so i ascended

— as collected by magpie

[godresembled]

a saint without a god, every word a blasphemy

an indie rp blog featuring muses from various sources magpie — she/her — 30+ — cst slow activity — mutuals only — 21+ reply posts are queued

dead dove content warning: due to the muses written on this blog, there will be adult & triggering themes including but not limited to:

extremely toxic/unhealthy relationships, various kinks extremely large age gaps, sex (con, dubcon & noncon) incest (con & dubcon), self harm, eating disorders alcoholism, child abuse, brainwashing, body horror torture, violence, death, murder, fantasy slavery suicidal thoughts/ideation

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[stydixa]

If somebody gave me the choice right now of to never see you again or to marry you, I would marry you. BEFORE SUNRISE (1995) Dir. Richard Linklater

[dailyflicks]

The O.C. (2003—2007) 1.02 | The Model Home

[dogmetaphors]

THE O.C. | S01E01 "Premiere"

[margoterobbies]

ZENDAYA as RUE BENNETT in EUPHORIA | 3.01 "Ándale"

[dailyflicks]

THE MENU (2022) dir. Mark Mylod

[godresembled]

@iwassentodestroy asked ❝ { chase } ❞

"I'd give you to the count of ten, Leese, but I think we both know you don't need any kind of a head start," is the only countdown he gives her before he's closing in from across the room, intent on catching his target before she makes it past the door.

[marvelousmysteries]

Trust between them was still a new and fragile thing, so Aleksandra hesitated for a moment before asking her next question.

"Why didn't you? Kill me I mean... when we met? You could have, I was just another brainwashed widow to you." The memories of the actual fight was blurry at the edges, she was unsure what choices were her own and what was Dreykov's will.

[godresembled]

"What would benefit me from killing you?" she asks, leaning back into her seat. "What benefits me from not only letting you live, but helping you be free from HYDRA?"

An ally, of course, but also a little spider to keep an eye on, to see if anyone else was hunting after her. Whoever came after her would inevitably be someone that would only benefit Natasha by being plucked and removed.

[chains0flove]

“a  date  night  and  a  murder.  yes!  i  like  it.that's  the  best  idea  you've  had  all  year.”  mia  rubbed  her  hands  together  and  jumped  up  from  the  couch.  she  rifled  through  her  closet  and  changed  into  a  short,  form  fitting  dark  blue  dress.  then  ran  a  brush  through  her  hair  and  touched  up  her  makeup.  “how's  this?”  she  did  an  awkward  little  turn,  hands  on  her  hips.  “would  you  want  to  fuck  me  in  this?”

[godresembled]

"beats dinner and a movie." well, sometimes he might want dinner and a movie, when a week had drawn out entirely too long, but those were few and far between. while she changed he went ahead and got ready for the night too, though he was less concerned with looking enticing. he wouldn't be playing bait after all. turning around, he smirked as his eyes roved over her. "i'd even offer to buy you a drink beforehand."

[iwassentodestroy]

" That's cool too. For a long time I thought that one-night-stands were the best, but now I know that there are nothing compared to the feeling of being intimate with the person you love" she didn't want Bella to feel like she was being judged for not sleeping with some random strangers.

" You seem like a great person, I'm sure anyone would be very lucky to date you!"

[godresembled]

She's more than a little embarrassed to say that she's curious, now that they've come to her attention properly, how a one night stand might feel. But she couldn't think of anyone that she would have thought about that doing something like that with.

"I don't know, I don't know if.. It's hard to talk to people already, without thinking about something like that."

[chains0flove]

like  metal  to  his  magnet,  mia  returned  the  passionate  kiss,  tasting  the  blood  mixed  with  saliva.  she  yanked  jackson's  hair  back  aggressively  and  pulled  him  on  top  of  her  in  the  water.  her  thigh  wrapped  around  him  as  she  bit  down  on  his  lip.  “thought  you  said  we  couldn't  do  this  again.”

[godresembled]

grasping her thigh, he yanked her closer as he stepped forward to pin her between himself and the shower wall. "just don't try to drown me," it comes out closer to snarl than he meant to, voice deepening into a groan as copper filled his mouth.

[marvelousmysteries]

It had been a pithy quip, but his reply made her freeze.

Before taking down the Red Room, before getting accidentally dosed with antidote alongside a bunch of mind controlled widows who were trying to kill her, she hadn't remembered him, not like she did now.

She fought to swallow the sudden lump in her throat.

"... I think... we need to talk... privately."

[godresembled]

He sees the difference in her eyes now. Though he could not process it, he'd seen the lack of acknowledgement in her eyes in Odesa, and again when he'd been sent after Steve.

He wonders what she now thinks of him. Them.

With a nod he gestures for her to lead.

[sophie-baek]

OFF CAMPUS 1.06 "The Breakaway"

[noknowshame]

resurrected dead wife watching her own montage: wow I looked so hot in that

[cassmore]

BELLA MACLEAN for ELLE UK | Falling for Bella Maclean

[929]

Ever After — 1998 dir. Andy Tennant

[vitalphenomena]

DO YOU NEED ME FOR SOMETHING?

It unnerves and devastates Alicent in equal measure how instinctively Helaena asks this. How intimately she knows and earnestly believes that the only reason Helaena would have to seek her daughter out would be to bargain, or to ask for something.

"No, no, it isn't—"

"—I'm sorry, Helaena. I only worried about you, as I often do, as your mother, and I wondered if you'd been sleeping. Soundly."

[godresembled]

Helaena looks at her for a moment too long, seeing futures play out amongst the shades of brown in her eyes. Eyes that Helaena had spent so much of her childhood wishing she had inherited instead of the cold lilac of dragons.

Her lips curve upward into a small smile. "I know, mother. I am sleeping as soundly as I ever do." It's meant to be comforting, but she's never quite learned the gift of concealment that a high court requires.