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Jason Todd had survived a lot of things.
Death. Resurrection. The Lazarus Pit. His complicated relationship with Bruce. Even his brothers' constant teasing.
But he was not prepared for his girlfriend's obsession with unmasking the Bat-family. But thankfully, he was Jason Haywood to you ... at least for the time being. He had taken his mother's last name because Jason Todd was supposed to be dead. Maybe he was, and Jason Haywood was going to be his new self.
"Jason! JASON!" You burst into his apartment, laptop precariously balanced on a stack of papers, eyes wild with excitement.
He looked up from cleaning his guns—civilian guns, he'd learned to hide the Red Hood arsenal very carefully. "What's wrong? Are you okay?"
"I'm better than okay. I'm enlightened." You dropped everything on his coffee table. "I found it. The forum. The holy grail of Bat-family theories."
"Babe, aren't you supposed to be working on that project you were telling me about?"
"This is more important than work!" You were already pulling up browser tabs. "Look at this analysis of Red Hood's fighting style. Someone broke down footage from twenty-three different encounters and identified at least four different martial arts disciplines."
Jason leaned over, his stomach sinking as he recognized his own moves being analyzed frame by frame.
"It's BRILLIANT. Look—they've identified League of Assassins techniques mixed with street fighting and military combat training." You scrolled enthusiastically. "Whoever Red Hood is, he's had seriously diverse training. This isn't just some guy who took a few self-defense classes."
"Maybe he's just naturally talented."
"Nobody's that naturally talented. This is years of training. Probably decades." Your eyes were shining with that particular intensity that Jason both loved and was now deeply concerned about. "And look at this thread about his weapons. Custom-made, military-grade, but with modifications that suggest personal fabrication. Someone with serious resources and technical knowledge."
"Lots of criminals have resources."
"But Red Hood isn't just a criminal. He has a code. He protects Crime Alley. He kills traffickers and abusers but leaves street-level dealers alone." You looked at him seriously. "He's not a villain, Jason. He's something else."
Jason's chest did something complicated. You got it. You understood what he was trying to do, even if you didn't know you were talking about him.
"What do you think he is?" he asked carefully.
"I think he's someone who fell through the cracks. Someone the system failed. Someone who decided that if Batman won't do what needs to be done, he will." You pulled up more notes. "There's a whole theory that he used to be a Robin."
Jason choked on his coffee. "What?"
"I know, it sounds wild, but look at this evidence—Red Hood knows Batman's tactics intimately. He fights like someone trained by Batman. And there's this gap in Robin appearances, right after the second Robin disappeared." You were pulling up timelines now. "What if the second Robin died, and Red Hood is someone connected to that? Someone who blames Batman for the death?"
You'd just described his entire origin story.
"That's a pretty dark theory," Jason managed.
"This is Gotham. Everything's dark." You zoomed in on a photo. "Plus, look at this. Red Hood is tall, broad-shouldered, probably mid-twenties. The second Robin would be that age now if he'd survived."
"The second Robin is dead."
"Is he though? In Gotham, death is more of a suggestion than a permanent state." You were completely serious. "We have a guy who came back from the dead running around in a bat costume. Why couldn't Robin?"
Because Robin did come back. He was sitting right next to you. Trying not to have a panic attack.
"You've really thought about this," Jason said.
"I've made spreadsheets. Color-coded spreadsheets." You smiled sheepishly. "I know it's a lot, but Jason, this is fascinating. These are real people with real stories, and nobody knows who they are."
"Maybe they want it that way."
"Maybe. But don't you want to know?" You grabbed his arm excitedly. "Actually, that gives me an idea."
"We should do a stakeout!"
"A stakeout! A Bat-watch!" You were already pulling up maps of Crime Alley. "Red Hood patrols this area almost every night. If we stake out the right location, we might see him. Maybe even talk to him!"
"Talk to him? Babe, he's armed and dangerous—"
"He doesn't hurt innocent people. The statistics back that up." You pulled up a spreadsheet—of course you had a spreadsheet. "Zero civilian casualties in two years of operation. He's careful. Controlled."
"He's still a crime lord."
"A crime lord who's cleaned up Crime Alley more than Batman ever did." You looked at him with those puppy-dog eyes that Jason could never resist. "Please? Just one stakeout. I promise we'll be safe."
