Hello, I found your blog i think last month (?) and I fell in love with your writings. So when i just discovered that you're posting again it really made me happy. And then seeing that you won your battle made me even happier. I hope you're feeling good and enjoying life. Wishing you the best, take care! <3
that is so so so so sweet these positive vibes have been so overwhelming! Can’t wait to write more for all of you, it brings me so much joy to write fanfics and even more joy to know you all like them too :) Thank you again so much ad it means the universe to me
I have had more requests for this series than anything else. I already have a few of the members done (check my master list) I will be finishing the rest very soon. Feels so good to be back
~JJ
his original crush on you would have been hella obvious
sticking to you like glue
constantly complimenting you
work out dates
always making sure you have organic groceries
checking if you’re getting enough rest
you making sure he takes care of himself
knowing he pushes himself too hard sometimes
Back hugs
both getting scared of the bugs
“No you kill it!!”
lifting you a little off the ground when he hugs you
being the person who can calm him down
Cooking for you
peppering kisses all over you
never being afraid to hold your hand in public
or to put his arm around you in front of others
straight up just showing you off
“Look at the love of my life! Just look at how amazing you are”
being your number one fan
supporting your every dream
never making you feel like you’re shooting too far
Holding your face in his hands
Telling you he loves you every minute
of every day
hot chocolate dates
walking by the river
stargazing
Being devasted when he has to travel away from you
him being even more devastated
hot, heavy kisses when he comes back from tour
lifting you into the hug where you wrap your legs around him
sex in the craziest positions
putting those muscles to work ;)
making sure the other members know you guys are going hard
teaching you how to fence
play-fencing all the time
him needing lots of attention from you
playing his solo songs around the house all the time
him being low key embarrassed about it
but high key loving it
rarely fighting
only fighting about how he feels insecure
telling him he is your world
telling him that he is too hard on himself
you both wondering how you got so lucky
fitspo couple
making you feel perfect
playing his JYP audition tape to embarrass him
cuddling very close together at night
him being the best big spoon ever
having so many new friends thanks to him
recognizing that he is like a ray of sunshine in everyone’s lives
having deep talks when he’s having a bad day
tanning on the beach
“See that guy? I’m seriously so much better looking, right?”
swimming
JAMMING in the car together
Getting your favorite flowers delivered to you all the time
Chingus~ I’m alive. I posted about how I was ill but I’m better now and ready to take on fanfic again.
~JJ
[part 1] [part 2] [part 3]
Before you knew it had already been a week in the dorm. A couple of days ago Yugyeom and BamBam went on vacation together in Thailand. Leaving you, Mark, Jackson, Jinyoung, and Jaebum in the house (and Youngjae whenever he’d stop by from his hyung’s apartment). You had actually spent a lot of time with Youngjae since he introduced you to some people the same age as (and you love his dog Coco). You and Jackson went for dinner with Jinyoung a few times and it was becoming pretty natural to call him Oppa since he was being so nice to you all the time. To you, it seemed the attraction you felt with Jaebum had disappeared on his part. You sighed at the thought unsure if it was due to disappointment or relief. You had exchanged fleeting sentiments and small nods at each other but it seemed like he just saw you as another person in the house.
“Hey ____-ah” Jackson slinked his arm around you and pulled you close to him. “Hi Oppa” You smiled at him but his face was filled with a sad seriousness. “What’s wrong?” “I know I said I would be free this whole month but there are a couple of big tv shows in Hong Kong that want me to visit…and the company really want me to go. But I wanted to ask you first.” You felt your heart wrench a little, but there was a desperation in Jackson’s eyes. You knew that look, it was fueled by his desire to succeed. “Of course you can go. No, you HAVE to go. I won’t let you stay here just because of me” “I don’t deserve a sister like you.” You smiled through the subtle hurt as Jackson wrapped both arms around you in a tight squeeze. “When do you leave?” You muffled into his arms. “Tonight. They had the tickets booked already. Just needed you’re approval or I wasn’t going anywhere.” “So soon?” He looked apologetic and nodded.
Jackson informed the others this morning after talking to his sister this morning. He assembled everyone in his room, “Hey guys I’m going to Hong Kong probably for the rest of the month. So take care of my sister okay?” Mark shot Jaebum and Jinyoung stern glances. “I’ll know if you don’t anyway. Hopefully, I’ll be back to help her move into her new apartment.” Youngjae shifted uncomfortably as he noticed Jaebum and Jinyoung’s knowing expressions “Don’t worry about it seun-ah, we will make sure she’s comfortable.” Jinyoung said resting his hand Jackson’s back. “I know you will. Thank you.” Jackson said giving Jinyoung a warm glance. “Hey, you behave around her. She’s a gentle young woman.” Jackson said jokingly chiding Jaebum as he left. A grin appearing on Jinyoung’s face. The boys filed out of the room, she was sitting on the couch watching as they spilled into the living room. “Having a secret meeting without me?” She said laughing, the way her smile slowly tugged at both corners could drive anyone crazy. “No just telling them to be perfect gentlemen when I’m gone. Come ______-ah, I have to take you out tonight before I leave” Jackson said as he grabbed his sister by the wrist pulling her to the door. She waved goodbye as Jackson ushered her to put on shoes, and soon they were both out the door. The boys split off into their individual rooms, and Youngjae followed after Mark.
