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laci | 23 | oauurgggghhhh

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hello south park tumblr it's been one billion years have a heidi i drew in my animation class today in (F)ART SCHOOL

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Natura morta by Antonio Donghi, 1936

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or maybe nothing was cooler than being a teenager on tumblr with no cares than posting art and having a laugh

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maybe *thinking hand emoji* it is nostalgia and not depression upon logging into tumblr dot com

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going through my following and its "updated 3 years ago" "updated 4 years ago" "UPDATED 7 YEARS AGO" ARHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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I should draw! Clutches my chest and starts coughing up blood

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another thing i absolutely hate scrolling on my phone and i miss computers. i remember hopping on my laptop every day after school to talk to my little internet world and internet friends. phones are a menace i wish they weren't necessary for everyday life

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also i have not drawn for probably a year but here is a doodle of shalom harlow who is so otherworldly pretty. i think art at this point is for the love of the game for me. i fill my summer hours with watching runways and funny clips while i wait for the insanity to end (i return to work)

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i started playing animal crossing again maybe i will tumblr it up a bit and feel 1 ounce of joy again

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i had to log onto here because i forgot what my other animal crossing blog was called... i have the kk-gumbo url but when acnh came out, i decided to make another one. dats my thought of the day

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I hope yr well ^_^ we used to be mutuals many many yrs ago & u were always one of my favorite blogs

this is so so kind. i'm sorry i'm answering so late. you're anonymous but i bet i'd remember you fondly too :) i have so many great memories here!!! reach out whenever :)

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also i'm 23 in 1 month like we gotta stop being emo and sad in the adult head

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i am not very active on social media at all anymore, i think social media kind of rots my brain in particular and i need to be mindful about what i consume. but i do want to be creative again :) have not had an outlet for creativity in a second.

i have not drawn for about a year, i actually became disgusted with art after graduating from art school! i thought everything i did was cringe and i couldn't bring myself to pick up a pencil. or wacom pen. etc.

also AI and being poor / sad / living in a high cost of living area with no support didn't give me any time or energy to do anything creative. i think i can draw really well though and art school leveled me up so hard.

i am finishing my masters degree right now actually so i can actually have money and a job. and i kind of got a dream job starting up in a few months! crazy.

i think in my work ethic, i am a very driven and hard working person, but outside of work, i am extremely prone to negative thoughts surrounding me making art for people to perceive.

so sometimes (often times) it is easier to just scroll my phone. i guess in the ye olden days of 2016 tumblr, it was much of the same, but at least it was productive art wise. i loved drawing!

after i get my masters, i am going to make it a goal to draw, be positive (somehow), and have a better attitude regarding the daunting nature of art. my job now requires it, but also! art used to be my thing. i need to make it my thing again, and not something that brings me dread.

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wow tweek x craig came out 10 years ago, which means i was 13, which means i am 23 now, which means i was tumblring it up at 13. wow. happy birthday creek

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yearly login to say i am alive, still creative, have 2 herniated discs in my back and my password was found in a databreach :) life is good actually. changing password is refreshing!

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i hope i can love art once again!!!!!!!!!!! one day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!