❀ @glurriaa - Tumblr Blog

it is past midnight and i am skimming through a poem searching for something that will tell me what i'm feeling because it's been two years but today would have been our seventh and i haven't cried over you in months but tonight my eyes are glazing over these stanzas because i am thinking about how good and real it used to be and i thought i was being better at being happy but i am here again feeling like this again

All the places you promised me

An update

Everything is shitty

Back just to say... I love too earnestly and too trustingly. I'm learning to guard my heart, but I'm just tired of having to learn like this

to whoever still uses tumblr lol:

thanks everyone for reading my blog thus far. i’ve had this lil guy from 2009 and i think it might be time to let it go.

only my followers will see this cuz i changed the url. glurriaa.tumblr.com officially is now password protected.... and something i don’t plan on disclosing to the public.

i used this blog moreso the last two years as a semi-private outlet, but i feel like it’s more public than i want it to be. for those that still want to keep in touch with my publicly-curated thoughts, i encourage you to check out glurria.wordpress.com. unfortunately, i won’t be using that for my more intimate ramblings, like i had done so here on occasion.

it’s just time for me to move on, so i’m doing so piece by piece. thanks for being the invisible, yet welcome observer to my innermost thoughts (and random lols).

goodbye

my world is just too damn small

im a mess

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La La Land (2016, Damien Chazelle)

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The incandescence of “La La Land” is that while it isn’t that movie, it contains that movie, and it leaves us in a bittersweet swoon over the happy endings we long for that can no longer be, because they’ve all been replaced by the beautiful mess we make.

the list

• journal at least four times a week • read a novel a month (start with: The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao) • practice what it means to "pray without ceasing" • finish prerequisite classes • get to goal weight • create and facilitate more intentional conversations (less filler fluff) • be more honest and vulnerable • be less catty and petty • laugh as much as i cry • keep better touch with faraway friends • be kinder, gentler, more patient • learn to budget wisely and graciously Will check back in a month