HAPPY FUCKING DOOMSDAY.

ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ﹐𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐒. ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛᴀʟᴇ﹐ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ʙʏ ᴀɴ ɪᴅɪᴏᴛ﹣ ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ﹠ ʀɪɢʜᴛᴇᴏᴜs ғᴜʀʏ.. 𝑺𝑰𝑮𝑵𝑰𝑭𝒀𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮.

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* permanent interactions call : if you’d be alright with me dropping you starters every once in awhile, or would be alright with me invading your inbox with stuff either from prompts you reblogged or just at random, could you go ahead and give this a like? thank you!

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moved blogs because i needed a fresh start.

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moved blogs because i needed a fresh start.

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moved blogs because i needed a fresh start.

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moved blogs because i needed a fresh start.

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moved blogs because i needed a fresh start.

[peacemakr]

    * &  —  ❝   i may be a 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, but it turns out i’m actually a 𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑻𝑻𝒀 𝑫𝑨𝑴𝑵 𝑮𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑩𝑨𝑩𝒀𝑺𝑰𝑻𝑻𝑬𝑹.  ❞

indie + private 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐕𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐎𝐍 from 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 / penned by jay.

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spotify wrapped has arrived. send me a number from 1-100 for a starter based on that song, or a lyric from it, or send a 🎁 for me to shuffle.

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the man in the golden mask.

[usersukuna]

I’m not the only one wearing masks.

[lakeknot]

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 : 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. / feel free to change pronouns! 

❝ i’m well acquainted with the dead. ❞

❝ i would advise against that. ❞

❝ oh, for fucks sake .. isn’t anything private anymore? ❞

❝ no, i’m through with this. i said my goodbyes to all of you when i said them to __. ❞

❝ we never forgot about you, __. you ran away. you cut us off. ❞

❝ i’m not getting involved with you, or anyone else, ever again. ❞

❝ see? it’s like i’m not even here. same as it ever was. ❞

❝ ah, so it was you that dragged him into all this? ❞

❝ oh, there’s so much you people don’t know. ❞

❝ why are you here? ❞

❝ we don’t have to want the same thing to be on the same side. ❞

❝ it could’ve been different if i wasn’t so fucking blind. ❞

❝ everything’s true, except for all the lies. ❞

❝ so, trust me now? i’ll be there for you, __. all you have to do is call. ❞

❝ what happened to you? ❞

❝ i don’t break that easy. ❞

❝ well, that’s all pretty crazy, but .. at least you’re not. ❞

❝ great. crisis averted. ❞

❝ well shit .. i had a special surprise prepped and everything. ❞

❝ we can always .. tweak the rules a bit. ❞

❝ sound like fun? ‘course it does. ❞

❝ i love you so much. ❞

❝ i shouldn’t have kept you in the dark. ❞

❝ i didn’t come all this way for the sight seeing. ❞

❝ doesn’t sound like a problem to me. ❞

❝ no one can spy on us in here, it’s just you and me. ❞

❝ i’d never manage without your help. ❞

❝ well. you certainly caught me with my pants down. ❞

❝ i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to alarm you. ❞

❝ i find the thought terrifying .. spending eternity alone. ❞

❝ i’m glad we could have this conversation. ❞

❝ well. i never expected you to open up to me. ❞

❝ shh .. keep your voice down. ❞

❝ bless your heart .. and thank you kindly. ❞

❝ careful, contents are fragile. ❞

❝ me? i’m— i’m no exception. ❞

❝ but i wonder .. when you look death in her eye, will you blink? ❞

❝ —the fuck? ❞

❝ i’ve got the whole world in the palm of my hands. ❞

❝ and it wouldn’t have been possible without a boyscout like you. ❞

❝ what the hell did he do to you? ❞

❝ fuck you! ❞

❝ don’t you get it? we can speed this up or slow it down, but we cannot stop what we’ve started. ❞

❝ ‘cause all this? this is a done deal. ❞

❝ now come and get me. ❞

❝ well— we’ll pick this up when you’re done dying. ❞

❝ you gonna come through for me? ❞

❝ be careful. ❞

❝ you ready to end this? ❞

❝ you just don’t get it do you? ❞

❝ this was only ever gonna end one way. ❞

❝ you getting a little .. touchy-feely there. ❞

❝ too bad you didn’t stop shit. ❞

❝ well get on with it. ❞

❝ guess i left a lasting impression. ❞

❝ this time you’re the one who’s going to break. ❞

❝ honey, you ain’t nothing but damaged goods. ❞

❝ what took you so long? ❞

❝ we’re square. nothing owed. nothing left to say. ❞

❝ you’re right. i never gave a shit about this place. i have no ties to anyone or anything but you. ❞

