Hastur, God of Shepherds @godofsh3pherds - Tumblr Blog

Hello! ^^

I am Hastur, the god of shepherds. It is a pleasure to meet all of my followers and others alike.

(Archived blog)

#hastur #rp blog #introduction

I see.

Rot here, Hastur. Perhaps I may one day see you again, perhaps not.

Farewell.

- @risingcurtainsofgreen

f̵a̴r̸e̶w̸e̴l̵l̶,̶ ̸c̵t̶h̸u̷l̵h̴u̴.̶

#💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭

Why do I care?

...That's a good question. I don’t, not really, anyway. It's merely pathetic to see someone on my— on our level like this.

I find it appalling. Therefore, I am here to request you pick yourself up, and resume your duties, even if as a lowly shepherd god.

...̶

̸i̶f̸ ̵t̷h̴a̶t̵ ̶i̸s̶ ̴a̵l̴l̴,̶ ̴y̶o̶u̵ ̷m̴a̸y̶ ̸l̷e̷a̶v̴e̷.̷ ̶i̵ ̵d̴o̴ ̶n̷o̷t̷ ̷w̴a̸n̵t̵ ̵t̶o̷ ̸h̸e̵a̴r̷ ̷a̸n̸y̵m̴o̸r̵e̸.̴

Will you really stay holed up in this cave for the rest of time?

w̸h̴y̷ ̸d̷o̵ ̷y̷o̷u̴ ̵c̷a̶r̵e̷.̵

Hastur.

w̸h̵a̴t̸ ̵d̶o̴ ̵y̸o̵u̸ ̵w̶a̵n̶t̶?̵

Hastur.

*`He doesn't respond.*

#smiles.

dude are you good

There's no response.

#he is still isolating himself #he will isolate himself #for so long #for so so long

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

bellsofgold

are you sure you even did it? have you.. sat down and talked that out with yourself? it seems so far youre panicking and assuming it was your fault. i dont think it was.

[ They, hesitantly, reached over and pat his back gently, resting their hand there lightly. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`He moves closer to Bells, somewhat leaning back up and facing their direction. He wants to scream at them, but they barely even know each other. It would be improper to do so.*

i̸ ̴k̶i̴l̵l̵e̶d̶ ̵h̵i̵m̴.̸ ̶h̷o̷w̶ ̷c̶o̵u̴l̵d̴ ̷i̶t̵ ̸n̶o̷t̷ ̵b̶e̷ ̵m̵y̵ ̶f̷a̷u̷l̷t̸?̵ ̴i̵ ̷l̵i̶s̸t̷e̸n̴e̴d̸ ̴a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̸ ̷b̵e̷g̴g̸e̷d̶ ̶f̷o̸r̶ ̶h̴i̵s̸ ̶l̷i̶f̴e̸,̶ ̶a̷n̸d̵ ̶i̵ ̸r̶i̶p̵p̷e̷d̷ ̸h̶i̴m̶ ̷a̷p̵a̶r̷t̶ ̶r̶e̴g̷a̶r̷d̶l̸e̶s̷s̶.

bellsofgold

thats okay. youre still allowed to think about things

[ They rubbed his back gently, not quite understanding his feelings but still willing to help. ]

im sure he'll forgive you soon enough, even if things ended like that

godofsh3pherds

h̶o̸w̶ ̵c̴o̶u̴l̸d̶ ̶y̷o̶u̷ ̷s̷a̶y̸ ̵t̴h̷a̸t̴?̴

h̴e̵ ̸i̶s̸ ̴d̷e̸a̷d̷.̸ a̵n̸d̴—̴ ̴a̸n̶d̸ ̷e̴v̷e̷n̸ ̷i̸f̷.̶ ̷d̵e̸a̶d̷ ̷p̸e̴o̷p̴l̸e̶.̸ ̶c̴o̵u̶l̷d̸ ̵f̷o̸r̷g̷i̵v̷e̵.̴ ̸t̸h̸e̷y̵ ̶w̶o̶u̷l̶d̴ ̸n̵o̴t̷ ̷f̶o̸r̵g̵i̵v̶e̸ ̶t̷h̸e̵i̴r̵ ̴m̵u̵r̵d̷e̵r̵e̸r̸.

*`The last part of whispered, as if he didn't want to believe it himself.*

bellsofgold

...ill tell you this.

as a King, ive killed many. i have had so much blood on my hands from so many civilians and civilizations ive torn apart. as a King, ive felt guilt for all of them, as you do now.

they may not be able to forgive you in person but in dreams they come. i promise.