Jason should say no. Should absolutely not take his girlfriend on a stakeout to find himself.
"One stakeout," he heard himself say. "But if it's dangerous, we leave immediately. And you stay behind me at all times."
"Yes! Oh my god, this is going to be amazing!" You kissed him quickly. "I need to prepare. Make a list of high-probability locations, times when Red Hood is most active, questions to ask if we see him—"
"Well, yeah! If we're going to see him, I want to understand his motivation. His perspective." You were already typing. "Like, does he see himself as a hero or a villain? Does he regret killing people? What happened to make him this way?"
Jason's throat felt tight. "Those are pretty personal questions."
"I know. But someone has to ask them. Everyone just assumes he's a monster, but what if he's not? What if he's just trying to protect people the only way he knows how?"
Jason looked at you—at your earnest expression, your genuine curiosity, your complete lack of judgment—and felt something crack in his chest.
You understood. Without knowing him, without knowing his story, you understood what he was trying to do.
"Yeah," he said quietly. "What if."
Two days later, Jason showed up at your apartment to find your wall covered in cork board, photos, string, and sticky notes.
"Who is that?" He pointed at a photo from his pre-death days. Young Jason, Robin Jason, grinning at a charity event with Bruce.
"That's Jason Todd. Bruce Wayne's adopted son. The second Robin—" You stopped, looking at the photo more carefully. "Wait. You know who Jason Todd is?"
"I mean, I know of him. Everyone in Gotham knows the story." Jason kept his voice carefully neutral. "Kid from Crime Alley, got adopted by Bruce Wayne, died in some kind of accident."
"Except it wasn't an accident. It was the Joker." Your voice was soft. "He was murdered. Beaten to death. He was only fifteen."
Jason's hands clenched involuntarily.
"And Bruce Wayne never talked about him again. Just... probably moved on to the next Robin like Jason never existed." You sounded angry now. "What kind of person does that?"
"Maybe he was grieving. Everyone grieves differently."
"Maybe. Or maybe Bruce Wayne is exactly the kind of person who'd train child soldiers and then discard them when they become inconvenient." You turned back to the board. "Which brings me to my main theory."
"Red Hood is Jason Todd."
"That's impossible. Jason Todd is dead."
"Is he? Look at the timeline." You pointed to your carefully constructed chart. "Jason Todd dies. Six months later, bodies start appearing in Crime Alley—all criminals, all killed with precision. A year after that, Red Hood appears. Fully formed. Professional. Like someone who's been training."
"Red Hood knows Batman's tactics intimately. He fights like someone Batman trained. He knows the Bat-family's patterns, their methods, their weaknesses." You pulled up combat footage. "And look at this. Red Hood favors his left side slightly—like someone compensating for old injuries. Jason Todd's autopsy photos—leaked, unfortunately—show massive trauma to his right side."
"You looked at autopsy photos?" Jason felt sick.
"I had to verify the theory." You looked at him seriously. "Jason, Red Hood moves like someone who died and came back angry. Someone who was betrayed by the person who was supposed to protect him. Someone who decided that if Batman won't do what's necessary, he will."
"You can't prove any of that."
"No. But I can prove that Red Hood knows things only Jason Todd would know. He protects the same streets Jason grew up on. He targets the same types of criminals that hurt people in Jason's neighborhood. He even—" You pulled up another note. "He leaves books at Crime Alley libraries. Classics. The same books Jason Todd was photographed reading at Wayne Manor."
Jason was going to be sick.
"That's a hell of a theory," he managed.
"It's more than a theory. It's the truth. I know it." You looked at him. "Don't you think Jason Todd deserves to be remembered? Deserves to have his story told correctly?"
"Maybe Jason Todd deserves privacy. Maybe he doesn't want his story told."
"How would you know what Jason Todd wants?"
"Because—" Jason stopped himself. "Because anyone who's been through that kind of trauma deserves to decide for themselves how their story is shared."
You studied him carefully. "You're really defensive about this."
"I just think digging into a dead kid's life is kind of ghoulish."
"I'm not digging into a dead kid's life. I'm trying to understand a living vigilante." You softened. "But you're right. If Jason Todd is alive—if he is Red Hood—then he's made it clear he doesn't want to be Jason Todd anymore. And maybe I should respect that."
