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karma's favorite weapon

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Boris Pasternak

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You look happier.

Just kidding. No one had ever said that to me.

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He thinks, perhaps, he is meant to be feral and loud and sharp and angry. It feels nice to lie in the dew-soaked grass and let the truth of himself soak through his skin, to feel the dread slowly stop throbbing through his gut and his heartbeat slow and limbs loosen. He is almost at peace with himself; he has almost let go of that fallacy that he should try to be something else.

-Hazelthorn, CG Drews

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Icarus fell in eden

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"This is not," he mutters, "what I wanted to be doing with your mouth."

-Hazelthorn, C.G. Drews

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Hazelthorn, C.G. Drews

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You think me a seed for you to cultivate and grow for your pleasure or consumption

But I am the soil

And I will bury you alive

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"There is nothing else for me but the hollow spaces I've carved out for you. I knew I'd cut myself to pieces on you if we ever had the chance to touch, but I wanted to.

Let me ruin myself on you."

-Hazelthorn, C.G. Drews

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I let myself love,

and oh...

How it ruined me

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"You won't feel like this forever."

You're right, it's getting worse.

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Life wasn't worth the balance

Or the crumpled paper it was written on

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-Emil Cioran, The Temptation to Exist

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I've been dreaming of falling asleep.

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I want a scar that looks just like you, 'til then I gotta learn to be a wiser fool.

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Like a god, I prefer to be worshipped from afar

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