[ They pulled him close, careful not to disturb him, and gave him a gentle hug. Their hold was easy to back out of, if he wanted. ]

godofsh3pherds

b̸u̵t̸.̴ ̵b̵u̶t̸ ̷i̵ ̷c̶a̶r̷e̴d̵ ̵f̶o̷r̶ ̸h̴i̴m̵.̶ ̶h̸o̴w̵ ̶c̴o̶u̶l̶d̴ ̴i̵ ̸d̴o̵ ̵s̴u̶c̶h̴ ̷a̴ ̴t̵h̴i̵n̴g̴,̴ ̵i̸f̶ ̵i̵ ̵c̶a̷r̵e̵d̴ ̸f̵o̷r̵ ̷h̵i̷m̵?̴

i̸t̵.̷ ̴i̷s̴ ̶c̸o̴n̴f̵u̷s̵i̸n̸g̵.̸ ̴

i̵ ̴a̸m̷ ̶s̵o̸r̵r̶y̴ ̵y̵o̸u̶ ̸a̵r̶e̴ ̵h̷e̵r̷e̷ ̵t̵o̵ ̶s̴e̷e̴ ̶m̴e̸ ̸l̸i̷k̴e̷ ̶t̴h̸i̸s̷.̸ ̴e̸s̸p̸e̵c̵i̴a̶l̴l̵y̶ ̶w̸h̵e̵n̷ ̷i̴ ̷a̶m̵ ̴p̶r̴a̴c̶t̸i̴c̷a̴l̷l̸y̴ ̶a̶ ̶s̶t̷r̸a̶n̶g̸e̴r̵.̸

*`He leaned into their hug, quietly sobbing into them.*

bellsofgold

its okay. sometimes caring can lead you to places you don't want to go. youre alright

youre less of a stranger than you think you are.

[ They held him close, holding him ever so slightly tighter to try and assist him. They rested their head on top of his, one hand gently rubbing at his back. ]

godofsh3pherds

.̶.̴.̵t̸h̷a̴n̴k̵ ̷y̸o̶u̷.̷

bellsofgold

youre okay. i dont need thanks i just want to help

we can stay here all youd like, until youre good to try and go out again

godofsh3pherds

i̵ ̶d̷o̷ ̷n̴o̷t̸ ̴w̸a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̷o̷ ̶g̸o̶ ̴o̷u̴t̴.̴ ̷n̶o̵t̷ ̶n̸o̶w̶,̶ ̷n̸o̴t̵ ̷e̴v̷e̵r̶.̸ ̵i̸ ̴t̵h̶i̵n̶k̸ ̷i̴ ̴s̷h̵o̴u̸l̸d̷ ̶j̵u̵s̵t̷.̸ ̸s̷t̴a̴y̶ ̵h̸e̸r̷e̵,̵ ̵f̴o̶r̶e̸v̸e̵r̶.̷ ̴

bellsofgold

ill stay with you then. so youre not alone.

you don't need to suffer alone

godofsh3pherds

*`He wants to be alone, to drive Bells, away, as he doesn't deserve anyone to be with him, but it feels so much better when there is someone embracing him.*

*`He just nods, still crying.*

bellsofgold

okay. ill be here for you i promise

[ They held him close, patting his back gently. ]

#petting my hastur #<- soon to be kiy #maybe #hmmm #still thinking.#pondering #abkht my EVIL au

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

bellsofgold

are you sure you even did it? have you.. sat down and talked that out with yourself? it seems so far youre panicking and assuming it was your fault. i dont think it was.

[ They, hesitantly, reached over and pat his back gently, resting their hand there lightly. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`He moves closer to Bells, somewhat leaning back up and facing their direction. He wants to scream at them, but they barely even know each other. It would be improper to do so.*

i̸ ̴k̶i̴l̵l̵e̶d̶ ̵h̵i̵m̴.̸ ̶h̷o̷w̶ ̷c̶o̵u̴l̵d̴ ̷i̶t̵ ̸n̶o̷t̷ ̵b̶e̷ ̵m̵y̵ ̶f̷a̷u̷l̷t̸?̵ ̴i̵ ̷l̵i̶s̸t̷e̸n̴e̴d̸ ̴a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̸ ̷b̵e̷g̴g̸e̷d̶ ̶f̷o̸r̶ ̶h̴i̵s̸ ̶l̷i̶f̴e̸,̶ ̶a̷n̸d̵ ̶i̵ ̸r̶i̶p̵p̷e̷d̷ ̸h̶i̴m̶ ̷a̷p̵a̶r̷t̶ ̶r̶e̴g̷a̶r̷d̶l̸e̶s̷s̶.

