If you're going through hell

Jeremy Edwards.Firefighter.Seventeen.Maine

[goingthroughell]

[goingthroughell]

Can someone just give me a chance?

Please.

[goingthroughell]

Confused

Just letting some feelings out, no need to read further....

I really do not know what to do. You are probably one of the most attractive girls I have ever met physically and your personality is to die for. I am confused about how I feel with you and I really like the way things currently are. Don't get me wrong I would love to be with you and be something possibly more but I am also scarred I will fuck stuff up between us if it did go further. Not that it will because you say you feel nothing like that towards me and I believe it because well we are just best friends. I really wish you felt more to be completely honest but I know I have no chance. I know that I will never be able to win you over. Its weird because I don't like you but at the same time I do, or really want to like you because I could actually see a future with you and I feel like we could really make each other happy in the future. You could do no wrong in my eyes which is kind of scary but at the same time I love it because I love you and I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I do not know what I would do if something even happened to you or us... I do not know where I would be in life without you and its a scary thought that things could change between us and we may have to part ways for a while or whatever. If I could actually express to you how I feel I would but I also know you would not like that. I know that you would probably get scared and honestly I am too and I do not know where it came from its just there. I wish it could be easier, I really do. but it won't be. Just wish you would look at me differently than you do, or at least try to. I think it could be something good for both of us.

[goingthroughell]

I'm in love with someone I don't even know.

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Via/Follow The Beauty of Words Blog

[goingthroughell]

Who do you miss and want to text

Well I guess I miss quite a but if people from my life how they used to be in it, but there is one individual that I would really like back in my life to stay and maybe this time won't leave

[goingthroughell]

Sometimes all I want to do is text you but I also know that is the last thing you'd ever want.

😐

[truck-company-fireman]

Reflection

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I think I may be starting to like you.

I hope I have a chance

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Oceanside Engines 249 (front) and 247 (rear) at a fire inside Oceanside Park

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In 1961, Leonid Rogozov, 27, was the only surgeon in the Soviet Antarctic Expedition. During the expedition, he felt severe pain in the stomach and had a high fever. Rogozov examined himself and discovered that his appendix was inflamed and could burst at any time. With a local anesthesia, he operated himself to remove the appendix. An engineer and a meteorologist assisted surgery.

WOW.

[realcertified-deactivated201204]

thug life,

[rastafari420]

this man was born with the most manliest of ballsacks

[j-popsicles]

That’s the most metal thing I’ve ever read in my entire life.

[thirst-empress-deactivated20170]

fucking russians….