“God Dammit” Mark said running his hand through his hair and putting his palms to his temples. He and Youngjae were sitting in his room. “We won’t be able to stop them now hyung.” Youngjae said worriedly “I mean I could try to get her to spend time with my friends…” Mark cut him off finishing the sentiment “With Jackson gone those two will do everything to spend time with her. You know that.” Youngjae looked down at his feet not saying a word.
“Fuck.” Jaebum said as he collapsed onto his bed and stared up at his ceiling. Well game on. Jaebum thought to himself half smirking. He thought about the ways he could show to _____ that he likes her. He knew that the last week he had been distant but how could he get close. She was always with Youngjae or Jackson. Jinyoung had the unfair advantage of being Jackson’s age and tagging along, but now… wait. Youngjae. Jaebum knew that making sure Youngjae didn’t take more of her time was part of the key. But how?
“Fuck.” Jinyoung muttered to himself as he closed the door of his room. Jaebum hyung has a better chance than ever. He thought as he paced around. With Jackson gone Jinyoung had no way of hanging out with _______ casually. “Unless…” Jinyoung thought to himself who is the person she spent the most time with other than Jackson…Youngjae. He sat on the edge of his bed and held his chin in his hands. Is he an asset or a liability?
“You know that I’m sorry right?” Jackson said looking at you. “How could I not know, you’ve said it like 5 times since we’ve sat down” You half laughed picking at what was left on your dinner plate. You were sad that your brother wouldn’t get to spend as much time together in this first month, but Korea was your home now too, and there would be plenty of time to hang out in the future. “Jackson-ah” One of the GOT7 managers tapped him on the shoulder. “We should leave, don’t want to be late for your flight” The manager looked at you apologetically and you gave an understanding look back. “How will _____-ah get home?” The manager rubbed his forehead, indicating clearly he never thought of the fact you needed to get back at the dorm. “let me make a call” The manager picked up his phone and you watched as he shook the phone I frustration trying to use a whispered yell to speak to the other line. He eventually hung up and sighed looking at Jackson “The other manager has been out drinking with his friends. Can’t your sister take a taxi, we’re going to be late” Jackso glared “No. I need to know she is with someone I trust. We need to drive her back or I-” “okay, okay” The manager raising his hands to tell Jackson to calm down “A while ago we gave Jinyoung a key to the other manager’s van. I’ll text him to pick you up.” The manager said looking back at you. “Wait, wait you gave him a key! But you said that we weren’t allowed to-” Jackson’s was whining cut off by the manager's frustrated sigh “He’s only to use it in special circumstances, which this would be.
Jinyoung had been reading for the last couple hours, trying to relax after Jackson’s announcement this afternoon but he couldn’t concentrate. My plan to involve Youngjae could backfire, but at the same time- His phone began to ring as he plotted, why is the manager calling me? “Hello hyung” The manager’s voice was full of hurry. “Jinyoung-ah I need you to use the key to the other manager’s van so you can come here and pick up ______-ah. I don’t have time Jackson is going to be late for the flight.” A smile crept onto Jinyoung’s face like wildfire setting the forest aflame. “I’m on my way.” “Great I’ll text you the address” The call ended and Jinyoung grabbed his wallet, jacket, and shoes with military efficiency. He made a beeline for the door not noticing Mark and Youngjae’s stare as he walked with quickened steps through the dorm. He barely could register them calling out asking where he was going. He punched the code into the small vault the manager’s had in the dorm grabbing the keys to the van. “Where you going?” Jaebum blocked Jinyoung as he left the corner where the vault was and headed for the front door. “I’m really in a rush hyung. My friends are waiting for me.” Jaebum rolled his eyes and was about to step out of the way when he noticed the key ring hanging from Jinyoung’s finger. “And what’s that?” He said raising his eyebrow “My friend left it here.” Jinyoung ran out the door, getting into the van as quickly as possible. I’m on my way _____-ah. He thought happily.
The dorm was filled with general confusion. “What’s up with him?” Jaebum asked Mark and Youngjae who were playing video games. Both gave unknowing shrugs and Jaebum shifted his attention to the view outside the window. His attention was grabbed as he watched the manager van screech out of the lot and speed into the dark. Was that…? That mother fuc-
“Sorry if I took too long.” Jinyoung said smiling as he meets you on the corner of the street. You should’ve waited inside you’ll get cold. “No oppa, you didn’t but almost though,” you said laughing “Hey it’s also June it doesn’t get that cold” You say hitting his arm lightly. “Hey, if you get sick Jackson will kill us all.” He said extending a cardigan out to you. You took it, pretty thankful since the sun has set long ago and a breeze was starting to settle in. “I was thinking about having ice cream when I was in the dorm so I hope you don’t mind if we stop for some before we go back,” Jinyoung said holding your purse as you put your arms through the cardigan’s sleeves. “Yeah I don’t mind, thank you for picking me up by the way” “Anytime,” He said as he ruffled your hair. You were so comfortable around Jinyoung and you knew that he would make it easier even though Jackson left.