bellsofgold

thats okay. youre still allowed to think about things

[ They rubbed his back gently, not quite understanding his feelings but still willing to help. ]

im sure he'll forgive you soon enough, even if things ended like that

godofsh3pherds

h̶o̸w̶ ̵c̴o̶u̴l̸d̶ ̶y̷o̶u̷ ̷s̷a̶y̸ ̵t̴h̷a̸t̴?̴

h̴e̵ ̸i̶s̸ ̴d̷e̸a̷d̷.̸ a̵n̸d̴—̴ ̴a̸n̶d̸ ̷e̴v̷e̷n̸ ̷i̸f̷.̶ ̷d̵e̸a̶d̷ ̷p̸e̴o̷p̴l̸e̶.̸ ̶c̴o̵u̶l̷d̸ ̵f̷o̸r̷g̷i̵v̷e̵.̴ ̸t̸h̸e̷y̵ ̶w̶o̶u̷l̶d̴ ̸n̵o̴t̷ ̷f̶o̸r̵g̵i̵v̶e̸ ̶t̷h̸e̵i̴r̵ ̴m̵u̵r̵d̷e̵r̵e̸r̸.

*`The last part of whispered, as if he didn't want to believe it himself.*

bellsofgold

...ill tell you this.

as a King, ive killed many. i have had so much blood on my hands from so many civilians and civilizations ive torn apart. as a King, ive felt guilt for all of them, as you do now.

they may not be able to forgive you in person but in dreams they come. i promise.

[ They pulled him close, careful not to disturb him, and gave him a gentle hug. Their hold was easy to back out of, if he wanted. ]

godofsh3pherds

b̸u̵t̸.̴ ̵b̵u̶t̸ ̷i̵ ̷c̶a̶r̷e̴d̵ ̵f̶o̷r̶ ̸h̴i̴m̵.̶ ̶h̸o̴w̵ ̶c̴o̶u̶l̶d̴ ̴i̵ ̸d̴o̵ ̵s̴u̶c̶h̴ ̷a̴ ̴t̵h̴i̵n̴g̴,̴ ̵i̸f̶ ̵i̵ ̵c̶a̷r̵e̵d̴ ̸f̵o̷r̵ ̷h̵i̷m̵?̴

i̸t̵.̷ ̴i̷s̴ ̶c̸o̴n̴f̵u̷s̵i̸n̸g̵.̸ ̴

i̵ ̴a̸m̷ ̶s̵o̸r̵r̶y̴ ̵y̵o̸u̶ ̸a̵r̶e̴ ̵h̷e̵r̷e̷ ̵t̵o̵ ̶s̴e̷e̴ ̶m̴e̸ ̸l̸i̷k̴e̷ ̶t̴h̸i̸s̷.̸ ̴e̸s̸p̸e̵c̵i̴a̶l̴l̵y̶ ̶w̸h̵e̵n̷ ̷i̴ ̷a̶m̵ ̴p̶r̴a̴c̶t̸i̴c̷a̴l̷l̸y̴ ̶a̶ ̶s̶t̷r̸a̶n̶g̸e̴r̵.̸

*`He leaned into their hug, quietly sobbing into them.*

bellsofgold

its okay. sometimes caring can lead you to places you don't want to go. youre alright

youre less of a stranger than you think you are.

[ They held him close, holding him ever so slightly tighter to try and assist him. They rested their head on top of his, one hand gently rubbing at his back. ]

godofsh3pherds

.̶.̴.̵t̸h̷a̴n̴k̵ ̷y̸o̶u̷.̷

bellsofgold

youre okay. i dont need thanks i just want to help

we can stay here all youd like, until youre good to try and go out again

godofsh3pherds

i̵ ̶d̷o̷ ̷n̴o̷t̸ ̴w̸a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̷o̷ ̶g̸o̶ ̴o̷u̴t̴.̴ ̷n̶o̵t̷ ̶n̸o̶w̶,̶ ̷n̸o̴t̵ ̷e̴v̷e̵r̶.̸ ̵i̸ ̴t̵h̶i̵n̶k̸ ̷i̴ ̴s̷h̵o̴u̸l̸d̷ ̶j̵u̵s̵t̷.̸ ̸s̷t̴a̴y̶ ̵h̸e̸r̷e̵,̵ ̵f̴o̶r̶e̸v̸e̵r̶.̷ ̴

bellsofgold

ill stay with you then. so youre not alone.

you don't need to suffer alone

godofsh3pherds

*`He wants to be alone, to drive Bells, away, as he doesn't deserve anyone to be with him, but it feels so much better when there is someone embracing him.*

*`He just nods, still crying.*

#hastur #king in yellow

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

bellsofgold

are you sure you even did it? have you.. sat down and talked that out with yourself? it seems so far youre panicking and assuming it was your fault. i dont think it was.