"Really." You started taking down some of the Jason Todd photos. "I can theorize without plastering a trauma victim's childhood photos all over my wall."
Jason felt his throat get tight. "Thanks."
"But I'm still keeping the Red Hood analysis. And we're still doing the stakeout." You grinned. "I want to meet him. Ask him questions. Understand his perspective."
"You want to interview a crime lord."
"I want to interview someone everyone calls a monster to see if he actually is one." You took his hand. "Come on. Help me pick a location."
Jason had chosen the location carefully—one of his regular patrol routes, but not one where he'd scheduled anything dangerous tonight.
He'd also texted Roy: Need you to cover Crime Alley tonight. Personal emergency.
Personal emergency = girlfriend stakeout? Roy had replied.
Shut up.
This is the funniest thing that's ever happened. I'm telling everyone.
I will shoot you.
Worth it.
Now Jason sat on a rooftop with you, watching you set up an impressive array of surveillance equipment.
"Did you rent this stuff?" he asked.
"Borrowed it from work. Technically for a photography project, which this kind of is." You adjusted the telephoto lens. "Okay, based on my research, Red Hood usually passes through this area between 11 PM and 1 AM."
"I'm thorough." You settled in next to him. "Thanks for doing this with me. I know you think it's weird."
"It's definitely weird. But you're excited, so..." He shrugged. "I want you to be happy."
"You're sweet." You kissed his cheek. "Even if you are weirdly protective of Red Hood."
"You absolutely are. Every time I mention him, you get all defensive." You studied him. "Why?"
"I just... I don't think he's the monster everyone says he is."
Jason hesitated. "Once. A while back. He helped me out of a bad situation."
This was technically true. Red Hood had helped Jason Todd out of the bad situation of being dead.
"What was he like?" You were leaning forward eagerly.
"Intense. Angry. But not at me. At the people who'd hurt me." Jason kept his voice steady. "He made sure I got home safe. Told me to stay out of trouble."
"See! He's not a monster!" You grabbed your camera as movement caught your eye. "Wait, is that him?"
Jason looked. Someone in dark clothes was moving across a nearby rooftop.
But it wasn't him. It was Tim.
"Wrong costume," Jason said. "That's Red Robin. Different vigilante."
"How can you tell from this distance?"
"The cape's different. And the build is smaller." Jason had spent years learning to identify his brothers from a distance. "Red Hood is bigger. Broader shoulders."
"You know a lot about Red Hood's measurements," you teased.
"Clearly." You zoomed in on Red Robin. "Think they know each other? The different Bats?"
"Probably. Gotham's vigilante community is pretty tight-knit." Jason pulled out his phone, texting Tim: Get out of sector 7. I'm busy.
Busy with what? Tim replied.
Personal stuff. Just go.
Wait are you on a DATE in your territory? Jason, that's adorable.
I will end you.
Can't wait to tell Dick about this.
Jason put his phone away with more force than necessary.
"Everything okay?" you asked.
"Fine. Just... work stuff."
You didn't look convinced but didn't push. "So if Red Hood doesn't show up tonight, what's the plan?"
"We try again another night?"
"Or—" You pulled out a notebook. "I've been working on a profile. Trying to figure out where he might be based on crime patterns."
You opened the notebook, and Jason saw pages of analysis. Maps marked with locations, timelines, behavioral patterns.
You'd basically created a guide to finding him.
"This is..." Jason didn't know what to say.
"Obsessive? I know. But look—" You pointed to a cluster of marks on the map. "These are all locations where Red Hood intervened in domestic violence situations. They're all within six blocks of Crime Alley's old community center."
"The one that burned down?"
"Yeah. And guess who used to volunteer there as a kid?" You pulled out another photo—young Jason, maybe twelve, at a community center event.
"Jason Todd," Jason said quietly.
"Jason Todd." You looked at the map. "I think Red Hood—if he is Jason—still thinks of this as his neighborhood. The place he needs to protect."
"It's more than that. It's a pattern. Red Hood doesn't just fight crime randomly. He protects specific people in specific places. Like someone who knows this neighborhood intimately. Who grew up here."
Jason looked at your analysis—at the care you'd taken to understand not just what he did, but why he did it.
"Why does this matter so much to you?" he asked.
