johann. or doctor ⳼ professor. chrono 21⇡ ( trans 30 — 45 )
professionally diagnosed ASPD ℘ NPD. ⳼ aromantic ( romance indifferent — repulsed ) ⳼ nonhuman male. bisexual. pro consent. ⳼ M⸘P. ZOOS⸘DIST.
pronouns — he/him. it/its. that thing. h?/h?m. hy/hym.
cis — ASPD. NPD. harmful. abuser. formal. religious. catholic. student. adult. ex juvie kid. communist. brunette. hazel eyes. veiny hands. latin speaking. stalked.
trans — white. white european. cis male. dead. corpse. mad scientist. professor. height ( 6ft+ .) age ( 30 - 45 .) german. russian. soviet. 1940s. 1870s. 1840s. 1920s. german speaking. russian speaking. posh.
tris — english. british. misogynist. criminal.
perma — older man. sadist. masochist. misogynistic. black latex gloves. covered in blood. unnerving. standoffish. rotting. dying. parasocially hated.
null — person of colour. brown-skinned. short. ocd. cane user. ESL.
misc — aromantic. romance indifferent or repulsed. hypersexual. bisexual. m⸘p. zoos⸘dist. switch. vers. emetophiliac. weapjectum. techjectum. zoon⸘cro. cheirophiliac. C⸘CSA survivor. aocsa survivor. INC⸘ST survivor. adult-perpetrated CSA survivor. grammar freak.
if you'd like to know more about me, here it is. additionally, this is information about my laboratory ( my blog ) that you may find useful. i do not have a DNI, as i believe they are childish. however, this section goes over important information regarding what i post and my comfort levels.
i use only masculine terminology. do not use that "beings," terminology on me, or gender neutral language. it is strictly masculine, as well as i prefer you referring to me as deceased in any way.
i am open to experimentation on all. i consider all my mutuals my experiments, or my test subjects. mutuals who do not want to be my test subjects can be my assistants and help me test on others.
i have extreme cynophobia, and it causes me to have extreme ZOOS⸘DISM towards canines. i am anti-contact for this specific paraphilia of mine, but both the phobia and paraphilia are based on PTSD from traumatic dog attacks as a toddler. i have everything related to dogs muted, but i also block anyone who posts about them frequently. i loathe canines of all kinds and post frequently about how i hope they're genocided or go extinct. my "attraction," is hatred manifested in sexual gratification from extreme violence. i would never act on it, however, and it remains as thoughts in my imagination to jerk off to when triggered.
i loathe tone indicators with my entire being. using tone indicators on me is an instant block. i will not use them on you, so do not ask. i can clarify my tone to you in a normal way, if absolutely necessary. i prefer to not clarify my tone, as i only do it when masking—i have a flat affect, and a neurological issue that makes me unable to produce facial expressions. i enjoy being unreadable. however, if it causes you distress, i can clarify my tone usage in a way that does not disrupt conversation.
i may be transwhite, but i am bodily biracial. i will point out racism, no matter who you are—at any point that i see it. i have a zero tolerance policy for that bullshit. white people cannot experience racism. cracker is not, and will never be, a slur. please shut the fuck up. permanently, preferably.
i don’t give a fuck about drama or discourse. if it doesn’t impact me personally, i quite literally could care less. i don’t take tumblr seriously—why should i? it's the internet, for christ's sake. i have a job and a degree, and other more important things to focus on in my life. i will never care. i am wholly and entirely self-centred. if it does, however, actually impact me personally, i will post about it, but sparingly. nobody’s obligated to care about my problems, and vice versa.
i am professionally diagnosed with all of the identities i say are cis. i am in support of self-diagnosis, for the record—i just can’t do it myself. it is perfectly fine when others do it, but i cannot, as my OCD won’t let me say i have something without medical confirmation. rest assured, i am professionally diagnosed with ASPD, NPD, C-DID, ℘ other issues. i simply don’t discuss my DID here, because this account isn’t used when i (the other ANP) am not here. i use strictly medical terminology for all of my diagnoses and symptoms, again, because of the OCD. please do not fucking accuse me of being "privileged," i am in poverty—i got diagnosed because of social services. i’m also trying to be nullOCD.