[ They, hesitantly, reached over and pat his back gently, resting their hand there lightly. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`He moves closer to Bells, somewhat leaning back up and facing their direction. He wants to scream at them, but they barely even know each other. It would be improper to do so.*

i̸ ̴k̶i̴l̵l̵e̶d̶ ̵h̵i̵m̴.̸ ̶h̷o̷w̶ ̷c̶o̵u̴l̵d̴ ̷i̶t̵ ̸n̶o̷t̷ ̵b̶e̷ ̵m̵y̵ ̶f̷a̷u̷l̷t̸?̵ ̴i̵ ̷l̵i̶s̸t̷e̸n̴e̴d̸ ̴a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̸ ̷b̵e̷g̴g̸e̷d̶ ̶f̷o̸r̶ ̶h̴i̵s̸ ̶l̷i̶f̴e̸,̶ ̶a̷n̸d̵ ̶i̵ ̸r̶i̶p̵p̷e̷d̷ ̸h̶i̴m̶ ̷a̷p̵a̶r̷t̶ ̶r̶e̴g̷a̶r̷d̶l̸e̶s̷s̶.

bellsofgold

thats okay. youre still allowed to think about things

[ They rubbed his back gently, not quite understanding his feelings but still willing to help. ]

im sure he'll forgive you soon enough, even if things ended like that

godofsh3pherds

h̶o̸w̶ ̵c̴o̶u̴l̸d̶ ̶y̷o̶u̷ ̷s̷a̶y̸ ̵t̴h̷a̸t̴?̴

h̴e̵ ̸i̶s̸ ̴d̷e̸a̷d̷.̸ a̵n̸d̴—̴ ̴a̸n̶d̸ ̷e̴v̷e̷n̸ ̷i̸f̷.̶ ̷d̵e̸a̶d̷ ̷p̸e̴o̷p̴l̸e̶.̸ ̶c̴o̵u̶l̷d̸ ̵f̷o̸r̷g̷i̵v̷e̵.̴ ̸t̸h̸e̷y̵ ̶w̶o̶u̷l̶d̴ ̸n̵o̴t̷ ̷f̶o̸r̵g̵i̵v̶e̸ ̶t̷h̸e̵i̴r̵ ̴m̵u̵r̵d̷e̵r̵e̸r̸.

*`The last part of whispered, as if he didn't want to believe it himself.*

bellsofgold

...ill tell you this.

as a King, ive killed many. i have had so much blood on my hands from so many civilians and civilizations ive torn apart. as a King, ive felt guilt for all of them, as you do now.

they may not be able to forgive you in person but in dreams they come. i promise.

[ They pulled him close, careful not to disturb him, and gave him a gentle hug. Their hold was easy to back out of, if he wanted. ]

godofsh3pherds

b̸u̵t̸.̴ ̵b̵u̶t̸ ̷i̵ ̷c̶a̶r̷e̴d̵ ̵f̶o̷r̶ ̸h̴i̴m̵.̶ ̶h̸o̴w̵ ̶c̴o̶u̶l̶d̴ ̴i̵ ̸d̴o̵ ̵s̴u̶c̶h̴ ̷a̴ ̴t̵h̴i̵n̴g̴,̴ ̵i̸f̶ ̵i̵ ̵c̶a̷r̵e̵d̴ ̸f̵o̷r̵ ̷h̵i̷m̵?̴

i̸t̵.̷ ̴i̷s̴ ̶c̸o̴n̴f̵u̷s̵i̸n̸g̵.̸ ̴

i̵ ̴a̸m̷ ̶s̵o̸r̵r̶y̴ ̵y̵o̸u̶ ̸a̵r̶e̴ ̵h̷e̵r̷e̷ ̵t̵o̵ ̶s̴e̷e̴ ̶m̴e̸ ̸l̸i̷k̴e̷ ̶t̴h̸i̸s̷.̸ ̴e̸s̸p̸e̵c̵i̴a̶l̴l̵y̶ ̶w̸h̵e̵n̷ ̷i̴ ̷a̶m̵ ̴p̶r̴a̴c̶t̸i̴c̷a̴l̷l̸y̴ ̶a̶ ̶s̶t̷r̸a̶n̶g̸e̴r̵.̸

*`He leaned into their hug, quietly sobbing into them.*

bellsofgold

its okay. sometimes caring can lead you to places you don't want to go. youre alright

youre less of a stranger than you think you are.

