sometimes it’s just not worth preserving falsehood.
if the line was a problem with you or your boyfriend - you could have been honest a looooong time ago. instead of constantly, purposefully throwing him in your “friend’s” face who’s nothing but happy for the two of you. who’s never told you anything otherwise unlike some you’ve chosen to actually keep company in your life. i knew this would happen but for some reason i chose to trust you anyways, believe in you anyways. nothing with you was ever an open door, conversation’s dead before they started ‘cause being real with me was never important to you. no more weird vibes and not understanding why. no more trying to figure it out. no longer convinced we ever really had a friendship to start. no longer under even the mildest impression there were once feelings, only the right broken people can be loved. the convenient.
no longer a needed filler psuedorelationship. no longer a crutch to fill your loneliness when you needed it. how you’ve been acting for 6 months or longer - this is how you’ve treated me now whether you realize it or not. not at all like we were ever friends. i won’t bother texting this, it’ll make no difference. you won’t even notice that i’ve gone.
you’ll find this too late or never. none of it matters. i’m just someone you used to know.
a temporary stand in. a temporary person.
i cared.
the end.