"Because everyone deserves to have their story understood. Not judged, not condemned—understood." You looked at him. "Red Hood kills people. That's a fact. But he only kills people who hurt the vulnerable. Who traffic kids, who run protection rackets, who make neighborhoods unsafe. He's not crazy. He's not a monster. He's someone who decided that some people don't deserve mercy."
"And you agree with that?"
"I don't know," you admitted. "I think justice is complicated. I think Batman's no-killing rule sounds nice in theory but fails people in practice. I think—" You stopped. "I think someone like Red Hood exists because the system failed him first."
Jason felt his eyes burning. "Yeah. Maybe."
"So yeah. I want to understand him. I want to hear his side." You smiled. "Even if everyone thinks I'm crazy."
"You're not crazy," Jason said. "You're the first person who's tried to actually understand instead of just judge."
"You say that like you know him well."
"Maybe I understand him better than most."
You studied his face. "Jason... is there something you want to tell me?"
This was it. The moment. He could tell you everything.
But then his phone buzzed.
Trafficking situation on 4th Street. Need backup. Roy.
"I—I have to go. Work emergency." He was already standing.
"It's... complicated. I'm sorry. Can we do this another time?"
"Jason, what's going on?"
"I can't explain right now. I just—I have to go." He kissed her quickly. "I'm sorry. I'll text you later."
And then he was gone, leaving you alone on the rooftop with your camera and your theories.
Twenty minutes later, you were packing up your equipment when you heard the thud of boots on the rooftop behind you.
You spun around to find Red Hood standing there, tall and intimidating in his helmet and armor.
"You shouldn't be up here alone," he said. His voice was modulated, deeper than normal.
"I—I was just leaving." Your heart was hammering. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be in your territory—"
"You're the one who's been investigating me."
"I pay attention. Someone's been asking questions about me. Tracking patterns. Setting up surveillance." He took a step closer. "That's dangerous. People who look too close tend to get hurt."
"Are you threatening me?"
"I'm warning you." He stopped a few feet away. "Why are you doing this?"
"I want to understand you. Everyone calls you a monster, but I don't think you are."
"I know you protect people. I know you only kill criminals who prey on the vulnerable. I know you care about Crime Alley more than Batman ever did." You were finding your courage now. "I know everyone's given up on you, decided you're just a villain, but I think you're someone who got dealt a shit hand and did the best you could with it."
"And I think—" You took a breath. "I think you used to be Jason Todd. And I think you deserve to have your story told right."
"He died. Brutally. The kid he was died with him."
"But you lived. Red Hood lived. And you're doing what Jason Todd would have wanted—protecting the people who can't protect themselves."
"You don't know what Jason Todd would have wanted."
"Maybe not. But I know what you do every night. And I think it's worth something."
Red Hood pulled off his helmet.
Jason stood there, looking at you with red-rimmed eyes.
You stared at him. "Jason?"
"You—you're—" You couldn't form words.
"I'm Red Hood. I'm also Jason Todd, back from the dead. I'm also your boyfriend who just left you on a rooftop alone because I had to stop a trafficking ring." He ran a hand through his hair. "I'm sorry. For lying. For leaving. For all of it."
You were still processing. "You died."
"Yeah. The Joker killed me. Beat me to death with a crowbar. Left me in a building to explode." His voice was flat, reciting facts. "Bruce was too late. I died. Then the universe decided that wasn't enough and brought me back."
"Lazarus Pit. Magic. Trauma. Take your pick." He looked at you. "I came back wrong. Angry. I wanted revenge. I wanted Bruce to understand what it felt like to be abandoned."
"Bruce didn't abandon you—"
"He didn't kill the Joker." Jason's voice broke. "The Joker murdered his son and Bruce just... put him back in Arkham. Again. Like my life didn't matter. Like I didn't matter."
"So I became Red Hood. Became the thing Bruce wouldn't. I kill the people who deserve killing. I protect Crime Alley because no one else will. I do what needs to be done."
You were quiet for a long moment.
"So all those theories I had—"
"Were right. Disturbingly right. You profiled me perfectly." He smiled bitterly. "You were tracking yourself dating."
"I made you go on a stakeout to find yourself."
"I have photos of you on my evidence board."
"Jason, this is—" You started laughing. Slightly hysterically. "This is insane."
