You may call us Ambrosia or our blog name. We are a diagnosed, adult DID system consisting of a number of individuals who may manage this blog. Some of us are as follows:
βοΈ β www.godless-angels.com/blog/sol
π β www.godless-angels.com/blog/sadie
π β www.godless-angels.com/blog/ezekiel
β‘οΈ β www.godless-angels.com/blog/alsi
π β www.godless-angels.com/blog/jm
πΈ β www.godless-angels.com/blog/shin
π β www.godless-angels.com/blog/ellie
π¬ β www.godless-angels.com/blog/eva
We may also use:
βοΈ β www.godless-angels.com/blog/anonymous
βοΈ β www.godless-angels.com/blog/blurry
This is not an exhaustive list; these are our main fronters. If you recognise us, you may message us and request to interact. If we do not want you here, we will block you. This is to protect our own peace.
Disclaimer: Any websites that may follow these urls do not belong to us. It is purely coincidence.
More information is under the cut.
On this blog, we may interact with posts in communities such as:
βͺοΈ Anything relating to the radqueer community
βͺοΈ Anything relating to the paraphile community, disordered and non-disordered
βͺοΈ Anything relating to our disorders [ HC-DID, BPD, C-PTSD, ASD, GD, and OCD ]
βͺοΈ Anything relating to the wars, including reichblr and other communities
All notifications from us will come from this blog. We may create sideblogs dedicated to our non-radqueer interests at a later date. This blog will only contain anything relating to the radqueer community for now. This is subject to change.
We are a transgender, queer individual. Our other labels may be placed here on another date. Due to our identity fragmentation, it changes depending on who is fronting.
We also have different beliefs and boundaries. Those who have different beliefs are to manage their own peace. To help us, we ask that you do not interact if you are:
Pro-trump, pro-reform/restore, pro-afd, pro-life, supportive of Israel or zionism, a nationalist or imperialist of any form including neo-nazis, anti-radqueer, anti-paraphile, anti-therianthropy, anti-2SLGBTQIA+, racist, ableist, and more.
Once more, this is not an exhaustive list and it may be updated.
Any age and contact stance may interact with us. We ask that you acknowledge that we are not a supporter of zoophilic sexual contact or <16/adult sexual contact. This is for personal reasons that we do not want to disclose here. We also do not support the production of CSAM. This will not change.
To clarify: We are supportive of labels such as aam/map, zoo, etc. We will just not participate in such contact for our own safety. We will not judge if you are a different contact stance ho us; we cannot control you.
We are non-traumagenic system neutral/endoneutral. We believe that you must have trauma to say that you have DID/other dissociative disorders, but we acknowledge that not all systems fit within these lines.
amputation , eating disorders , mothering , nazi kink , pedophilia [ participating in it. there may still be content on my blog. ] , raceplay , scat , slurs , zoophilia , zoosadism ,
my childhood priest said that god would never love me if i didnt love my parents. i told him i didnt know my dad. he claimed that god was the only father thay i needed. i told him what my mother did to me, knowing that he did the same, and i dont know why i expected him to make an exception.
i tried to love my mother. i tried to love my father. she loved me as an object of desire, he loved to watch as i suffered.
Hi i am the evil man. I like key changes that show a shift in tone. I like when the chorus has the lyrics changed slightly to adjust to the key switch. I like it a lot. Okay.
She's switching the tides and we can't have that shit around
i hate you amanda palmer but god you make good music.
hits my head off the fucking wall why am i like this what am i who am i? why cant i say the words i want to why does everything just freeze up why does my head spin why does my mind hate me why is my life like this i hate this i should make a sideblog i dont want him to see this and i know he will but i just. she wants me dead. i might just let her kill me. i might just let myself isolate. i betray everyone over and over again in the same exact pattern. i just. i dont know what to do. everyones changed and im the one spinning around the same stop, chained to it, never wanting to leave.
hey why did you click that. go back. you didnt see this.
I can't stop thinking about him and I know it's wrong but I need him.
I need to be cuddling with him, so bentle, and I role onto my stomach and he is on top of me. I try to fight him away but he's been learning and is stronger, pinning me beneath him whilst I cry. He needs to seart stroking through my hair, calming me down, eunning his other hand over my body and underneath me, through my waistband.
I need him to start curling his fingers as I fuck myself on him, unable to help it as I cry, him telling me I look so pretty, pulling me by my hair to look into his eyes and then kiss me.
I need him to go feral, running his hands over me as I shudder, grabbing at me pinching, biting, leaving marks in places where I didn't realise i wanted them.
I want to be begging him no as he pulls down my pants, slowly forcing himself inside of me because I'm too wet and I can't take it, its too much even so. But clearly I want it, right? It wouldn't feel this good if I didn't want it.
Sometimes i forget that necrophilia is one of the big three. I think ive known i was since i was a kid. 'til death do us part' never made sense because as a child (until my mama died) i thought that couples always died together and would be buried next to one another. My grandmother died when i was 3 and i didnt understand why my grandfather had died before. Even as i grew older i was like why wouldnt someone love those who had died? if they had consented in life, why wouldnt they consent in death? if i died i think id want my partner to keep me. im much like a swan in that, if i have a partner, i will never get over them. ive never gotten over my exes. id want them to still get what they wanted out of me, cannibalistically, romantically, sexually, or otherwise. idk. the thing is with a corpse is though they cant consent, they dont know what happens. theyre separate from body at that point. why does it matter what happens? idk maybe im just weird.
never let you go by TBRO is playing rn. yeah me fr.
need a boy to let me experiment with his body. just lay back and let me watch how you twitch, when you squirm, the sounds you make. find out every little bit of your pleasure by studying you, you don't have to be nervous, the most beautiful things deserve to be learned. spend hours tracing my fingers along you, feeling every little pulse beneath your skin.
god i could just tear you apart
you're so handsome like this
I'm spiralling so hard right now. Why is this entire system all agreeing but me? I'm the one programmed with this so why am I the one not agreeing. There were no cues, no anything. Do we seriously crave that badly to be useful to somebody that we would change our entire life to do so? I feel like I'm insane.