You walked into the ice cream store which wasn’t very far from where Jinyoung parked the van. “What did you want?” Jinyoung said still staring at the menu “Oh, I shouldn’t I just ate so much and I feel bad you already picked me up-” “Okay then you treat me” He said lightly bumping you with his shoulder. You smiled because you actually liked that idea a lot. “Okay! then I’ll get strawberry shaved ice.” “Just make it a large and we can share,” Jinyoung said as he went to get a table. The two of you ate dessert for almost 2 hours, you could tell Jinyoung was trying hard to make sure you didn’t think about your brother leaving for the next few weeks. He was doing a great job actually, and you were having one of the best nights since you came to Korea. “We should go. It’s getting late.” He slinked his arm around you and though it didn’t feel awkward you could feel the blush rising in your cheeks. All you could manage was to nod your head and smile back at him, his face closer to yours than it had ever been.
“He cheated! He lied!” Jaebum said hitting the wall with the palm of his hand, fuming with anger. “hyung calm down” Youngjae pleaded trying to get a hold of his wrists. “Get a grip. You don’t know the situation. Maybe he needed the van for something else.” Mark said remaining as collected as he could. The next couple hours were spent with Mark and Youngjae getting Jaebum to come out of his jealous fury. “Youngjae you have to stay here. You can’t keep me alone with those two.” Mark said, Youngjae nodded agreeance. “He knows the rule. We don’t hang out alone unless she asks.” Jaebum said lamenting from the couch “Yah!” Mark raised his voice for the first time for the night “You’re the one who asked her to go grocery shopping and then made breakfast with her and wanted her to call you oppa. Actually, this whole thing was your idea. I don’t know why you can’t leave things alone” Jaebum replied snarkily, “She asked Jinyoung to cook first and he asked me to help her, which I don’t understand okay…I just capitalized.” “Do you hear yourself? She’s a person, not a toy.” Mark stormed off angrily. “I know that. It’s hard to explain” Jaebum said as Mark walked away, not even loud enough for him to hear. He was mostly saying it to himself.
The keypad to the door unlocked and Jinyoung walked through the doorway with his arm around ______’s shoulders. “You should get some rest.” He said sending her off to Jackson’s room which just off-shooted down the hallway. She caught a glimpse of Youngjae and Jaebum in the living room and sleepily waved goodnight to them.
Jinyoung sat knowingly across from Jaebum. “Okay let’s talk” Jaebum bubbled with anger but kept it inside because he knew she would be able to hear if he spoke too loud “why?” Jinyoung smiled “Because you owe me one, I said you could cook breakfast with her the other day. Not go on an excursion.” Jinyoung sounded so matter of fact it confused Jaebum. Jinyoung continued “I can’t cook. I wasn’t lying when I told her that. I didn’t want her to see a flaw in me. I knew that sure I was giving you time with her, but my plan was to hang out in the kitchen and sabotage your cooking if I’m telling the truth. But you ended up going on this whole trip with her…so you owed me one.” Jaebum and Youngjae’s mouths were agape at Jinyoung’s devious and brilliant plan. It’s just too bad it didn’t work. “We’re even now. So don’t take it too personally.” Jinyoung said as he got up and walked to his room.
Over the last year I have been battling a lung tumor. And finally I can say that I have won that battle. Writing fanfic was an escape from the pain and loneliness of having a life threatening condition. It allowed me to escape and be in the world I wanted to be. But for awhile my tumor made my health worse to the point writing got hard for me. Now that I am tumor free I will try to write more. But know now that I will be living my best life. And hope to share that with all my fellow ahgases <3 saranghae -JJ
YOUR GIRL IS BACK FROM THE DEAD (KIND OF). SO I was dealing some health issues and was hospitalized for a few months but I’m back. I won’t be able to write more fics for a few weeks. But I’ll be starting reactions and scenarios again soon. That’s waiting and I love you all.
Lmao, I feel so embarrased because I just saw the date of your last ''friend, family, feelings'' aaah~ it got me so excited. Anyways, JJ I hope you are having a happy life and you are not skipping your meals
Thanks for your concern! I've been in the hospital the last month and a half and hope to write again soon! So sorry to all my subscribers who are waiting for me. Please continue! It won't be much longer
Hello 🤗.......I wanna say you have a really cute blog😊😊......As random as it sounds I hope you're doing well and hope your taking care of yourself...... Thanks for reading this and have a glamorous day 🌹🌹🌹🌹💞💞💕💕
I LITERALLY just woke up and this is like the best think to start my day 😚😚 I hope you have a perfectly perfect day and stay healthy 😀😍 love JJ
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