"I've been investigating my own boyfriend for months!"
"And you just... let me?"
"I panicked! You were so excited about your theories, and you understood what I was trying to do, and I didn't want to ruin it!" Jason was pacing now. "And then you started getting close to the truth and I knew I had to tell you but I didn't know how without—" He stopped. "Without you leaving."
"Because I'm a killer. Because I'm broken. Because I'm not the person you thought you were dating."
You crossed to him, taking his face in your hands. "Jason. I've been spending months researching Red Hood. Reading about every person you've killed, every line you've crossed, every rule you've broken."
"And I fell in love with you anyway. Not despite who you are—because of who you are." You stroked his cheek. "You think I didn't know my boyfriend was hiding something? You think I didn't notice the scars, the nightmares, the way you flinch when people move too fast?"
"I knew you had trauma. I knew you had secrets. I chose to be with you anyway." You smiled. "Finding out you're Red Hood? That just explains the rest of it."
"Of you? Never." You kissed him softly. "I'm scared for you. I'm scared about what you do every night. But scared of you? Jason, you're the safest person I know."
"You kill people who hurt kids. Who traffic women. Who prey on the vulnerable." You held his gaze. "I'm not saying it's right. I'm not saying it's good. But I understand why you do it."
"The world's not black and white."
"No. It's not." You pulled him closer. "It's red and black. Like you."
Jason laughed, the sound wet and broken. "That was terrible."
"I'm a lover on a rooftop, not a poet." You kissed him again. "But I mean it. I love you. All of you. Jason Todd and Red Hood and whoever else you are in between."
"Even though I'm a disaster?"
"Especially because you're a disaster." You wiped the tears from his face. "Though we do need to talk about you ditching me on a rooftop. That's not cool."
"In my defense, there was a trafficking situation—"
"I know. You save people. It's what you do." You smiled. "Just maybe text me next time so I don't think you're running away from our relationship?"
"Deal." Jason pulled you into a hug, holding you tight. "I love you. I'm sorry I lied."
"I love you too. Even though you let me make an entire evidence board about you."
"In my defense, your evidence board was very thorough. I was impressed."
"You really are." He pulled back to look at you. "So what now?"
"Now you take me back to your place—your actual place, not the apartment you pretend to live in—and show me your Red Hood setup." You grinned. "And then you're going to help me update my evidence board with correct information."
"You're keeping the evidence board?"
"Are you kidding? I successfully identified Red Hood's secret identity! That's going on my resume!"
"Please don't put that on your resume."
"Fine. But I'm keeping the board."
Later, at Jason's Real Safehouse
"This is way cooler than your fake apartment," you said, examining Jason's weapon collection.
"The fake apartment is for dates and pretending to be normal."
"You have a motorcycle. Multiple motorcycles."
"That one's for Red Hood work. That one's for regular work. That one's just because it's pretty."
"You're such a boy." But you were smiling. "Can I see the helmet?"
Jason handed it over, watching as you examined it carefully.
"It's heavier than I thought."
"Reinforced. Bulletproof. Has a communication system built in."
"And it makes your voice all deep and scary."
"That's the voice modulator."
Jason sighed but activated the modulator. "This is ridiculous."
You shivered. "Okay, that's unfairly hot."
"Really." You set down the helmet. "Though I prefer regular Jason voice. It's less scary."
"I can do scary without the modulator."
"I know. I've seen you argue with customer service." You looked around the safehouse. "This is really your life. The weapons, the armor, the danger."
"Yeah." Jason waited for you to realize what that meant. To realize how dangerous it was to be with him.
"Cool." You took his hand. "Now show me your evidence board."
"I don't have an evidence board—"
"You have target lists, don't you? Same thing."
"That's not—" Jason stopped. "Actually, yeah, that's pretty much the same thing."
You grinned. "We're perfect for each other. Both obsessive, both make boards to track people."
"The difference is yours is theoretical and mine is for actual crime-fighting."
"Details." You pulled up your phone. "Okay, so I need to update my files. What's Bruce really like? Is Dick really the first Robin? How many Robins have there been?"
"Are you interviewing me?"
"I've been investigating the Bat-family for months. Now I have an actual source. Yes, I'm interviewing you." You pulled out a notebook. "Start from the beginning. How did you become Robin?"
