttttttt😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

[2006barbie-deactivated20210102]

a poster I made based on this quote by Fernando Pessoa

[paper-wounds]

[glowingsecrecy]

and they say goldfish🍤have no memory🤨i guess their lives a lot like mine😔and the little plastic castle🏰 is a surprise every time!!😱😱😱😱😱😱😱