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Remember to always look up and out, you live in a beautiful place

And I fucking love my friends

Eating out and sharing food is still my favorite thing

Bruhhh you went to Fiji with like no warning 😂

Some cooking/baking adventures

It’s been awhile and a lot of things have changed:

Finally moved out! And loving it 😍

Realized that dating apps aren’t for me 😂

Lost more weight and I’m becoming a fitter healthier person.

I still need to:

Work on my mind set

Be kinder to myself

Remember my worth

blue---rain

crystxlsnxw

So I went back to him... I knew he’d ask eventually but now I know why.

He must just bounce from girl to girl, as soon as any type of attachment shows he bails like the coward he his. 3 months seems to be the mark. He’s obviously learnt though because at least he told the last girl and didn’t just ditch.

I’m glad I know the truth, still hurts though.

I’m less than nothing to him, he’ll keep me at arms length until something better comes along and then he’ll just drop me, no warning or explanation, I’m sure of it.

But I feel sorry for him. I have boys that want to spend time with me, want to get to know me and not just because I can give them things. But he’ll never have that because he’s so scared to let that happen, he’s damaged.

He’s a scared little boy, a coward, and he’ll be that forever. Just hurting girls and leaving absolute destruction behind him. What an emotional stunted person he is, if he wasn’t such a dick to people, I might actually feel sorry for him.

I give it a month TOPS before he drops me. Oh well, I’ll just enjoy the sex until then, keep him at a distance and wait for it to happen I guess..

🏠

I finally thought I had a way out.

But the universe had other plans, I really hope Claire’s girlfriend is ok. She definitely needed to move than I did.

Something else will come along.

I hope.

Maybe not?

I don’t know if I’m cut out for this.. everything is just so unsaid.

I have no idea where I stand, what the boundaries are or what anyone really wants.

I don’t know if I can do this.

👻

So... I got ghosted for the first time.. by a 34year old man. There truly is no hope.

My brain always plays tricks on me, I have to remember to be careful.

..

I think I’m in trouble.. when I see your name on my phone I smile and I’ve got that weird feeling in my stomach when I think about you.

I already miss you and can’t wait to see you.

I need to calm down, don’t go to fast, let things happen as they may.

Relax, take a breath.

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I’m hoping this might be the stable one.. we can keep it casual and fun and I won’t have to keep sifting through all the crap to get some male attention and affection.

It’s rough out here, I’ve already had enough.

Breakfast buddy adventures

The trouble is, you think you have time.

Buddha

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