πππππ πππππππππ : π¬ππ§πππ§ππ π¬πππ«πππ«π¬. / feel free to change pronouns!Β
β iβm well acquainted with the dead. β
β i would advise against that. β
β oh, for fucks sake .. isnβt anything private anymore? β
β no, iβm through with this. i said my goodbyes to all of you when i said them to __. β
β we never forgot about you, __. you ran away. you cut us off. β
β iβm not getting involved with you, or anyone else, ever again. β
β see? itβs like iβm not even here. same as it ever was. β
β ah, so it was you that dragged him into all this? β
β oh, thereβs so much you people donβt know. β
β why are you here? β
β we donβt have to want the same thing to be on the same side. β
β it couldβve been different if i wasnβt so fucking blind. β
β everythingβs true, except for all the lies. β
β so, trust me now? iβll be there for you, __. all you have to do is call. β
β what happened to you? β
β i donβt break that easy. β
β well, thatβs all pretty crazy, but .. at least youβre not. β
β great. crisis averted. β
β well shit .. i had a special surprise prepped and everything. β
β we can always .. tweak the rules a bit. β
β sound like fun?Β βcourse it does. β
β i love you so much. β
β i shouldnβt have kept you in the dark. β
β i didnβt come all this way for the sight seeing. β
β doesnβt sound like a problem to me. β
β no one can spy on us in here, itβs just you and me. β
β iβd never manage without your help. β
β well. you certainly caught me with my pants down. β
β iβm sorry, i didnβt mean to alarm you. β
β i find the thought terrifying .. spending eternity alone. β
β iβm glad we could have this conversation. β
β well. i never expected you to open up to me. β
β shh .. keep your voice down. β
β bless your heart .. and thank you kindly. β
β careful, contents are fragile. β
β me? iβmβ iβm no exception. β
β but i wonder .. when you look death in her eye, will you blink? β
β iβve got the whole world in the palm of my hands. β
β and it wouldnβt have been possible without a boyscout like you. β
β what the hell did he do to you? β
β donβt you get it? we can speed this up or slow it down, but we cannot stop what weβve started. β
β βcause all this? this is a done deal. β
β now come and get me. β
β wellβ weβll pick this up when youβre done dying. β
β you gonna come through for me? β
β you ready to end this? β
β you just donβt get it do you? β
β this was only ever gonna end one way. β
β you getting a little .. touchy-feely there. β
β too bad you didnβt stop shit. β
β well get on with it. β
β guess i left a lasting impression. β
β this time youβre the one whoβs going to break. β
β honey, you ainβt nothing but damaged goods. β
β what took you so long? β
β weβre square. nothing owed. nothing left to say. β
β youβre right. i never gave a shit about this place. i have no ties to anyone or anything but you. β
β youβre in no condition to do this. β
β βcause it was hard enough keeping my own shit together. β
β killing you would be a terrible mistake. i know that better than anyone. β
β you canβt stop the inevitable. β
β you can either end it with dignity. quick, clean and in a flashβ or you can struggle in vain, knowing full well whatβs waiting come the finish. β
β iβm here for you, always .. like you were for me. β
β a gun wonβt help you here, but it still has a role to play. β
β i canβt go with you. all i can do is try to spare you the worst. β
β if i had just done my job none of this would have happened.. but iβ i couldnβt take it anymore. i got so tired of waiting, and i figured that no one would blame me if i just got it all over with. β
β sounds like hell. β
β even if we arenβt together, we will always be connected. β
β you have no idea how long iβve been waiting to give you a hug. β
β i donβt expect you to forgive me, but would you hear me out? β
β i did it for her.. because i loved her with all my heart. she was everything to me. everything. β
β there is no atoning for what iβve done. β
β if youβre not scared of death, how can you value life? and life is pretty fucking fragile right now. β
β thanks for everything. β
β doesnβt mean thereβs a place for me. iβve got no ties to anyone or anything.. i might as well be dead. β
β everything i touch, i lose. β
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