❝ you’re in no condition to do this. ❞

❝ ‘cause it was hard enough keeping my own shit together. ❞

❝ killing you would be a terrible mistake. i know that better than anyone. ❞

❝ you can’t stop the inevitable. ❞

❝ you can either end it with dignity. quick, clean and in a flash— or you can struggle in vain, knowing full well what’s waiting come the finish. ❞

❝ i’m here for you, always .. like you were for me. ❞

❝ a gun won’t help you here, but it still has a role to play. ❞

❝ i can’t go with you. all i can do is try to spare you the worst. ❞

❝ if i had just done my job none of this would have happened.. but i— i couldn’t take it anymore. i got so tired of waiting, and i figured that no one would blame me if i just got it all over with. ❞

❝ sounds like hell. ❞

❝ even if we aren’t together, we will always be connected. ❞

❝ you have no idea how long i’ve been waiting to give you a hug. ❞

❝ i don’t expect you to forgive me, but would you hear me out? ❞

❝ i did it for her.. because i loved her with all my heart. she was everything to me. everything. ❞

❝ there is no atoning for what i’ve done. ❞

❝ if you’re not scared of death, how can you value life? and life is pretty fucking fragile right now. ❞

❝ thanks for everything. ❞

❝ doesn’t mean there’s a place for me. i’ve got no ties to anyone or anything.. i might as well be dead. ❞

❝ everything i touch, i lose. ❞

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> Jun’s FtM Top Surgery Fund !

This is probably a bit  out of left field, since I’ve always struggled with talking about my transness — I’ve been stealth and trying to stay that way, both offline and online, for as long as I remember (almost six years now). But I’ve recently been trying to learn to be more comfortable with my identity, and to open up enough to ask for help! Call this a first step to that :)

Since 15, when I first started identifying as FtM, I knew that top surgery was part of my long term plan. There wasn’t any question about it. Figuring out who I was after a lifetime of being raised as a woman and being conditioned to ignore any question about gender or sexuality in a severely conservative, patriarchal, misogynist/sexist, and anti-LGBT family community meant that I finally understood what gender dysphoria was, and how severely it had impacted my life and mental health from youth.

It wasn’t possible for me to ever undergo top surgery whilst living home. I wasn’t even able to come out at home or to speak to most anyone about my identity for the longest time. That being said, the friends I made here on Tumblr have been a huge part of my growth as a person, and so many of you helped me explore my identity over the years. In the end, it was several close, wonderful friends of mine who encouraged me and helped me every step of the way in leaving and cutting off contact with an emotionally abusive family who were more ready to (and did) liken transgender and homosexual people to nuclear weapons than to ever accept me. If there’s a place I feel comfortable sharing my experiences, it’s online, with the communities that have taught me so much about myself, helped me to embrace my identity, and supported me when it comes to just being me!

I’ve been on T for over a year at this point — all paid for on my own! — and I mostly pass. All that’s left to do is to chop the top (if you know what I… well. I mean. yeah you do lol)! That’s where I find myself stuck. Because I no longer have any financial support, and all of my savings and income from work are going to have to go into my current medical care — since I have no insurance and can’t afford any — my rent (about 1.5k USD for just a room, thanks San Francisco), putting whatever I possibly can into putting me through university for the next few years, and just eating/surviving, I can’t put anything into it on my own. I’m hoping a GoFundMe is the way to go so that I can get this done before I leave the country this winter or early next spring!

I have a consultation on 19 November with my surgeon, and I know the cost of the place that I’m getting surgery at is about 10k out of pocket for the surgery.

Any amount of donation would be amazing, and I’d super appreciate reblogs! I’ve posted it on Twitter as well, and any retweets there would be amazing as well. 😭

GoFundMe link: https://gf.me/u/y49ksa Paypal: https://paypal.me/keiannr, or [email protected] Twitter link: https://twitter.com/MYSTIK_2/status/1317742285883240450 

I can’t ever give back what the friends I’ve made on here have given me and continue to give me in so many ways. The only thing I can say in thanks to any support is to please feel free to slip into my DMs for pics of my kittens <33

고마워 !!

[mxgicdave]

rockabye baby

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pat pat pat pat

he’s such an idiot ..  

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yo, props to people who can write stuff every single day. i don’t know how yall do it but i aspire to be like you.