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2014--still

We will meet again little one, wait for us in Jannah, InsyAllah, you will call onto your mother's name, and we will rejoice, and everything will be perfect, and happy, with no pain, only joy, only joy, only joy.

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Missing the comfort of my mom's, when she was better, when she can still walk without any help, when without pain. How I wish I was 13 again, shopping shoes with mom, eating out, waiting for the train at 9pm every weekend. I've taken her for granted, taken those times for granted and I found myself craving for it even more when I'm a mom. I need her still, to nurture me. God, make her better. 

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Little Women (1994)

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I wish to console my dear sister right now. 

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2nd time around

Ya Allah, I am so tired, of puking my brains out, of feeling nauseous, I miss hanging out with my little one. I am just.so.so.tired.

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"Gatsby looked at Daisy in a way that every young girl wanted to be looked at."

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Aitch

Beautiful Us

Via

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We'll do what we've always done Shut our eyes and hope for the best NO! We're gonna face this And step out onto the tracks Stare it right in the face THOU SHALL NOT PASS!- Juggernauts, Enter Shikari

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Allahumma innaka ‘afuwun tuhibul ‘afwa fa’fu ‘annee! O Allah You are the Most Forgiving, You Love to Forgive, So Forgive me!

We are well into the last 10 days already…Alhamdulillah tonight is the 24th night of Ramadan. To echo Shaykh Omar Suleiman one should not look for the night of power just on the odd nights but on every night Insh’Allah and plead with Allah Azza Wa Jal to forgive us!

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When you forget that you need Allah, He puts you in a situation that causes you to call upon Him. And that’s for your own good.

Omar Suleiman (via islamicrays)

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Dua and Rain Animation

Originally found on: muslimahbyheart

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Tabahkan hati kami menempuh setiap satu dugaan yang Engkau beri..

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My name is Jane. Plain. Jane.

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Facial expression exploration

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part of me wants to live in a home where i can easily cook with built in cabinets and all, but a part of me don't really feel like travelling for 40 mins just to get to the office.

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The Big Bang Theory 

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I just want to see how much I’ve grown

I just want to see how much I’ve grown

1) I used to really love Duta SO7, always compare my bfs to him.

2) I avoided eating meat in burgers at all cost, coz i was afraid of the fat.

3) I hate the radio

4) I have had issues with my mum for as long as I can remember

5) I used to be fat. Not fat fat, just a bit on the sluggish side. Tsk2.

6) Used to love walking in the sun, every single evening, with my bestfriend Ila, just to pick a drink at 7e. And then walk summore til 7pm. Two hours of walking and drunked from too much sugar. Every single day for 5 years. She coloured my highschool years, that girl.

7) My dad never let us skip school unless we’re really very sick so there was this time where I was feeling a little desperate so I took a walk in the rain , went home, covered my body with toothpaste and sat under the aircond, and then took a shower for an hour JUST TO GET SICK. And still I didnt get any cold :( so had to go to school the next morning. My immune system was pretty amazing back then.

8) I love the thought of being in love. Had my first real bf when I was 15, fall in love with another boy when I was 16, got broken so bad at 18, swinging for 2 years and found my husband.

2011

1) I still think Duta’s cute but I prefer healthier guys.

2)Still avoiding meat, unless it’s mum’s.

3)Still hate the radio

4) No issues with mum nemore.

5)Not fat (I think). A miracle happened when I turned 20. I lost all my baby fat!!!!!!

6) Stopped walking after we got our license. But still hangout, Ila’s my homegirl, forever baby.

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8)Still love love. I love being in love. Takkan stop.

2014

1) Don't really have the time to think about Duta S07 anymore. 

2)Crazy for meat. I now have the ability to wolf down a whole whooper burger, with fries too.  ;)

3)Still hate the radio. It's getting worse and worse, it will never get better. But BFM on the other hand, they play nice tunes though.

4) No issues with mum nemore. Now that I'm a mom, i go to her for advice.

5) Because of weaning, my weight is starting to pile back on, hahhaha 

6) Me and Ila? we hang if we have the time, she's getting married this august and I know nothing about it. Friends drift apart, I get that a lot. 

7)i skip work whenever my baby;s sick. boss is cool liddat.

8)Still love love. I love being in love. Aside from my husband, my heart has been taken by a 2 year old monster whom I called Ali, he is forever walking with my heart on his hand, in his soul and in his mind.