[go0dgirll]

the universe does not let me fail, it does not fail me.

[rianphin]

the best therapy exercise for me was learning when you start being super judgmental to just literally walk it back... just be like "hmm but is that true or am i just jealous... or just hungry / in a bad mood.. yeah i'm just jealous who cares if they did that" and when you do it over and over you calm yourself down and become normal / less angry / miserable

[go0dgirll]

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[go0dgirll]

why do we spend all our lives learning to let go? especially when it is so natural to grow dependent on our environment. comfort is an illusion and deluded one into thinking there isn’t more than what meets the eye, but the way things once were will always be. does entropy exist in a world like that?

[go0dgirll]

“i have to catch up on my stories” opens instagram

[go0dgirll]

am i the only constant?

[go0dgirll]

is clarity gained, a weight lifted. it embodies the stillness of the serene. for a blip you experience the safety of endless possibilities. the human experience offers so much to the soul, it’s wasted on us consciously unconscious.

i’m thinking about looking for text on the evolution of human non-corporal maturation. how do different spiritual journeys manifest ? do you feel like you understand not only what emotional maturity is but how it is practiced? at what point(s) does one have interactions w/ faith?

[go0dgirll]

new hobbies: scalp massage and scalding hot showers

[go0dgirll]

choosing not to live honestly is choosing to be lonely.

[plastiqueflower]

Kelela for Paper Magazine, 2018

[go0dgirll]

posted a series of drafts. it’s getting easier.

[go0dgirll]

youth is not to be chased.

[go0dgirll]

being chronically single is something i don’t wish on ANYONE. the way people pity you is disgusting.

[go0dgirll]

lately, i’ve been hyper cognizant of customers coming in and ordering large drinks. i couldn’t help but judge their greed privately.

[go0dgirll]

being the beyoncé of a group is not about being the most revered, the most beautiful, even the most approachable (even tho that’s apart of it), it’s about passion for real. She is the most passionate and by design you become the hardest working as well as EDUCATED!

[go0dgirll]

wanted to feel the fear of being perceived when i’m not all put together. another unedited (im protecting myself by saying this) draft (i want it to not matter) for my column.

i think this is episode 3. Proliferating.

big ego, keep it in check. it manifests in so much

the ways in which i victimize myself in particular. it’s a form of narcissism that all humans posses no?

i choose who i want to be in the moment.

shame and ego

values and ego: they often exist differently behind the surface and the surface is where the value intermingles coagulates performs this dance with external information and customs.

being uplifted through the ego

it’s who you choose to be in that moment. she acts quick. she’s a creature of habit and perception. the vehicle in which the external becomes internalized.

to be seen: attention, desire, and ego

is compassion the antidote to a healthier ego?

definitions of ego: when one understands displays of affection or love but is not able to receive reactive and digest love in that way, who are you to continue to perpetuate the language of love that is not digestible instead of the dialect that is?

[go0dgirll]

i just watched the pilot of steven universe. It is such a special show.