[ They held him close, holding him ever so slightly tighter to try and assist him. They rested their head on top of his, one hand gently rubbing at his back. ]

godofsh3pherds

.̶.̴.̵t̸h̷a̴n̴k̵ ̷y̸o̶u̷.̷

bellsofgold

youre okay. i dont need thanks i just want to help

we can stay here all youd like, until youre good to try and go out again

godofsh3pherds

i̵ ̶d̷o̷ ̷n̴o̷t̸ ̴w̸a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̷o̷ ̶g̸o̶ ̴o̷u̴t̴.̴ ̷n̶o̵t̷ ̶n̸o̶w̶,̶ ̷n̸o̴t̵ ̷e̴v̷e̵r̶.̸ ̵i̸ ̴t̵h̶i̵n̶k̸ ̷i̴ ̴s̷h̵o̴u̸l̸d̷ ̶j̵u̵s̵t̷.̸ ̸s̷t̴a̴y̶ ̵h̸e̸r̷e̵,̵ ̵f̴o̶r̶e̸v̸e̵r̶.̷ ̴

#i do not want to go out. not now #not ever. i think i should just. stay here #forever.#hastur #king in yellow

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

bellsofgold

are you sure you even did it? have you.. sat down and talked that out with yourself? it seems so far youre panicking and assuming it was your fault. i dont think it was.

[ They, hesitantly, reached over and pat his back gently, resting their hand there lightly. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`He moves closer to Bells, somewhat leaning back up and facing their direction. He wants to scream at them, but they barely even know each other. It would be improper to do so.*

i̸ ̴k̶i̴l̵l̵e̶d̶ ̵h̵i̵m̴.̸ ̶h̷o̷w̶ ̷c̶o̵u̴l̵d̴ ̷i̶t̵ ̸n̶o̷t̷ ̵b̶e̷ ̵m̵y̵ ̶f̷a̷u̷l̷t̸?̵ ̴i̵ ̷l̵i̶s̸t̷e̸n̴e̴d̸ ̴a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̸ ̷b̵e̷g̴g̸e̷d̶ ̶f̷o̸r̶ ̶h̴i̵s̸ ̶l̷i̶f̴e̸,̶ ̶a̷n̸d̵ ̶i̵ ̸r̶i̶p̵p̷e̷d̷ ̸h̶i̴m̶ ̷a̷p̵a̶r̷t̶ ̶r̶e̴g̷a̶r̷d̶l̸e̶s̷s̶.

bellsofgold

thats okay. youre still allowed to think about things

[ They rubbed his back gently, not quite understanding his feelings but still willing to help. ]

im sure he'll forgive you soon enough, even if things ended like that

godofsh3pherds

h̶o̸w̶ ̵c̴o̶u̴l̸d̶ ̶y̷o̶u̷ ̷s̷a̶y̸ ̵t̴h̷a̸t̴?̴

h̴e̵ ̸i̶s̸ ̴d̷e̸a̷d̷.̸ a̵n̸d̴—̴ ̴a̸n̶d̸ ̷e̴v̷e̷n̸ ̷i̸f̷.̶ ̷d̵e̸a̶d̷ ̷p̸e̴o̷p̴l̸e̶.̸ ̶c̴o̵u̶l̷d̸ ̵f̷o̸r̷g̷i̵v̷e̵.̴ ̸t̸h̸e̷y̵ ̶w̶o̶u̷l̶d̴ ̸n̵o̴t̷ ̷f̶o̸r̵g̵i̵v̶e̸ ̶t̷h̸e̵i̴r̵ ̴m̵u̵r̵d̷e̵r̵e̸r̸.

*`The last part of whispered, as if he didn't want to believe it himself.*

bellsofgold

...ill tell you this.

as a King, ive killed many. i have had so much blood on my hands from so many civilians and civilizations ive torn apart. as a King, ive felt guilt for all of them, as you do now.

they may not be able to forgive you in person but in dreams they come. i promise.

