never a lovely so real

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living in america is really something

[perfectnarrator]

Paul Klee

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[semiotextiana]

Emotional release at last. i cannot believe this past year. Unimaginable levels of frustration with myself. Went back to look through my fragmented ass unhelpful, scattered, routinely forgotten or never to be written notes that I can never appreciate, feel adequate about or get some release out of and found some notes from some of the darkest days and they broke my heart. And those are just the days you find words. I detest feeling sorry for myself and I do it all the time. I detest not being real and I do it all the time. it’s scary how long it can take to get your emotions back. Life is always late. existing is running behind but feeling is being alive.

[fatartappreciation]

Nude With Camera. Rimbun Dahan 3 (2014) by Myanmar artist Sandar Khaing

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[artslutsstuff]

The blood of a poet, (dir. Jean Cocteau)

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[cosmicbacklog]

Elephant seal flipper

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Later lisbon 🍷