That One Sinner

||I'm going to hell but I'll have fun before then!|| ||I'm sorry for the tonal whiplash you're about to receive|| ||He/They||

[man1c-man1a]

“Sorry if that was tmi” Dude I’d fuck you if you were too lazy to do it yourself.

[mournfulroses]

Izumi Shikibu, from a poem featured in Japanese Poetic Diaries; The Diary of Izumi Shikibu

[swagdogfag]

the idea of teasing someone with the tip of my cock, having them ass up for me, waiting to be fucked. leaning over their worthless body so my dick presses against their hole, whispering how much of a slut they are. having them say my name over and over just begging for me to tear them apart, making them describe what they want done to them. laughing at them and teasing them for being so pathetic. mid beg, i shove myself into them, folding over their hips and holding their head down as they scream my name

[lucifersfate]

I'm actually such a sucker for just slightly condescending tones. Yeah make me admit how much I missed you. I'm easy

[youronlyayven]

when a boy has literally any accent different than mine 🤤🤤🤤

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

If I'm cursed to never have any of the people I ever want, can god at least take my deep yearning to be loved and wanted back? If deep and personal friendships are all I'm deserving of, take my need for romance. I'm begging you, it's killing me.

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

I just kind of really want a hug rn. Like really want a hug

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

Slow, sleepy mornings where one of us crawls into the others bed. Sleepy cuddles and kisses.

Someone gets a little handsy.

Needily grinding ourselves against each other, eyes still barely open. A hand slips below the waistband of the others pajama pants.

We fall back asleep after we finish. We are late to our morning obligations. It was worth it.

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

I get scared. Scared that I'll lose the people I so deeply care about because of my stupid fucking feelings.

I want to hug you and cry. Tell me it'll be okay. Please?

Except I'll never tell you, so it's okay. I'm big and grown, I can reassure myself.

[delusionalsadgirlyearning]

no matter how tight i hold you in my dreams you're still gone when i wake up

[r0ttedteeth]

anyone wanna kiss on the mouth in a gay way? no? ok. bye.

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

I want a goodbye kiss :(

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

I just want to nap in a pile with both of them. I have soft blankets...and lots of pillows...

I have stuffed animals too...weighted ones with cute faces...they have cute names..

I can put on a movie... and I'll wear only the softest pajamas...

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

...Have they considered that I wear multiple sizes above them...and that I really like seeing people wear my hoodies...because it means something that brings me so much comfort is also bringing them so much comfort...so by extention that's me bringing them comfort...

...

Hahah... have they considered I would reaaaaally like to see them in my sweatshirts..? They'd be big and comfortable and warm! Especially if they're coming right from my body...because I run warm...haha...

...I'm so fucked...

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

I'm going to go to shower while thinking about these idiots. I'll go to work thinking about these two idiots.

I really love these idiots. I think about them so much they've become a regular thought to me.

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

I wish I was more your type. I wish my hair was the color you liked. I wish I dressed in a way you thought was hot. Theres a lot of things I wish.

[godputmeheretowhoreitup]

"Are you offering?" Said in the cheeky 'I'm just fucking with you, I'm joking tone."

Which, yeah, I was joking, but I would not say no if that offer was a real one. You know if you ever wanted to consider it...