[ They pulled him close, careful not to disturb him, and gave him a gentle hug. Their hold was easy to back out of, if he wanted. ]

godofsh3pherds

b̸u̵t̸.̴ ̵b̵u̶t̸ ̷i̵ ̷c̶a̶r̷e̴d̵ ̵f̶o̷r̶ ̸h̴i̴m̵.̶ ̶h̸o̴w̵ ̶c̴o̶u̶l̶d̴ ̴i̵ ̸d̴o̵ ̵s̴u̶c̶h̴ ̷a̴ ̴t̵h̴i̵n̴g̴,̴ ̵i̸f̶ ̵i̵ ̵c̶a̷r̵e̵d̴ ̸f̵o̷r̵ ̷h̵i̷m̵?̴

i̸t̵.̷ ̴i̷s̴ ̶c̸o̴n̴f̵u̷s̵i̸n̸g̵.̸ ̴

i̵ ̴a̸m̷ ̶s̵o̸r̵r̶y̴ ̵y̵o̸u̶ ̸a̵r̶e̴ ̵h̷e̵r̷e̷ ̵t̵o̵ ̶s̴e̷e̴ ̶m̴e̸ ̸l̸i̷k̴e̷ ̶t̴h̸i̸s̷.̸ ̴e̸s̸p̸e̵c̵i̴a̶l̴l̵y̶ ̶w̸h̵e̵n̷ ̷i̴ ̷a̶m̵ ̴p̶r̴a̴c̶t̸i̴c̷a̴l̷l̸y̴ ̶a̶ ̶s̶t̷r̸a̶n̶g̸e̴r̵.̸

*`He leaned into their hug, quietly sobbing into them.*

bellsofgold

its okay. sometimes caring can lead you to places you don't want to go. youre alright

youre less of a stranger than you think you are.

[ They held him close, holding him ever so slightly tighter to try and assist him. They rested their head on top of his, one hand gently rubbing at his back. ]

godofsh3pherds

.̶.̴.̵t̸h̷a̴n̴k̵ ̷y̸o̶u̷.̷

#thank you #youre making it hard to implament my evil plan.#but #ill figure it out. heh #hastur #king in yellow

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

bellsofgold

are you sure you even did it? have you.. sat down and talked that out with yourself? it seems so far youre panicking and assuming it was your fault. i dont think it was.

[ They, hesitantly, reached over and pat his back gently, resting their hand there lightly. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`He moves closer to Bells, somewhat leaning back up and facing their direction. He wants to scream at them, but they barely even know each other. It would be improper to do so.*

i̸ ̴k̶i̴l̵l̵e̶d̶ ̵h̵i̵m̴.̸ ̶h̷o̷w̶ ̷c̶o̵u̴l̵d̴ ̷i̶t̵ ̸n̶o̷t̷ ̵b̶e̷ ̵m̵y̵ ̶f̷a̷u̷l̷t̸?̵ ̴i̵ ̷l̵i̶s̸t̷e̸n̴e̴d̸ ̴a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̸ ̷b̵e̷g̴g̸e̷d̶ ̶f̷o̸r̶ ̶h̴i̵s̸ ̶l̷i̶f̴e̸,̶ ̶a̷n̸d̵ ̶i̵ ̸r̶i̶p̵p̷e̷d̷ ̸h̶i̴m̶ ̷a̷p̵a̶r̷t̶ ̶r̶e̴g̷a̶r̷d̶l̸e̶s̷s̶.

bellsofgold

thats okay. youre still allowed to think about things

[ They rubbed his back gently, not quite understanding his feelings but still willing to help. ]

im sure he'll forgive you soon enough, even if things ended like that

godofsh3pherds

h̶o̸w̶ ̵c̴o̶u̴l̸d̶ ̶y̷o̶u̷ ̷s̷a̶y̸ ̵t̴h̷a̸t̴?̴

h̴e̵ ̸i̶s̸ ̴d̷e̸a̷d̷.̸ a̵n̸d̴—̴ ̴a̸n̶d̸ ̷e̴v̷e̷n̸ ̷i̸f̷.̶ ̷d̵e̸a̶d̷ ̷p̸e̴o̷p̴l̸e̶.̸ ̶c̴o̵u̶l̷d̸ ̵f̷o̸r̷g̷i̵v̷e̵.̴ ̸t̸h̸e̷y̵ ̶w̶o̶u̷l̶d̴ ̸n̵o̴t̷ ̷f̶o̸r̵g̵i̵v̶e̸ ̶t̷h̸e̵i̴r̵ ̴m̵u̵r̵d̷e̵r̵e̸r̸.

*`The last part of whispered, as if he didn't want to believe it himself.*

bellsofgold

...ill tell you this.

as a King, ive killed many. i have had so much blood on my hands from so many civilians and civilizations ive torn apart. as a King, ive felt guilt for all of them, as you do now.

they may not be able to forgive you in person but in dreams they come. i promise.

