๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ : ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ. / feel free to change pronouns!ย
โ iโm well acquainted with the dead. โ
โ i would advise against that. โ
โ oh, for fucks sake .. isnโt anything private anymore? โ
โ no, iโm through with this. i said my goodbyes to all of you when i said them to __. โ
โ we never forgot about you, __. you ran away. you cut us off. โ
โ iโm not getting involved with you, or anyone else, ever again. โ
โ see? itโs like iโm not even here. same as it ever was. โ
โ ah, so it was you that dragged him into all this? โ
โ oh, thereโs so much you people donโt know. โ
โ why are you here? โ
โ we donโt have to want the same thing to be on the same side. โ
โ it couldโve been different if i wasnโt so fucking blind. โ
โ everythingโs true, except for all the lies. โ
โ so, trust me now? iโll be there for you, __. all you have to do is call. โ
โ what happened to you? โ
โ i donโt break that easy. โ
โ well, thatโs all pretty crazy, but .. at least youโre not. โ
โ great. crisis averted. โ
โ well shit .. i had a special surprise prepped and everything. โ
โ we can always .. tweak the rules a bit. โ
โ sound like fun?ย โcourse it does. โ
โ i love you so much. โ
โ i shouldnโt have kept you in the dark. โ
โ i didnโt come all this way for the sight seeing. โ
โ doesnโt sound like a problem to me. โ
โ no one can spy on us in here, itโs just you and me. โ
โ iโd never manage without your help. โ
โ well. you certainly caught me with my pants down. โ
โ iโm sorry, i didnโt mean to alarm you. โ
โ i find the thought terrifying .. spending eternity alone. โ
โ iโm glad we could have this conversation. โ
โ well. i never expected you to open up to me. โ
โ shh .. keep your voice down. โ
โ bless your heart .. and thank you kindly. โ
โ careful, contents are fragile. โ
โ me? iโmโ iโm no exception. โ
โ but i wonder .. when you look death in her eye, will you blink? โ
โ iโve got the whole world in the palm of my hands. โ
โ and it wouldnโt have been possible without a boyscout like you. โ
โ what the hell did he do to you? โ
โ donโt you get it? we can speed this up or slow it down, but we cannot stop what weโve started. โ
โ โcause all this? this is a done deal. โ
โ now come and get me. โ
โ wellโ weโll pick this up when youโre done dying. โ
โ you gonna come through for me? โ
โ you ready to end this? โ
โ you just donโt get it do you? โ
โ this was only ever gonna end one way. โ
โ you getting a little .. touchy-feely there. โ
โ too bad you didnโt stop shit. โ
โ well get on with it. โ
โ guess i left a lasting impression. โ
โ this time youโre the one whoโs going to break. โ
โ honey, you ainโt nothing but damaged goods. โ
โ what took you so long? โ
โ weโre square. nothing owed. nothing left to say. โ
โ youโre right. i never gave a shit about this place. i have no ties to anyone or anything but you. โ
โ youโre in no condition to do this. โ
โ โcause it was hard enough keeping my own shit together. โ
โ killing you would be a terrible mistake. i know that better than anyone. โ
โ you canโt stop the inevitable. โ
โ you can either end it with dignity. quick, clean and in a flashโ or you can struggle in vain, knowing full well whatโs waiting come the finish. โ
โ iโm here for you, always .. like you were for me. โ
โ a gun wonโt help you here, but it still has a role to play. โ
โ i canโt go with you. all i can do is try to spare you the worst. โ
โ if i had just done my job none of this would have happened.. but iโ i couldnโt take it anymore. i got so tired of waiting, and i figured that no one would blame me if i just got it all over with. โ
โ sounds like hell. โ
โ even if we arenโt together, we will always be connected. โ
โ you have no idea how long iโve been waiting to give you a hug. โ
โ i donโt expect you to forgive me, but would you hear me out? โ
โ i did it for her.. because i loved her with all my heart. she was everything to me. everything. โ
โ there is no atoning for what iโve done. โ
โ if youโre not scared of death, how can you value life? and life is pretty fucking fragile right now. โ
โ thanks for everything. โ
โ doesnโt mean thereโs a place for me. iโve got no ties to anyone or anything.. i might as well be dead. โ
โ everything i touch, i lose. โ
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