Ramblings of The FreestWolf…
3.1415…
Today I have been awake. I mean I remembered things that I had forgotten about myself. I had forgotten about powers and secrets of the universe that make life all the more exiting. Life in the physical 3D world is normal with nourishment and shelter. Life in the abstract has been enlightening. I have come to the realization that what many believe is a permanent state of awakening it’s more like a pendulum. As much as we believe that we are heavily acquainted with who we are and what is happening at all times from our subjective human perspective the truth can’t be farther from that. Our wake perception of reality is under the influence of more than just neuro-chemicals, a circadian rhythm, and exterior influences. So many times we play along with the script and completely forget our purpose in general. Awaken reality it’s like a regular dream/nightmare. A dream in which we are thrown into a random situation and we react to it as in an improv sketch. Many people wake up and don’t even know what day it is until they look at their mobile device. From there, they act accordingly to data prompts firing in their brain about who they are, where they have to go and how much time they have left to get there. All of this can happen almost completely without the assistance of the cerebral cortex. The reptilian brain alone can take the mortal body thru the morning routine and “you” have been completely absent the whole time. Where were you?
Have you ever wandered into a room and forgot what you went there to get/do? A lot of people talk about this experience only to replace it with a juxtaposed explanation. The reality is that we went there (And I mean “we” The reptilian brain (brain stem) and “us” the cerebral cortex went there, but once we got there out of impulse (routininstic behavior tied to survival instinct) the cerebral cortex fired up (he only shows up for the rewards), but there is no reward; no icecream, no man cave, no radio, no art… the body (reptilian brain) is always active, the but the conscious brain comes and goes as it pleases “daydreaming”.
It’s like we come awake when the reptilian brain is not enough to get us there (reward/solution). But where are we? Where are we supposed to go? Where are we now in correlation to our destination? This are the things that a prefrontal cortex burdens itself with.