[ They pulled him close, careful not to disturb him, and gave him a gentle hug. Their hold was easy to back out of, if he wanted. ]

godofsh3pherds

b̸u̵t̸.̴ ̵b̵u̶t̸ ̷i̵ ̷c̶a̶r̷e̴d̵ ̵f̶o̷r̶ ̸h̴i̴m̵.̶ ̶h̸o̴w̵ ̶c̴o̶u̶l̶d̴ ̴i̵ ̸d̴o̵ ̵s̴u̶c̶h̴ ̷a̴ ̴t̵h̴i̵n̴g̴,̴ ̵i̸f̶ ̵i̵ ̵c̶a̷r̵e̵d̴ ̸f̵o̷r̵ ̷h̵i̷m̵?̴

i̸t̵.̷ ̴i̷s̴ ̶c̸o̴n̴f̵u̷s̵i̸n̸g̵.̸ ̴

i̵ ̴a̸m̷ ̶s̵o̸r̵r̶y̴ ̵y̵o̸u̶ ̸a̵r̶e̴ ̵h̷e̵r̷e̷ ̵t̵o̵ ̶s̴e̷e̴ ̶m̴e̸ ̸l̸i̷k̴e̷ ̶t̴h̸i̸s̷.̸ ̴e̸s̸p̸e̵c̵i̴a̶l̴l̵y̶ ̶w̸h̵e̵n̷ ̷i̴ ̷a̶m̵ ̴p̶r̴a̴c̶t̸i̴c̷a̴l̷l̸y̴ ̶a̶ ̶s̶t̷r̸a̶n̶g̸e̴r̵.̸

*`He leaned into their hug, quietly sobbing into them.*

#but. but i cared for him. how could i do such a thing #if i cared for him?#it. is confusing.#i am sorry you are here to see me like this. especially when i am practically a stranger.#hastur #king in yellow

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

bellsofgold

are you sure you even did it? have you.. sat down and talked that out with yourself? it seems so far youre panicking and assuming it was your fault. i dont think it was.

[ They, hesitantly, reached over and pat his back gently, resting their hand there lightly. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`He moves closer to Bells, somewhat leaning back up and facing their direction. He wants to scream at them, but they barely even know each other. It would be improper to do so.*

i̸ ̴k̶i̴l̵l̵e̶d̶ ̵h̵i̵m̴.̸ ̶h̷o̷w̶ ̷c̶o̵u̴l̵d̴ ̷i̶t̵ ̸n̶o̷t̷ ̵b̶e̷ ̵m̵y̵ ̶f̷a̷u̷l̷t̸?̵ ̴i̵ ̷l̵i̶s̸t̷e̸n̴e̴d̸ ̴a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̸ ̷b̵e̷g̴g̸e̷d̶ ̶f̷o̸r̶ ̶h̴i̵s̸ ̶l̷i̶f̴e̸,̶ ̶a̷n̸d̵ ̶i̵ ̸r̶i̶p̵p̷e̷d̷ ̸h̶i̴m̶ ̷a̷p̵a̶r̷t̶ ̶r̶e̴g̷a̶r̷d̶l̸e̶s̷s̶.

bellsofgold

thats okay. youre still allowed to think about things

[ They rubbed his back gently, not quite understanding his feelings but still willing to help. ]

im sure he'll forgive you soon enough, even if things ended like that

godofsh3pherds

h̶o̸w̶ ̵c̴o̶u̴l̸d̶ ̶y̷o̶u̷ ̷s̷a̶y̸ ̵t̴h̷a̸t̴?̴

h̴e̵ ̸i̶s̸ ̴d̷e̸a̷d̷.̸ a̵n̸d̴—̴ ̴a̸n̶d̸ ̷e̴v̷e̷n̸ ̷i̸f̷.̶ ̷d̵e̸a̶d̷ ̷p̸e̴o̷p̴l̸e̶.̸ ̶c̴o̵u̶l̷d̸ ̵f̷o̸r̷g̷i̵v̷e̵.̴ ̸t̸h̸e̷y̵ ̶w̶o̶u̷l̶d̴ ̸n̵o̴t̷ ̷f̶o̸r̵g̵i̵v̶e̸ ̶t̷h̸e̵i̴r̵ ̴m̵u̵r̵d̷e̵r̵e̸r̸.

