DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR.

The winds of solitude and emptiness blow within me. Such is a god's lot. [Independent Takahisa Kandori from Megami Inburoku Persona]

[godkandori]

hisatakashinjo‌:

Takahisa turned towards the other man, inwardly taken aback by his appearance. Was this… him?

“Yes… may I help you?” He responded hesitantly.

As soon as the other turned around it really did seem like it could very well be... him. How strange, what was this supposed to mean? Was this supposed to be a warning of some sort? Or maybe, encouragement? Kandori wasn’t quite sure. 

“Sorry if this seems all of a sudden but... How are you doing?” 

[godkandori]

edgyearring‌:

“Don’t worry, if it’s something I’m interested in I can focus swimmingly!” It was subjects that bored him that were an issue… “And I’m enjoying it a lot so far, the inner working of technology is fascinating.”

“Is that so…? Are you doing anything new to make a living or…?”

“That’s good to hear that it’s going well for you. Just make sure you study hard so you can do well...” it was honest advice, but it felt a little strange to say. It was almost a bit... parental even.

“Lately I’ve started my own business actually. It’s a bit risky, but... it brings gives me an income.”

[godkandori]

[AWAKEN KANDORI]

[godkandori]

@hisatakashinjo

--

That man looks familiar, too familiar.  Although there is something similar about both of them, there are some differences too. How strange. He wonders if this was the result of the DEVA system. Wasn’t there always a warning about talking to other versions of your self? Maybe he would play it safe and keep his name to himself just in case.

“Excuse me, sir?” 

[godkandori]

edgyearring‌:

“Good, good.” He smiles back. “I’ve just been busy with college, y’know how it is. Computer science really keeps ya busy.” But it was what he wanted to do so… he’d keep at it!

“What about you…?” he was curious considering what happened with SEBEC and all.. how was the ol’ guy doing?

“Ah, good for you. Make sure you pay attention. How do you like Computer Science?” how strange, Kandori never would’ve thought he would be having a conversation like this with Naoya. “Good luck with your future endeavors.” 

“Hmm, well... I suppose I’m alright. My life is much simpler now.” 

[godkandori]

shehathreincarnated‌:

“Ah because the definition of ‘everything’ varies person to person. I wish to know what have you have sacrifice in obtaining godhood. Naturally…I assume the cost of humanity and morality is not a high cost to an individual such as you.” 

“I suppose it’s arguable that I had sacrificed my life to achieve God-hood. Although it didn’t last very long for me... My body isn’t the same anymore. It feels as though it’s falling apart. At times I feel like a walking corpse, but, at least I can say that I once achieved my dream.” 

[queen-of-bel]

"Hohohoh... Foolish man who has gone astray... I shall give you the power you desire"

I love this shot of god kandori, shattered and corrupted by nyarlathotep

[godkandori]

// Things I need : Kandori going to sing karaoke. lmao 

[godkandori]

Stinky man

“I am not.” 

[godkandori]

shehathreincarnated‌:

@godkandori​ a visit

“You may call me Izanami, and you must be the one he had awaken. Tell me why would one mere mortal, with the cost of everything wished to become a god?” 

“Why ask such a question? Wouldn’t most throw away their mortality at the wish of becoming God and being in control of everything?” 

[godkandori]

edgyearring‌:

@godkandori

“Hey, old man.” Naoya goes right up to Kandori seemingly unafraid.. but perhaps that was just a facade? Who knows. “And what are you up to this fine day? Hopefully no more trying to become god.”

“Ah, Naoya.” Kandori says this casually, “ Me? I just wanted to take a walk to clear my mind. What are you up to? I haven’t seen you in awhile.” he smiles although it seems he has no real answer to Naoya’s other question. Perhaps even Kandori isn’t sure of this either. 

[godkandori]

"Not a face whom you were expecting?"

“And who might you be?” 

[godkandori]

Aki: ❝ i’m sorry. ❞

(Things that are hard to hear. Accepting.) 

“Apology not accepted.” it wasn’t accepted, because Aki didn’t need to apologize. He knew full well that Aki tried her best for Kandori to achieve his goal. She was always so kind and helpful, she was the closest thing to a daughter that he had. That’s why if anything he was the one that was sorry, sorry that he put her in a position where he ended up losing her. Kandori kept recalling memories of Aki constantly apologizing to him... Maybe he pushed her too hard. 

[godkandori]

❝ are things getting bad again? ❞

(Things that are hard to hear. Accepting.) 

“...” Were they? Kandori wasn’t sure. Although he was normally a strong and ambitious man, he hadn’t been the same since Aki had disappeared. He had kept himself locked in his office and it seemed that his nephew had noticed this.

“No... Everything’s fine.”  

[pyrlspite]

due to personal reasons I will be cheating death

[anotherdamnrpmemeblog]

things that are hard to hear.

**possible triggers - abuse / death / suicidal implications change pronouns as needed for things you’d WANT to hear, click here!!

❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞

❝ she’s not coming home. ❞

❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞

❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞

❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞

❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞

❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞

❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞

❝ you’re too late. ❞

❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞

❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞

❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞

❝ you failed me. ❞

❝ fuck you. ❞

❝ i can see right through you. ❞

❝ things are getting bad again. ❞

❝ are things getting bad again? ❞

❝ move on. ❞

❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞

❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞

❝ you haven’t changed. ❞

❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞

❝ i’m dying. ❞

❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞

❝ it’s always about you. ❞

❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞

❝ i don’t trust you. ❞

❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞

❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞

❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞

❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞

❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞

❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞

❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞

❝ i think we should see other people. ❞

❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞

❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞

❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞

❝ stop crying. ❞

❝ don’t come back. ❞

❝ i’m not coming back. ❞

❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞

❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞

❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞

❝ something happened today. ❞

❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞

❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

❝ i’m not sorry. ❞

❝ you’re not sorry. ❞

[godkandori]

Lays flat on the ground. Rp with Kandori :’)