i will upfront tell you i do not care about what you’re venting to me about, or your sa/csa trauma. if you tell me those things, you need to assume i'll jerk off to it. by sending it to me, to this account—you are consenting to that. inherently, you are. this is your only warning. that’s the only use those things have for me—i think crying and throwing a tantrum about things you can’t change is a waste of time, and quite frankly, borderline pathetic. if you do not consent to that treatment, do not tell me that information. save it for someone else.
i like every gender, i just prefer the term bisexual, as i’ve used it since i was a child. please respect that. i am a fully post—op transsexual male, with top surgery, bottom surgery, years on testosterone, et cetera. i pass fully and completely, and i am stealth. do not call me trans. do not lump me in with being gender diverse. i view myself as a cis man. i will block you if you view me otherwise. if you have transitioning questions, however, and need advice—that is the only exception. i am happy to provide aid in that manner.
i am a phd student. i have multiple degrees. i believe i am intellectually superior to everyone. me, specifically. i have extremely bad NPD. i am in therapy and medicated, but that doesn’t remove all symptoms. i genuinely believe i am better than everyone, and smarter than everyone. i brag about my academics frequently and good grades. no, it’s not "eugenics," it’s called being a narc. i view everyone else as subhuman unless you are an exception person, or people.
i will block for anything. i curate my experience heavily. oftentimes i block for no reason at all. this is not personal, i will block someone literally if they happen to be in a fandom i dislike. that being said, if you copy aspects of my personality and layout, i will block and report you. i know the difference between good—faith inspiration, or having identities overlapping, vs copying. don’t act like i’m an imbecile.
i am extremely extremely religious. i will not censor my own personal identity, just because it makes you uncomfortable. i will not be made to feel ashamed of it either. i am a very devout catholic. i barely post about religion to begin with on this blog, you’ll be fine. the most i talk about is going to mass, or having a rough day and confiding in god about it.
i am the external handler and programmer of @permasubject. handler is a specific title. handler is not an inherently romantic nor alterous title. it is a way for me to get out my abusive tendencies, consensually, to someone i trust.
i am chrono21⇡. i believe chronoage is important, so i include that information despite being transage myself. i am comfortable with anyone of any age interacting, however—whether you're a chronoadult or chronominor, and whatever your transage is. all i ask is to be respectful.
i do not use the radqueer label on myself, but i don't mind being called it. i just haven't found a fitting blankqueer label that truly does encompass my belief system. my beliefs are very particular and specific, so it's hard to describe them. the closest that fits is spiteist, that i've found. i typically describe my beliefs as pro youth liberation, pro transIDs, pro religion, pro endogenic, neutral harassment, pro RACK, marxist-leninist, pro sex work, anti capitalist, pro paraphilia, et cetera. if you ever need clarification on my beliefs, you are welcome to ask.
i used to be @ permaprof before tumblr got me.
information in this section will be updated as needed, including adding things, removing things, rephrasing, et cetera. check frequently if that's worrisome for you.
kinks ℘ fetishes — r⸘pe. somnophilia. emetophilia. medical play. breeding. snuff. cons⸘ng. fauxc⸘st. vomit. pet play. blood play. weapons. watersports. stalking. metal. degradation. latex / gimp. leather. intoxication. blackmail. control. extreme obedience. forced crossdressing. homophobia. transphobia. forced detransitioning. manipulation. power imbalance. vore. impact play. free use. military play. age gap. religion play. age play. feederism. sexuality breaking.
tags — REBLOGS — . . 🧪. . test tubes .ᐣ ID HOARD — . . 🧫 . . sterile .ᐣ INBOX — . . 🧬 . . lab reports .ᐣ MY FLAGS — . . 🔬 . . microscope .ᐣ JUST TALKING — . . 💭 . . classified .ᐣ PROGRAMMING — . . 🔭 . . experiments .ᐣ SELFIES — . . 🥼 . . labcoat .ᐣ
anons — 🍸🐍. labrat. 🧶🧩. 👾. 🕸. 🌸🦠. 🔌🪽. 🧟🩸. 🐇. 🔌🪽. 🪭🥒. 👤. 🐈🧪. 🐄🧂. 🎍🪻. 🦆. 👀. 🚫 . 🪐🔬. 🗃️. ❤️⭐️ . 🫎.