*`The last part of whispered, as if he didn't want to believe it himself.*

#how could you say that?#he is dead.#and— and even if. dead people. could forgive. they would not forgive their murderer.#ohhhh he SICKENS me #hastur imgoing to get you #hastur #king in yellow

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

bellsofgold

are you sure you even did it? have you.. sat down and talked that out with yourself? it seems so far youre panicking and assuming it was your fault. i dont think it was.

[ They, hesitantly, reached over and pat his back gently, resting their hand there lightly. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`He moves closer to Bells, somewhat leaning back up and facing their direction. He wants to scream at them, but they barely even know each other. It would be improper to do so.*

i̸ ̴k̶i̴l̵l̵e̶d̶ ̵h̵i̵m̴.̸ ̶h̷o̷w̶ ̷c̶o̵u̴l̵d̴ ̷i̶t̵ ̸n̶o̷t̷ ̵b̶e̷ ̵m̵y̵ ̶f̷a̷u̷l̷t̸?̵ ̴i̵ ̷l̵i̶s̸t̷e̸n̴e̴d̸ ̴a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̸ ̷b̵e̷g̴g̸e̷d̶ ̶f̷o̸r̶ ̶h̴i̵s̸ ̶l̷i̶f̴e̸,̶ ̶a̷n̸d̵ ̶i̵ ̸r̶i̶p̵p̷e̷d̷ ̸h̶i̴m̶ ̷a̷p̵a̶r̷t̶ ̶r̶e̴g̷a̶r̷d̶l̸e̶s̷s̶.

#i killed him. how could it not be my fault? i listened as he begged for his life #and i ripped him apart regardless.#<- his text #lqlalalallalalalala #hastur #king in yellow

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

bellsofgold

hey its okay. you didnt mean to do anything im sure

[ Unsure if he wanted to be touched or not, they sat close by. ]

godofsh3pherds

*`Even though he was burying his head deep within his cloak, his tears were still visible.*

i̶̳̖̓̈́t̶̗͌ ̵͉̃̀ì̶̝̓s̴̤̀͛ ̵͕̒̔n̶̺̥͒͐o̴̪͘t̴̫̤̑.̴͚͆ ̷̢̞̽̃ÿ̴̧̼́o̵̬̮͆ṷ̴̂̂ ̵̖́t̶͚͌h̶͔̎i̵̩̍ͅn̵͕̑k̴̮͛ ̵̹̳̚t̶͇͐o̵̻̲̿o̶͚͠͝ͅ ̵̧̙̈̀h̵͂͜i̸̘̓͆g̶͈̋͊h̵̨̉͒ͅl̶̪̊͝y̴̾̋͜ ̸͍͗ỏ̴͚f̷̯̮̅ ̴̻̅̀m̸̭̏̀ë̷̝.̶̖̙̂͊

#“it is not. you think too highly of me”#its ok they know already. the King told them #<- smirks.#honestly even he doesn't know if he meant to kill haïta or not #hes just assuming he did #king in yellow #hastur

godofsh3pherds

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

bellsofgold

noim.Not leaving you alone twin

what happened?

godofsh3pherds

*`He's curled up in a corner of a dark cave, illuminating the area brighter than usual, his wings reverting to mist.*

i̷͕̙̓ ̵̪̿̚a̵͗̕͜m̵͇̈́ ̵̳͓̅a̵̝͚͋͝ ̵͎̄͘ẗ̶̨́̑e̸͇̒r̸͓̺͒̈́r̷͖̓̋ͅī̵͈͔͠b̵̛̺l̴̜̬͋̏e̸͕̣̿͒ ̵̯͚̇̓p̵̡̖͝e̴̦̠̒̋r̷̡̅̑s̶̥̀̓o̵̪͊n̶͕̎͌.̷̢̚̕͜

#“i am a terrible person:#avoiding the question i see #answer them hastur...#bells tries to comfort someone AGAIN #<- SIGHHHHHHHHH #<- True...#i have nvee seen someone doig vetter♡#<- correct 💛💛#hastur #king in yellow

are you??okay

Ń̵̦͑͜Ò̶̟̇͜ ̶̬̼̓Ļ̴̻͆Ḙ̵̍A̵̫͆Ṿ̸̢̂̽E̷̳̒ ̴̪̰͌̈M̸̮̓͋E̴̱̙̍ ̴̼̟̄̏A̷͈̫͊̋L̸̹̰̒͝Ơ̸͙̱N̴̰̮͗͋E̸͚͎̚

#“NO LEAVE ME ALONE”#wow #hes #so well #and fine #hastur #king in yellow

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