Jason looked at you—excited, curious, completely unafraid—and felt something warm in his chest.
"I tried to steal the Batmobile's tires."
"I was homeless, twelve years old, and I saw this fancy car parked in Crime Alley. Figured I could sell the tires." He smiled at the memory. "Got two off before Batman caught me."
"Eventually. First he tried to put me in the system. Then he realized I'd just run away again. Then he brought me home." Jason's voice softened. "Gave me a room, food, stability. Trained me. Made me Robin."
"I loved it. I loved helping people. I loved having a purpose." His voice hardened. "Until the Joker."
"You don't have to talk about that if you don't want to."
"No, I—I want you to know. All of it." Jason took a breath. "I went looking for my birth mother. Found her in Ethiopia. She was being blackmailed by the Joker. I tried to save her, and he... he beat me with a crowbar. Tied me up. Left me in a warehouse with a bomb."
"Bruce tried to save me. He was just too late. I died. My mom died. The Joker got away." Jason's laugh was bitter. "Again."
"Not your fault. It's just... that's who I am now. The Robin who died. The kid Bruce couldn't save. The one mistake in Batman's perfect record."
"I will if I meet him." You were fierce now. "Jason, what happened to you was awful. Traumatic. World-ending. But you survived. You came back. And you're using that second chance to help people."
"By doing what you think is necessary. I'm not going to judge that." You looked at him. "But I am going to make sure you're taking care of yourself. Are you seeing a therapist?"
"Therapist. Someone to talk to about the trauma and the Lazarus Pit and the complicated feelings about Bruce."
"Jason, you died violently, came back from the dead, have complicated PTSD, and spend your nights fighting crime while dressed like a vigilante. You're not fine."
"Okay, when you put it that way—"
"You need therapy. We're finding you a therapist."
"Watch me." You were already typing. "There are therapists in Gotham who work with superheroes. We're making you an appointment."
Jason stared at you. "You're bossy."
"Someone has to take care of you. Might as well be me." You kissed him. "Now keep telling me about the Bat-family. I have so many questions."
Two hours later, you'd filled an entire new notebook with information about the Bat-family.
"So Dick was the first Robin, you were second, Tim was third, Stephanie was fourth, and Damian is current?"
"Yep. Though Steph was only Robin briefly."
"And Damian is Bruce's biological son?"
"With an assassin. It's complicated."
"Everything about this family is complicated." You were organizing your notes. "Okay, I need to update my evidence board with actual facts instead of theories."
"You're really keeping that thing?"
"Jason, I spent months on it. It's staying." You looked at him. "Plus, it's kind of our origin story. I was trying to figure out Red Hood's identity, and it turned out I was dating him the whole time."
"Most couples meet at coffee shops."
"We met when you helped me carry groceries and then asked for my number while looking like you might throw up from nervousness."
"You dropped the bag with the eggs."
"I was distracted by your smile."
You kissed him. "That's better. Keep working on the lines."
"Can I ask you something?"
"Why are you okay with this? Really?" Jason gestured around the safehouse. "I'm a crime lord. I kill people. I have enemies who would hurt you to get to me. This is dangerous."
"Jason." You took both his hands. "I spent months researching Red Hood. I know exactly what you do. I know the risks. And I'm choosing to stay anyway."
"Because I love you. Because you protect people who can't protect themselves. Because you're trying to make Crime Alley better even though it's messy and complicated and not heroic." You smiled. "And because someone needs to make sure you're eating properly and sleeping occasionally and not just existing on rage and energy drinks."
"You had three granola bars for dinner last night."
"That's snack food, Jason."
"This is why I didn't tell you. You're going to be all responsible and make me eat vegetables."
"Someone has to." You pulled him toward the kitchen area. "Come on. I'm making you real food, and then you're going to sleep for eight hours like a normal person."
"Roy can cover for you. You said he owes you a favor."
"How do you know about Roy?"
"I've been investigating you for months. I know about all your allies." You started pulling out ingredients. "Now sit down and let me take care of you."
Jason sat, watching you move around his kitchen like you belonged there.
Like dating Red Hood was just another Tuesday.
"You're incredible," he said.
"I know." You grinned at him. "Now tell me more about this Lazarus Pit. Because I have questions about the science of resurrection..."