“would you do it again?” chuck goads, pushing at dean with a nasty gleam in his eyes; humorless and taunting. “even if the outcome was the same? even if you lost your precious little castiel all over again,” he snarls, shoving dean back back back towards the edge of the building; the edge of sanity. dean grapples to hold on against the onslaught tearing at his heart, but chuck doesn’t let up. “would you do the whole thing again, dean? make all the same decisions and choices? fall for your precious angel all over again knowing he will be taken from you every single time?” chuck laughs maliciously, turning away from dean in disgust. “yes,” dean says instantaneously, his voice surprising both of them. chuck turns around, incredulous, and dean feels a surge of anger race through his veins. “yes. yes. YES,” dean yells, pushing into chuck’s space, shoving and screaming as tears burn his eyes. “you just don’t get it, do you? you self absorbed, emotionless, asshole,” dean hisses, seething with rage and heartache; a chasm of aching and longing in his chest so deep it never ends. “I’d choose him every time. I’d love him every time,” dean says, conviction stronger with every word. “falling for cas was never a choice, but even if it was, I’d do it over and over again. so, yes, chuck. fuck you and your attempts to control us. I would do everything the same. I’d do it again; fall in love with cas regardless if you or the empty took him from me every time. unconditionally, irrevocably, infinitely. love and free will are intertwined, and you have no control over either of them, of either of us. no matter what universe, no matter how much you meddle and intervene and fuck with our lives, cas and I will always find each other, and I’ll love him every time, even if I never get to have him. it’ll never change how I feel for him.”
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