goathico

Art is the weapon againts life as a symptom.

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Welcome,

I illustrate and write the psychological scars by means of a terrifying aspect as a metaphor for the fear of human introspection during or after abuse, trauma and the culture of silence. My main focus is spychological horror.

General blog rules:

Sensitive art work (trauma oriented art and some sugestive art).

There's a list of TW/CW on my website.

My art is meant to be analyzed, I am not your moral compass.

Want to read my stories?

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Soothe

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Sorry for the inactivity, I was busy publishing my first book and grieving. Life's a rollercoaster, but mine seems to be broken and I'm just crawling up and down the hill for someone else's entertainment.

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halloweeEEeeeEEeenn🧛‍♂️

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Sick Body

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La Cena / The Meal

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Y'all asked for this Here's Twice doing some gardening! He totally has a soft spot for dandelions

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So, who done it?

Finishing up some wips so I have art to show <3

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⫘⫘Because I know, we were not meant to be 🪦

How many lights I used here? Yes. All of them.

One on the left is named Ezra, the other Spencer 💜✨

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Wip sketch

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Perfect Child

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Dabihaul

Attached to the twt version was a short writing:

This constant need to be clean, rid of all disease, plagued by my own humanity, a single stroke could break me.

But just this once...

Just this once...

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GOOD NEWS! He's no longer a raffle figure: you can buy him right now from the Crunchyroll store!

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••●─ 🕸️⋅🕷Spider Killer⋅🕸️ ─●••

Late to the spidersona party but! Here I am

Her name is Rein, the spider woman to an apocalyptic world.

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Spiderverse OC: Splitwidow

AU Details for fun :)

Story sinopsis from SpiderIguano's POV:

Radioactive spiders were set loose on my island by the US government. They started testing on my island 1955 days ago, they've done this before, mainly to our women and our sister island Vieques. This time it was most of the population, and it ended badly… again.

Some went insane, some died, others weren't affected, but a few of us... well... let's just say we got lucky.Many took advantage of this and went to attack the US government, others attacked our government, but they both failed. Shortly after they shut down the airports, but people have fled and come in just to see the havoc. As society crumbles we're focusing on lowering the crime rates while trying to keep our hopes up, but not me.

I didn't chose this, and I don't want this. I don't care about people, they couldn't care less about me to begin with. Not that I don't understand, because I do… and I'd ditch myself too.

Other story details:

These are spidersonas, self inserts (can't speak for spideriguano he didnt want me to clarify, but treat it with respect). SpiderIguano belongs to a friend who would like to stay anonymous.

The story is a very short cómic about two friends dealing with having complicated mental disorders and trauma background that ended up destroying their relationship.

Split (my spidersona)

Split is a man who isolates when he's going through harship, he usually warns of his need of space but this still strains his relationships. If anyone hurts him too many times he usually cuts ties with them immediately. He's a man on a journey, and although he's struggling mentally he wants to heal desperately and will do anything to get better. And this leads him to a journey of taking matters in to his own hands and stopping those who severely harm others.

Splitwidow is known to roam in the shadows, no one's seen him or knows what his suit even looks like. But what they do know is his behavior can go from erratic and unplanned to calculated and complex. He works alone. An urban legend of sorts. The male siren and black widow.

Iguano (not mine)

The anger in him fuels his every day life. He didnt have a filter and the price wasnt just his reputation but everything he had. His heart was in the right place and he thought that was all that mattered, but he went about it the worst way he posibly could've chosen. Turns out being cruel with good intentions wasnt going to be taken right by many, he recognized he was in the wrong. He was no victim, he became the very thing he hated, a bully and at wost an abuser. It angered him to see his friends hurting and staying in places that ruined them more. He'd do anything to try and get them out. Thus the bridges burned, and nothing was the same.

He decided he won't have any friends until he can prove to himself he can change, he can be kind and caring. He wont try to control, even if he has good intentions, it wasnt his place to do whatever he wanted. His childhood will not define him anylonger. His anger will not control him. He will be better.

Motivated by growth and the idea that although he can't be forgiven, he can atone and make up for all the harm he's done to others. Especially the friend he accidentally hurt in their lowest moment. He dresses up at night and patrols around town to find some peace of mind. Reflecting on his behavior and ways to deal with himself from the roots of his issues. He drifts inside his own moral dilema. What are you supposed to do when your friends are stuck in a dangerous relationship and they refuse to leave?

It kept him up at night.

During his patrol he discovers the spider verse society who have tried their hardest to deal with the islands mess. Every Puerto Rican and their mother despises them and what theyre chosing to do. Something something, the canon is broken. Along the way the Rebells find him and try to convince him to join, the rebellion is lead by Teo, someone who despite being bitten by a spider didnt develop anything special, the unsuspecting genius trying to stop the spidercanon police. After getting close to Teo, he finds out about Split who's known to not trust anyone except, well, Teo.

If he can heal enough to become a better person, befriending that Split idiot might as well be his biggest achievement in this journey.

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Chisaki Kai/ Overhaul (sfw)

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my favourite thing in the world is kai chisaki getting beat up