Something fun to point out about your gain is how much effort you gave up on your physical appearance. You used to have your hair done in every post, maybe a blow out or curling the ends of your hair. Maybe it’s due to how rapidly you're gaining, but you’re mostly just nude or in grown out loungewear compared to all the lingerie you used to wear. You don’t even get your lashes done as frequently, maybe because you’re so embarrassed to have anyone near your fat face. I just thought it was cute and wanted to bring it to your attention on how much you’ve really let go!
Ok no one call me ugly because I’m sensitive, but this stuff is hot to think about… I actually did stop getting my lashes done by someone else when I was rapidly gaining last year lol. She was SO judgy about weight, and I could tell she started being less friendly to me the fatter I got. I had that happen with another friend too
I remember one of my last appointments with her where halfway through I had to sit up in the middle of getting them done because I couldn’t breathe. I was having that problem a lot during that time. She started freaking the fuck out and talking about how it was probably my heart. It was so fucking awkward that I couldn’t stand to go back because I knew I was just gonna keep eating and it was only gonna get worse 😭
Everything just takes so much work now though, and I’ve discovered I rather use my time to eat anyway. Ik I’m completely out of control in every aspect but oh well. Who needs clothes























